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Dear diary,
Today i went too far...i used my friend to reach my goal...i didnt think for a minute that i was lying to my best friend...dragged her in all this wrong...an unwedded girl to do the job of a riteful rjp-ain thats me...but i couldnt go against my target... What would people say when they saw me in that heavy dress instead of the bride that they think that bh is...So i dressed her as myself... Did i enjoyed doing that? No,i didnt...it hurts...to lie to my husband...to see him in the eyes and lie,i couldnt, i turned away, his gaze burned me...But i stood strong...I may apear heartless ,but my love and respect for him is bigger than my pain...i had to do it,society asks for it...a riteful woman for the rjp, and i think i am not, even our marriage happened without ddji blessings...How kn i forget that...
My mission is almost complete,he is the rjp...respected by all...And i have to mentain that respect!!
He is everything to me...and i will do everything for him even if its wrong...
Today i went too far...i used my friend to reach my goal...i didnt think for a minute that i was lying to my best friend...dragged her in all this wrong...an unwedded girl to do the job of a riteful rjp-ain thats me...but i couldnt go against my target... What would people say when they saw me in that heavy dress instead of the bride that they think that bh is...So i dressed her as myself... Did i enjoyed doing that? No,i didnt...it hurts...to lie to my husband...to see him in the eyes and lie,i couldnt, i turned away, his gaze burned me...But i stood strong...I may apear heartless ,but my love and respect for him is bigger than my pain...i had to do it,society asks for it...a riteful woman for the rjp, and i think i am not, even our marriage happened without ddji blessings...How kn i forget that...
My mission is almost complete,he is the rjp...respected by all...And i have to mentain that respect!!
He is everything to me...and i will do everything for him even if its wrong...
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