SR FF DMG3 Phir Bhi Saath Hai Hum Part 85 Page 133 - Page 81

Riddhima watched him as he just sat there quietly looking at the night sky. He always sort the others happiness over his. Other's pain pained him more than his own. His friends were always special for him, for whom he could move mountains. Somewhere, she felt happy that her betrayal had not killed those innocent emotions in him. His soul was so pure!!!

OMG thank you so much for this DJ !! I'm so happy that that woman realizes that even she couldn't destroy Sid's goodness, his heart, even though she tried so hard.

And Shilpa...OMG I LOVED your Shilpa. I miss her so much...please let Riddhima find out about her.

I don't know how you do this, you convey so much tension and comfort between SR at the same time, its like magic, seriously. This update is an amazing example of that. Amaaazing update DJ, seriously !!

Part 80

The day break was about to happen when Riddhima woke up. Her body felt a little stiff and her mind still a little tired. As her eyes fell on the person on the opposite couch everything disappeared into thin air as if it never existed. Calmness descended on her and a slight smile formed on her lips.

Sid was sleeping peacefully. Riddhima could not help but notice how he still slept with his mouth slightly open. As if something took her entire being she moved towards him and her hand reached out wanting to caress his hair. 'He gets startled very easily' and a slight smirk formed on her face as she withdrew her hand.

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She headed towards her bedroom. While grabbing her clothes from the cupboard, her eyes fell on the photo that lay on the side table and an idea struck her mind.

'That's a good idea '''. Before he gets up I will quickly make some tea just the way I used to and some a hearty breakfast, I am sure he will like it.' She took a quick shower and got ready. She came back to the living room to check if Sid was still sleeping or not. But the room was empty.

She searched the kitchen first and then went to the balcony 'Yaha pe bhi nahi hai ...uski car ... Uski car !!! Realization dawned. She withdrew to the living room feeling completely drained all of a sudden. She slumped onto the couch. 'Woh chala gaya bina kuch kahe, bina mile. Kyu tum hamesha aisa karte ho Sid. Kya kabhi cheesey kabhi sahi nahi ho sakti hamare bheech?'

She sat there nursing her hurt heart when her eyes fell on a piece of paper laying on the table.

She picked it up.

'I am sorry ''.. tumhe pata ke nahi jaa raha hoon ''..Tum shayaad sow rahi thi aur main tumhe disturb nahi karna chahata tha.

Apna khayaal rakhana. Tetanus ka injection le lena. Main Juhi ko pata doonga woh kisi ko bhej degi. Aur aaj hospital mat jana if the pain is too much. Take rest.

Take care

Sid

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As Sid went about his routine preparing to leave for Panchgani his thoughts wandered. His mind was not at rest. Time and again the look in Riddhima's eyes troubled him. He had taken the memory of a happy Riddhima back with him who had finally found the person she loved the most in this world. It till date hurt him that the person was not him. That he was just her responsibility. But he never wanted her to suffer the loneliness that he had endured for the last 10 years. He had moved on. He no more craved to have her by his side like he used to. Back then his world revolved round her and now it his family, friends and work that were his priorities.

For Riddhima it was always armaan. But he was not there with her anymore. He understood the pain a lonely heart goes through. Back then he had tried to heal that lonely heart but now destiny had showed him his path for the future and so had it for Riddhima.

He acknowledged that their paths did not meet anywhere. This time he could not help her. He needed to go down the road planned by destiny for him. He felt helpless that he could not do anything. Anything to make life easier for Riddhima. She was very lonely and more than anything she needed a friend.

His thoughts kept dwelling on this while he mechanically ran through his to do list. Juhi!!!

Riddhima needed a friend whom she could be there for her and Juhi was one whom she seemed to trust. He saw the ray of hope for Riddhima. He needed to talk to Juhi. He had to go Sanjeevani

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Sanjeevani was having an infrequent visitor. He was here for a specific purpose - to meet Riddhima. He had been trying to get in touch with Riddhima but all his attempts had gone vain.

He had tried calling her but there was no reply. She was not there at either of the homes. To add to his agony when he reached the hospital the last possible place he could find her, he was told that she had called in sick.

His whole world had come crumbling down. She was called in sick which would mean she should at home but that was not the case. The thought unnerved him that she was unwell at some unknown place, uncared for. Not knowing where to find was killing him. His last ray of hope was the only person Riddhima was now close to ' Juhi.

He rushed towards her office.

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Sid waited in Juhi's office. She had been a good friend to him and today he was here to meet her for a reason. Till date he had not told her about Riddhima and his relation. Not because he wanted to hide the truth. But because their relationship though it existed it was just a facade for the world, for him to believe that it existed. Riddhima was always armaan's so what was the point of disclosing this fictional relationship. It was just a truth only in the name of law and he did not know whether Juhi knew about this truth. He felt if disclosed may have caused more harm than good. Yet he felt guilty of hiding this fact from Juhi. He needed to tell her not because he wanted support for himself but for Riddhima. He wanted her help but first he needed to make her understand why he was seeking it. If he sought it without her complete knowledge it would definitively cause more harm than good.

Juhi sensed the tension that Sid experienced. What must have happened last night between the two of them? Was this stress this tension due to that? She quietly entered and greeted him.

