The nostalgic memories of Siddarth Raichand

He was one charming antagonist wasn't he? He was a thick and fine thread that assisted in joining the three prime dimensions of an intricate love triangle.He is portrayed to be overwhelmingly evil , but I couldn't help but admire his perfect timings of sheer sarcastic and capricious humor. I used to frown upon his satanic schemes but couldn't help but laugh at his nastily humorous jokes.When I look and him and not just see him , I feel worse for him than Abhay when i look at the flooding reasons of him becoming what he had become.Think about it , I mean he was the unwanted one in every situation. The brother he had an irrevocable bond with , chose a woman over him . The woman he fell deeply in love with chose his brother over him . His vampire parents depended on Abhay any day more than him.Situations rejected this manufactured monster in every point of his existence.Nobody was there to care for him , to understand him under the surface.Everybody dismissed him from from their life and death.The lack of love and overt refusal at every step of his fate made him accept the single and solitary thing his fate gave him for the first time without his initiative : the life of a vampire.Everyone threw him away , but one single thing reached out its hand , promising to be with and within him for eternity :the life of a heartless monster surrounded by endless darkness.At least something finally wanted him and held onto him , even if it was hell.For the reason he received it with open arms inhibiting it as a morbid gift.And he enjoyed , nourished and took the complete advantage of the only present given by his destiny : his fangs.

Nobody can call him utterly heartless. No.If he was , then Abhay and Maithli's rejection wouldn't still chill him to the bone as cold nostalgia for 2 centuries. He was so broken in being thrown away that he made Maithli a vampire , kept her in the shadows for an era...thinking that at least she is his in death.But even his subconscious mind always knew: regardless of Maithli's innocent love in life , or her unjustifiable, cold possession and obsession in death-they were always and always for Abhay.Nobody in his position would have the strength to admit the blatant yet sharp-cut fact to their conscious selves.It would be too much to handle for anyone. For the reason , when Abhay shouts out the injurious fact - the only weak point of eternal insecurity in his heart , he pounces himself upon him. Then there begins a battle of the supernatural brothers , driven by the turmoil of emotions.I was astonished when Abhay , without a single restraint of emotion , for the first time stayed true to what he literally is and is supposed to be :heartless, and plunged the wooden stake right deep into his dead heart.Thus, ended the existence of a so-called "villain" .Funnily enough , a wave of solace hits Abhay when Sid uttered his last word : Maithli,and we can possibly predict why.As Siddarth became extinct , he would a tleast have peace and solace which he never had in the emblem of his existence . Finally , he went somewhere beyond fate's reach of the uncanny ability to give him any essence of further disjointedness.

He was more complicated and dimensional as a character than Abhay.To me , he was the underground hero of the show. The fallen angel had finally been shown his conclusion. He wasn't evil , situations made him evil.The most sickening play of fate made him look like a close relative of Lucifer [satan].But it was the inner veil of thoughts which protected that young lad who passionately loved a woman and his brother deep inside his heart , buried somewhere.He was what you truly call a fallen angel.No wonder people fight for justice all the time , as by looking at Sid's situation , we realise that there is no justics in this world, for the reason we fight for it.