behkudi
part 25
Geet ' pati pati pati..
kaisen pati.. kaun sa pati.. he doesn't love me.. he doen't care for me.
All he wants is..
she gets really frustrated & locks herself in the kitchen.
She sunk on the floor behind the closed doors & cried. She couldn't understand wat was happening..
why was she so upset...
his anger
his not trusting her
he never saying that he loves her
or is the guilt that she couldn't win his heart..
or the fear..that he didn't love her
or the fear of losing him
the fear of her seeing hatredness in his eyes. fear that he may never come for her
She held her closely & looked here & there.. she was terrified..
wat did she do..she just broke her marriage.. she just told him that their marriage was baseless.. will he ever come back for her. How will she go back to him now. With wat face will she..
now even if she wanted to be with him..she can't..
she hit her head on the door.. wat will she do..where will she go..
no one needs her.. no one loves her..
cares for her..
all the craziest of fear entrapped her.
She couldn't think straight ..she just took the kerosine can & emptied it on herself. She didn't even think once before setting herself a ablaze. His face..his anger concealed her ..ablazed as it is, now revealed...pain ..burn..the first time they met.. in the lift...how she held his arm.. how he smirked in the darkness..demanding ...then bumping him in the hotel near the pool.. every moment flashed in front of her eyes..as the fire consumed her, burning and billowing she screamed in pain turning, twirling shaking fighting to pull off the fire.
Last she heard before fainting was rano's voice screaming from the other side of the door. Papaji & brij broke open the door & wrapped her with the blanket They rushed her to the hospital.
As they rushed her to the ICU..
dr ' wat is wrong with Mrs Khurana this is the second time in a month she has tried to kill herself
rano & papaji looked lost here - 2nd time?
Dr took their statement ' last time we didn't inform the police because Mr. Khurana had insisted.
Papaji & rano begged the dr not to inform the police.
Brij ' Geet ne phelen kab suicide karni ki koshish ki?
Dr looked into the file & gave the dates
papaji ' is liya Maan ne kaha tha ki..zinda rahegi tho shaadi karvavogen
rano..sunk on the chair..yeh ladki chati kya hain.
After the intial treatment she was shifted to the ICU
She slowly tried pull herself off the bed & felt her sides. Instantly, pain shot through her entire body. Tears filled her eyes & her vision blurred as she saw drs & nurses looking down at her ..she could barely move. She cried in pain. Dr immediately injected her with the pain killer.
She couldn't take the pain..a pricking pain it was.. she cried begging them to kill her.. relive her from the pain. It was unbearable at that moment.
Rano came & softly patted her head.. - how can u even think of killing urself.
Wat do u want?
Rano held her hand & cried helplessly.
Dr quickly injected stringer seductive to ease her pain.
Latter when she woke up ..she saw rano..holding her hand & crying.
Papaji ' rano sambalo aapne aap ko
rano ' aab iska kya hoga
Maan bhi issen nahi aapnayega
papaji hugged rano & cried with her
brij ' meri dr se baad ho gayen hain plastic surgery karne se teehk hojayega
Geet was terrified hearing their conversation. She slowly opened her eyes & looked at her parents & then brij. They smiled weakly wiping their tears.
Dr came in & checked her pulse.. he leaned down & looked her cheeks & neck.
Dr ' u r really lucky
she wondered why he said that
dr ' nothing much has happened..yeh marks tho plastic surgry se nikal jayega, but lot of ur hair got burned.
She looked at the nurse & the other people passing her a disturbed look as she felt the rough ends of her hair. Even papa ji & mama tried not to look at her face & neck.
After the dr left.
Rano ' u tried to suicide before too?
she dipped her head...I didn't want to marry raj
rano ' tum hume bol sakti thi
Geet ' main darr gayen thi
papaji ' u told Maan that u ate those sleeping pills..thats why he married u
Geet ' nahi I didn't tell him anything
brij ' then how did he know
Geet looked at them blankly.
How did he know.. ? The question hit her head..deeper than the burning pain.
Papaji ' he cared so much for u all the while
rano ' tum aakir chati kya ho?
Brij ' u wanted to marry Maan?
Geet looked down in acceptance
papaji ' phir yeh sab kya hain?
Rano ' now he won't even look at u?
She pulls a mirror & places it in front of her. Look wat u have done to urself.
Geet cried in horror looking at the burned marks..& her hair strands ..with burned ends.. she looked horrifying ..almost like a witch out a horror movie. Her pain was aggravated seeing raji scared to even come into her room.
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Edited by muskanp - 13 years ago
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