He was due to leave for Panchgani probably but he was here to meet her. He was no more only Dr. Siddhant Modi, an acclaimed doctor, a colleague, a friend, beautiful human-being. He was Sid. The relationship still felt so same yet so different. He was her best friend's ex-husband who had a very dark past thanks to the misdeeds of her best friend. Somewhere she felt so ashamed and somewhere she felt so proud. She could not place a finger on the various emotions she was feeling seeing the man sitting in front of her. She should be feeling disappointed for not being trusted and told about the truth of his relationship with Riddhima when she had questioned him. Yet she understood the reason for hiding the truth. A wary smile creped on her face not being to understand this man though somehow now she could understand the story his eyes told; the story of the infinite pain he endured over the last ten years. Seeing him such made her angry. Angry with herself for not understand why he kept his distance with Riddhima and she always brought her up. Fought for her with him. Angry because she could not understand why Riddhima was subjecting both of them to so much pain. Angry because inspite of all the pain that Riddhima gave him why did he rushed to her help last night. Angry because both of them endured this pain yet did not trust her with it. All the hurt she felt seemed belittled in front of the pain that these two had suffered.

Juhi: Kaise ho?

Sid: Hmmm '' nodded to indicate he was just about ok.

Juhi: Raat bhar sowey nahi ho lagta hai''

Sid: Hmmm ''

Juhi: Saari raat Riddhima ke ghar pe hi the'''..

Sid: Hmmm ''

Juhi: Riddhima''.. theek hai?

Sid: hmmm ''. actually mujhe tumse kuch baatana tha'''.

Juhi: Woh hospital nahi aa rahi hai ''..

Sid: Nahi ''' Huhh ''.. hmmm '''. Maine usse kaha tha ki who rest kare aur ''''

Juhi: Tetanus ka injection'''. Hmmm maloom hai ''.

Sid: Tumhari usse baat hui '''.

Juhi: Hmmm

Sid: Ok'''

Juhi: Kya hua ''.. utni hi baat karni thi uske baare mein '''.

Sid: Nahi ''..

Juhi: Kuch hua kya '''? You look disturbed'''..

Sid: hmmm '''..

Juhi: Bolo ''..you can talk to me ''' that is if you ''''

Sid: Juhi''. Jitna main jaanta hoon ''..tum Riddhima ke sabse jyaada kareeb ho ''''. par mujhe pata nahi tum uske baare mein kitna jaanti hoo '''.

Juhi: Jo mere kareeb hote hai woh mujhese kuch nahi chupate '''' waise mujhe lagta tha ki hum bhi kaafi kareeb aa chuke hai '''..

Sid: hmmm''' par maine tumse ek baat chupayi hai '''.. maine jaan bhooj ke tumhe yeh baat nahi batayi kyu ki beeti baato ka asar main kisiki zindagi pe asar nahi padne dena chahata tha'''

Juhi: I can understand '''.

Sid: Tum Riddhima ki dost ho '''..

Juhi: Main tumhari bhi dost hoon ''..

Sid: Aur isliye mujhe sab se pehle tumhara khayaal aya ''' Har kisika ek ateet hota hai ''. Aur mere ateet ke panno mein ek naam uska hai ''..

Juhi: Riddhima !!!

Sid: Jis ladki ko mujhse shaadi karni padi thi woh Riddhima thi !!!

Juhi: Jaanti hoon!!!

Sid: Tumhe kaise maloom '''.. ?

Juhi: Tum dono ne mujhese yeh baat chupayi lekin kal Riddhima ke liye tumhari fikar dekh ke mujhe bata chala ki tum aur koi nahi Sid hi ho ''''

Sid: Main yeh tumhe isliye nahi batana chahata tha kyu ki ''' mujhe maloom nahi tha tum yeh baat jaanti thi ya nahi '''.. aur agar nahi jaanti thi toh kyu ''''

Juhi: Phir aaj kyu bata rahe ho '''..

Sid: Ab tak lag raha tha ki sab kuch theek hai lekin ''' kal jab Riddhima se mila toh jaana ki woh aaj kitna akeli hai ''' usse ek dost ki zaroorat hai ''.. aur isliye main aaj tumhare pass aya hoon '''.. as a friend I want to ask you to do me a favor''' please Riddhima ka khayaal rakhna '''

Juhi: Aur tum ''.?

Sid: Uski manzil hamesha koi aur tha ''.. aur iss baar main usse uski manzil tak nahi pahoocha sakta ''' par shaayaad tum usse help kar sakti ho '''.

Juhi: You mean armaan '''..

Sid: hmmm '''

Juhi: You seriously think so ''.

From the conversation she realized that Sid still did not know the whole truth. Maybe Riddhima had a reason for not disclosing the whole truth. She quietly heard him out as she felt it was something that Sid and Riddhima had to sort out and not her.

Sid: Unn dono ke bheech jo kuch bhi hua ho '''. Lekin aaj bhi woh armaan ki kami mehsoos karti hai ''''.. woh kuch nahi bolegi '''.. par usse samaj ne ki zaroorat hai '..usse sahare ki zaroorat hai ''..ek dost ki zaroorat hai '''

Juhi felt her heart fill up with admiration and affection for Sid. Riddhima had done all to destroy this man yet he was here to ask her for a favor for Riddhima. He wanted to make sure that Riddhima was taken care of, she was never alone while facing the trials and tribulations of life. He could have done this himself but understanding the probabilities of it being misunderstood, he was requesting her to do it. He did not want anything to affect Riddhima's repute and life. He never could think or say ill about Riddhima. What Riddhima said was true 'Woh kabhi kuch galat nahi kar sakta'

Sid: Kya tum mere liye itna kar sakti ho?

Juhi nodded giving her affirmation.

Sid: Thank you'''

Juhi: Anytime''.. waise phir se usse miloge nahi '''..

Sid: pata nahi '''chalta hoon ''.. bye ''

Juhi watched Sid walk away down the corridor till he was out of sight.

Before Juhi could settle down to do her work, she had another visitor with concern plastered all over his face.

Link to the next part

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heyyy bro

superb part 👏

i so luv Sid, how cn he b so selfless☺️

Juhi is so like Shilpa 😳

n why did u bring Horman😡