And Boy the saffron boy did give her back na!! I so waited for it...
Hai na Wickedians!!! For Kesudi to become Kesuda!!!
And haye re!! Bacha did it in style na???
Bohot ho gaya Householdwala Mrs. Tendulkar Mode!! Now need for Dr. Sigmund Freud ...
So he comes in the room with tea and candles and what not...only to be asked why he was doing it???
He still did not get the TONE na?? he was such a happy happy bacha explaining how ingenuous he was to have found out that she loved white flowers from Dhani/Bulbul and he brought it for her, because he saw that she was a bit upset when he was leaving ...Haye haye!! Kitna sona munda hai na😳
Nah but seriously, the ease with which he admits that was so endearing...He was so right when he said that Gulaal did not let him forget that there is or rather was a relation between them other than love...
That was a poignant thing to say na...It was almost a secret out...
The Love, which Kesar did not want to forget, and Gulaal could not forget...
But still, Kesar has climbed that higher pedestal ...and Gulaal is standing there...down there...looking up at him and wondering how come he is so small and far away...for the first time may be she is needing to look UP there..instead of down and feel indulgent ...and may be that is why she is cranky????
Kesar has truly RISEN in love na😳
It is a new territory for her...the woman who is just not used to people do things for her, and other people actually appreciating the fact that things are being done FOR her, had to hear that ...and she is feeling that her 'Sacred' status is somehow gone...that 'giver' status has turned into a taker...
and she bursts out...
And Kesar...Well he really did not understand in the beginning what this was all about...
Somehow I find this similarity between them quite endearing, both of them are damn stubborn and so oblivious to everything other than their 'goal' ...Gulaal had been blind to everything other than her promise to Vasant ...and Kesar is blind to everything except his promise to Poonamba about making Gulaal's three months the happiest...
He will do anything for that and so it doesnot enter his brains that to how much lengths he had gone to achieve that...it is when SHE points it out that he realizes that he has been TOO sweet ...so sweet that it has turned poison...
I love and absolutely love that even shattered beyond imagination...he does not throw or let go of the flowers...he walks to the frame and puts those flowers before the photo of him and Vasant...
Somehow it felt like he was paying homage...
Dont know it also felt like he was seeking blessings or saying sorry...
Blessings because he so knows that Vasant is the only one who can solve this whole mess and sorry because he was gonna say something to Gulaal in front of Vasant which might hurt her...
Dont know the way he put those flowers had some deeper meaning which I still am not able to grasp..
And then the way he says ...how can she weigh him in the scales and find him wanting everytime...He is so hurt by this..the bond that they share is something ABOVE any kind of measurements..you cannot quantify that ... how can she?? she is the one who actually taught him that ...and now she is doing the same??? weighing him in golden scales???
And he then puts the master stroke..that her problem is that she thinks more about his love than him...
So true na...
Because for him, the love he has is a part of him, he breathes, eats, drinks and lives that love..he doesnot have to THINK about that...
Whereas for Gulaal 'Taking' 'receiving' someone's love has become an alien concept...she is like the sun...dispensing sunshine to each and everyone...she cannot be 'accepting' someone's light...
And that is what Kesar is doing...bringing Sunshine in Gulaal's world...
And the way he says why he did what he did after the Deeyarvatu...well, we all knew that...and Gulaal knew that too...She knows HER Kesar...it is just that she needed some kind of consolation from him, because she could not understand her own feelings...
Feeling of Happiness, bliss...something which she had not felt for years...
The woman is freaked out...
And the end sentence...
Kesar did hesitate for one fraction of second na...however he says that he is ready to let her go...but when he says that he will not show her his face from now on ...there is a sense of panic in his voice, Boy!! full marks to NB for that...
But he will do it...and the parting shot...for her happiness...
Gulaal stumped...and we are in for some mega treat...
I just could not get one sentence...the one he said...'Na tu aage badhti hai, na mujhe ko badhne deti hai'...
I did felt an ominious ring to it...
I know what he said, why he said but still this sentence just freaked me out...
Okie then, me again late...but kya karu...My mind doesnot work in the late night...I need the morning tea to dissect Kesuda😛