Suhana's Corner: Hallelujah!!
Hi everyone, how are you all doing? I couldn't be better as my life has yet again taken a 180 degree turn. After all the apprehension and anxiety over Ishaan's memory loss, we are united by our love. Ishaan finally realised he loved me and I felt the power of his love when though he thought of me as Shashikala, he willingly agreed to marry me, just to see me happy.
That is the depth of his love for me. But things weren't as smooth and rosy to begin with. After last week's argument with Ishaan and his apology for his outrage, Ishaan and I spent some time with each other. It felt like a date, you know, we ate ice cream, talked about the romance of rain and even danced in the rain!! It was awesome. It felt like old times. We were both very happy but the moment shattered soon enough as Ishaan once again told me to go to my husband, Shivram's house. My hopes to reunite with Ishaan were dashed. I was in shock and this emotional yo-yo was too much for me to handle so I didn't even pick calls from home. I knew everyone would be worried about me as they didn't know where I was but I couldn't get a hold on my emotions. I sat in the park, crying my heart out. Then suddenly, dad called. I asked him to come get me. I went to dad's house and told them the whole story. Needless to say, Sanjana and dad were upset and tensed to see me cry. They were angry that I hadn't told them about the problems I was going through. I gave them my reasons and though they weren't satisfied with it, they accepted the same.
The next day Badi ma, Dadaji and papa came to take me home. Dadaji was angry with me as I left home without telling anyone and later didn't take their call. It was sweet to see my family fighting over me and my well being. They said they loved me and that I belonged in their house and wanted me to return home. But Badi ma felt I should stay at dad's place and let Ishaan miss me. Later, I was thrilled to hear that BIL [brother ?in-law] is back and happy for Panna didi. What Badi ma said was so true that when things happen suddenly you can't process happiness or sorrow.
Sanjana was really worried about me and I ended up crying about my life to her. I felt I was being punished for all the hatred I showed towards Ishaan initially. I realised that love is strange. It is powerful to get you flying high and it can also push you into depths of despair. Perhaps what is happening to me is karma. I made Ishaan wait for me for over a year so maybe that's why God is putting me through this. He suffered in love and now, so am I. Guess I took a long while to become Suhana Kashyap from Suhana Bajpai, so now I have to pay for it. Before I realised I love Ishaan, I didn't think of his happiness or suffering or longing for me. Ishaan too must have felt the pain of love like I am feeling now. But I wonder, do I deserve this pain?
Ishaan was worried for me and called to ask about my well-being but I was unable to talk to him. I broke down. I knew he would come to see me and he did. His love and concern for me couldn't keep him away. Ishaan was furious at dad as he thought he was my father in law. Ishaan felt my in-laws were torturing me. I was very happy and emotional to see him.
He told me I should not stay with an unloving husband. He finally spoke his heart out and said if I broke off with Shivram, he would marry me!! I was thrilled to hear him say that. I understood that even though he didn't remember me as Suhana but thought of me as Shashikala, he really cared for me. I realised how much he loved me. If we had a love marriage, perhaps this would be what the both of us would be feeling about each other. What Ishaan said was so beautiful that he felt a connect with me, a janamo ka naata and he said I was his Suhana, the girl he dreams about.
I finally feel like my wait is over and I will be with Ishaan forever. Dear readers, I cannot tell you how relieved I am with the turn of events. I know Ishaan hasn't recovered completely, but at least we are getting a fresh start together and I am really thankful for it.
If you have any suggestions for me or simply want to drop a line, do write in at suhana@starplus.in and don't forget to watch Sasural Genda Phool every Monday to Friday at 7.30 pm only on STAR Plus.
Fan comments
Sushree Sarangi danrim- Dear suhana, This is my first letter 2 u. hope it reaches u. I am a big big big big fan of yours. u myt have heard it many times 4m lots of people-hope u hear it again and again. I love watching SGP evry single second of it makes my face and heart lightened up with joy your comic timing, your emotions, ur flirts with your bholu -everything jst amazes me. u rily are da best actress telly world ever got. 3 cheers 2 u! Please ask ur director nt 2 make u cry agn and agn. we don't liking it. every one of us in facebook discuss about hw bad we feel 2 see u cry. i have been staying in hostel through out da airing of SGP-stil i never ever missed a single episode of it. n wont ever miss ut. hope ur show touches sky high success. Please do reply. i will b eagerly waitn 4 ur reply! With love, yours fan, A.C, cooler Sushree P.S- my granny calls me suhana coz m so mad about u!
