Opposite shores of a sea LAST Prt & EPILOGUE Pg 91 - Page 32

PLZ read the NOTE in the END... very important

Part 8

LETTER

I'm sorry maan... I'm sorry for putting u in such a condition today... I'm sorry for throwing myself on you... I'm sorry for hoping that you still love me... I'm sorry for dreaming to be with you... I'm sorry if I can't forget you even after death... I'm sorry that I can't live without you...

I thought that you also loved me... I thought that our love is still alive somewhere in your heart... But didn't know that I was fighting a lost cause... My failure was inevitable, but still I fought... maybe I wanted to see how badly I loose...I'm sorry if it took me so long to realise this...

But don't worry, I have realised now.. that you don't want me... Don't worry I won't bother you ever again... You will never see my face ever again... I'm sorry I'm giving up but don't have the strength anymore to put the pieces of my heart together... So I'm leaving Maan...

By the time you'll be reading this, I would have probably gone too far away from you, so don't bother to look for me... I can't go back Maan because I don't think if I'll be able to go to that same lifeless life that you left me in 5 years ago... I don't think I have the strength left in me to live without you... So I'm choosing to finish that pain forever...

May you find all the happiness in your life that you deserve :)

I love you Maan... Goodbye...

Maan's heart sank as he read the letter. The ink on the paper was spread and he knew that Geet must have been crying while writing this.

Fresh drops of water touched the paper and Maan wipes the tears from his cheeks.

He ran outside quickly realising how less time he has. His heart was already sinking at the thought of him being already late.

He quickly grabbed the first man that he saw and yelled angrily "Where is Geet?"

His man said stuttering fearfully "She has gone boss!"

Maan felt like killing the man in front of him who has let Geet go...

He said angrily "What??!! Why did you let her go??? Why didn't you stopped her???"

Now the guy is trembling with fear. He said "But sir, you ordered us not to say anything to her!! You instructed us that no matter what, nobody will touch her!! Nobody will stop her from doing anything she wants to do!!!"

Maan strokes his fingers through his hair frustratingly and ran out. He doesn't have time to get into any kind of conversation with anybody...

He was scared. He was petrified. His heart thumping very loudly in his chest in fear...

What if he gets late?? What if Geet does something stupid before he finds her???

He looks around desperately to which direction she might have gone...

He ran desperately in the random direction while tears flowing from his eyes at the thought of loosing Geet...

He realised how wrong he was!!! He shouldn't have behaved like that with her!!! She loves him so much and he... he has just given her pain!!! He didn't deserved her but still she loved him... He decided determinedly that he will beg forgiveness at her feet once he will find her!!! He will never hurt her again in his life!!! He will do whatever she wants!!! Her happiness would be the first priority for him from now onwards!!! He will leave everything for her!!! He will love her so much that even the word 'love' would look smaller in front of it!!! Maybe, just maybe, then, she will be able to forgive him...

As the time passed, his fear is increasing. He couldn't even think about the possibility of loosing Geet forever. He felt like there is nothing in the world that matters without Geet.

She is the sole reason for him breathing... Her memories have been his sole companion that has kept him breathing for all these years.

He was still running looking around for any sign of his life...

But the forest was really dense and he couldn't see her anywhere.

But the forest was not only dense, it was dangerous too. There were thousands of dangerous animals in the forest that would rip anybody into pieces if came across.

He was in immense pain at the thought of loosing Geet. For the second time in his life, he felt so helpless. The pain was too much for him to bear... He was dying in every second for thinking about the worse. No matter how hard he was trying to console himself that nothing will happen to her, the ominous feeling was engulfing his heart.

He knew he can't live in the world in which Geet doesn't exist. He can't breathe in the air which hasn't got the touch of her life...

He still looked around desperately for Geet. His heart sinking but he couldn't stop looking for her.. He will never stop looking for her till his last breath... Because he knew now that without her, there is no life for him... The only way that he would survive is with Geet...

Suddenly his eyes fell on a white duppatta flying in the wind near a tree.

He ran desperately towards it and saw Geet sitting at the foot of the tree while leaning her back on the trunk.

He screamed "Geet!!" while tears of relief flowed from his eyes.

Geet looked back at him blankly.

Maan ran towards her and hugged her tightly while his tears weren't ready to stop!! Only he knew that he was hugging his life... Only he knew what he has to go through in the last half an hour...

The relief of seeing Geet unharmed was too soothing for him... He promised himself that he will never put her in such a condition ever again...

After few minutes, or a lifetime, he broke the hug, but didn't leave her. He was still too scared to let go of her from his arms.

He held her from her shoulders and said looking into her eyes "Geet, don't you ever do this to me again!!! I can't live without you Geet! You have no idea what I had to go through in this time!! I have died in each second thinking that I have lost you forever!!! You wanted me to confess that I love you right? Then yes, I love you Geet! I love you more than my life!! I've always loved you!! There was not even a single moment in my life when I haven't loved you!!! Happy?? Now don't even try to think of leaving me ever again!!! I'm so sorry Geet for hurting you... I promise I will never hurt you again!!!"