Suhana- OMG. You are not just my fan but my ac & cooler too. That is sweet. Thanks for all the lovely compliments. It is fans like you who make it worth our while. We look forward to feedback from our viewers and always want to satisfy them with our stories and acting. Do keep writing and watching Sasuraal Genda Phool.
Ravneet Singh -Hi Suhana, I just love the new background score in suhana and ishaan scenes but miss the gabbar and thakur fights. I really feel that SGP is a serial worth watching as it is closer to real life and devoid of family politics and melodrama. Hope that your keep up your good work and continue to entertain us.
Suhana- Thanks for your love and support. I miss the gabbar-thakur fights too. But guess I have to wait till Ishaan gets his memory back.
shai kanji -Hello Suhana; Just wanted to say you rock baby! I am a canadian and not much for indian cinema or indian drama; one afternoon I happenned to catch your show on the tv unintentionally as I turned on the TV while folding my clothes from the dryer and ever since I have been watching it everyday. It was an episode where dadiji was trying to explain you about how you hurt rajni didi and disha didi by ordering the food from outside for suli/suri. You are a great actress and it woud be wonderful to see you in a bollywood film as well and not just any flm but some substance film. You express/convey the emotions very well. You and Ishaan have a very good chemistry. And I must say the entire team of actor and actresses od SGP are very talented. Badimaa is great as well. My love to you! Shai
Suhana- thank you so much for all the lovely compliments. Do keep writing and watching Sasuraal Genda Phool.
rekha pal - hey ragini how r u ? first of all lov u sooo much u r so sweet i like u so much and my 4 yrs old nephew likes u .ragini lov u soo much but abhi m aapse gussa ho bcoz apne ahi tak black shimmer saree nahi pahni .but its ok .i hav no words 2 explain u ki how much i like and lov u .u no wt ragini we r finding a bride 4 my elder brother but koi pasand nahi i bcoz of u .how?bcoz kahi na kahi i want( bhabhi )like u .suhana as well as ragini khanna (similar) by nature .u r very down 2 earth .ragini is the best.i m finding a bhabhi lik u to aap khud andaza laga sakte ho ki how much i like u .ragini u r sweet heart .rekha pal
Suhana- I am fine. Hope you are doing well Rekha. It is so sweet of you to be looking for a bhabhi like me. I appreciate your love and support.
PINKY GANATRA - Hii Ragini Must say that u really do brilliant acting. what a realistic piece of act in today's episode, i mean the episode which was telecasted on 01.07.2011. Ur one actress who i really feel just go deep into the character, am sure while doing the scene with ur onscreen sis, when u were discussing with her about Ishaan you must have really cried, i just could make out. And about the dialogues of the scene, must have to say ki sach main pyar bahut ajeeb hota hai bhulne he nahi deta hai. class. mind blowing. Keep on doing the good work and ur pair with Jai Soni is really working sweetie. Never miss any performances or any act u guys do for any programme, function but the best one was double Dhamaal Nite. wow it was just gr8. Anyways congrats to both of u. Just inform Jai from my side that he is my Little Amir Khan my cutiepie and he is just looking sweetheart in LiL Champs too
Suhana- Thank you so much for loving our show Sasuraal Genda Phool. We do our best to entertain all you loving fans out there. So keep watching and writing in to me.
movie buff - Hi Suhana, Am really starting to worry on how long will this ordeal last for you? is Ishaan planning to remember you or not. When will the producers and the script writers bring this to an end? The best small screen couple, sure shouldnt miss on the sheen due to dragging of a story line without direction, i dont remember SGP ever dragging on any previous twists and turns for so long!!! y now? Any ways i have a request for you Suhana, Could you ask your dress designers to work on a Off-white saree with shocking orange border, orange blouse and a cute tikka for you, i think the colour would suit you, or a black saree with chandani work border. i love your saree combinations and the matching acessories which you were, they are both subtle and elegant, i try to catch up on some of your accessories choice myself too, since even i love wearing sarees!! i loved the Big ear-ring you wore in the song sequence "Aaj rapat jaaye", it jelled very well with the saree you wore!! way to go Suhana. i mean Ragini!! Best regards, Aapki Asha.
Suhana- Thank you for loving my style and saris. I love them too. We try to experiment as much as we can.
Hill Road Media Tuesday, July 05, 2011
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