Geet was looking at him blankly... There was no emotion on her face or eyes...

Maan kissed her on her mouth. There were so many emotions in his kiss...relief.. happiness.. love.. care.. regret.. sorry.. But from Geet's side, there was nothing...

When he didn't got any response from her, he broke the kiss and looked at her confusedly.

Geet was still looking at him blankly.

He felt something ominous about her behaviour...

He frowned confusedly as Geet's eyes started closing.

And before he could comprehend anything, she collapses in his arms...

Maan didn't know what was happening but suddenly his world freezes as his eyes fell on her hand...

Her wrist was sliced harshly and was bleeding immensely!!!!

Maan didn't know what happened to him!! It was like the time stopped for him!!! He didn't know if he was dead or alive!!!

One part of his brain was active and knew everything that was happening around him... While another part was slowly dying...

He realised yet he didn't realised, when he picked up her lifeless body in his arms... He was aware yet he wasn't aware, when he ran back while carrying her in his arms... He knew yet he didn't knew, when he put her in the car and drove towards the hospital madly... He was conscious yet he wasn't conscious, when he threatened the doctor to save her life if he wants to live...

The huge team of doctors were examining Geet but she was not responding to any treatment. It was like her will-power to live has died!!

She had a huge blood loss and her condition was very critical.

Every second was a death for Maan as he waited outside the ICU. His whole life was flashing in front of his eyes. They say that your life flashes in front of your eyes when you are on the verge of death...

It was true for Maan!! It was not only Geet who was nearing her death inside, but also Maan outside who was leaving the essense of life bit by bit...

He would not breathe a single breath of this life if geet left this world.. he knew that... Their lives and death were joined together without even their knowledge!! She live, he live; she die, there's not even a slightest chance that he will still live...

Maan was leaning his head on the wall while deep in thought when the doctors come out of the ICU with tensed expressions.

He instantly gets up and asks "Doctor, how is she?" The pain in his voice even made the doctors worried and sad.

They looked at each others' face and said "We are very sorry Mr. Maan, but she is still in a very critical condition! She had a huge blood loss and she's not even responding to any medicines!! It's like she don't want to live!!! We did what we could do... But now everything is upto God and if she responds to the treatment!!! If in the next 24 hours, she didn't get conscious, then we are sorry we will loose her!!!!"

Maan stumbles back at his last words.. His mind became totally blank as a lone tear escaped from his drought-filled eyes.. He didn't realized for how long the tears have been holding in, but at last they made their way out...

The doctor continued seeing Maan's state "You can see her if you want!!!"

Maan didn't say anything but his legs mechanically stumbles towards her room slowly.

He opens the door and went inside. He walked towards her bed and sat at the hospital stool near her bed's head.

He couldn't bear the sight of Geet laying there lifeless. His Geet, that used to be so bubbly, so full of life, so full of laughter, was lying here today in a half dead condition.

Her milky white skin had turned pale white. Her cheeks that used to turn bright red in flush, were totally lifeless. Her eyes that used to flutter like a butterfly were closed today lifelessly.

He picked up her hand slowly and kissed it gently while his tears have forgotten how to stop!

His whole life was slipping from his hands while he can't do anything about it...

He whispered in her hand "Please don't leave me Geet!!! I can't live without you!!! If you want to punish me, then yell at me, scream at me, hit me, kill me... I promise I won't even utter a sigh!! I will endure everything happily... But please don't leave me!!! I know I have hurted you a lot Geet, I don't even deserve your forgiveness, but you can't punish yourself for my crimes!!!"

The thought of never seeing her cheeks turned flushed red, never seeing her shying with blush, never seeing her beautiful smile, never hearing her melodious voice, never hearing her say his name again...killed him million times inside.

He was crying harder now "You can't do this to me Geet!! I won't let you do this to me!!!" he said with determination "You have to wake up!! Do you hear me Geet??? You have to wake up!!! If not for me, if not for you, then for our love you have to wake up!!! Tumhe hamare pyar ka vaasta hai Geet, utho!!! Wake up from this sleep!!!" and he started crying harder on her hand again while resigning to pain and said "Please Geet!! Please wake up!!! Tumhe meri kasam hai Geet! Tumhe hamare pyar ki kasam hai!! Please wake up!!!"

Part 9

AUTHOR'S NOTE

Ok guys First of all I'm not happy with the likes and comments I'm getting on this one.. The no. of comments r decreasing with every update.. Which is forcing me to think that many of my readers are leaving me... So I have decided to finish this SS off!!!

So the next update is gonna be the last part but what you want to see in it is totally in your hands friends!!! If I get satisfying no. of comments and likes after this update, you'll probably see a happy ending otherwise I'm afraid it's gonna be sad...

I know I promised a happy ending in the beginning of the story but that was the time when I got like 150+ likes and 10 pages of comments...

I'm sorry i know this is blackmailing but it's my humble request to the silent readers that please please please come out of the silent mode... Because it leaves me with the impression that you guys are not liking it...

And I'm sorry for making this update sad but I guess Maan deserves it and also I was sad too...

So plz hit the like button and do comment...