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She signed the papers & threw at him & walked away. He stood their dumb stuck with her action. A minute ago he had seen her eyes filled with love & passion to see him as he opened the door & now... it was filled anguish.. questions..asking ehtsaab!!!
she turned & walked away..crying..shedding tears.. mano yeh aasmaan bhi ro pada ho... it started to rain..pour.. totally unexpected. Heavy rain unexpected like the series of events she as been facing since the evening. She was soaked in the rain from top to bottom. It was a wired weather. The wind picked up just then & the tress creaked. Geet shuddered but she couldn't feel it .. she was numb to the physical environment around her. The turmoil within her was so intense. Car zoomed pass splashing more water..muddy water..she didn't even jump or jerk. She kept walking lifelessly, not sure were she was heading to. Dev..was not part of her any more.. how could she be alive then.. how could that be possible.. that she is still breathing.. every step felt like a struggle..struggle to be alive. The head light beams were piercing through as the cars passed by.
The heavy storm was heading towards the city. The tree limbs began to snap. Every one was trying to run away from the road to seek a shelter. She walked right at the middle of the road not sure wat exactly she was upto. Some guys, pushed her away from the middle of the road to the pavement.
Guy - mam..are u alright.
She didn't react she just kept walking now on the footpath. She felt a shiver down her spine, nothing to do with the chillness or the weather, it was the pain.. it was her lose, her love.. dev & she were not together any more.
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Maan was in Khurana Mansion working out. All his moves were not in co-ordination today. He was disturbed. His thought was drifted to Geet. Strangely felt she was not fine. How can that be ..he ran in fingers across his wet hair.. wet with sweat. He tried to ignore the thoughts & tried concentrate on his workout. Then the thought again lingered around, making him trip this time. He clinched his fist in anger.. anger of losing his self control. She is fine.. I just met her in office couple of hours ago.. he reassured himself. He raised back up on his feet & tried to start working out again. He got frustrated & called her. He was not sure wat he was going to tell her.. why he called!!! she didn't answer the call. One way he sighed in relief, he didn't have to face the question, why Maan Singh Khurana called Geet at that hour.. but followed a ten fold intense tension why the hell is she not answering the call. He immediately slipped into his t-shirt. He snapped the keys from the key stand & sat in his black BMW that was parked in the portico of Khurana Mansion. Yash & Daadi wondered wat was it with Maan. He never did something like that. He never would go out in his gym dress, that too driving himself.
Maan parked his car outside her flat & kept wondering whether to knock her door at this odd hour. He tried calling her yet again. It still kept ringing. He slammed his cars door as he rushed up to her apartment. He stood out side the door, he could now hear her phone ringing inside the house. He reluctantly rang the door bell. He looked around & checked the time it was 10pm. He decided to leave, thats when he noticed the lock on the door. His restlessness took a different magnitude now. Where the hell did she go at this hour without her phone.
Did she get stuck some where because of the storm. He could hear the thunder storm followed by the lighting. It was really pouring. He sat in his car & drove on the streets of delhi at 10pm looking for his cause of restlessness. The windshield wipers swished back & forth clearing away the heavy rain, reducing the visibility to as low as it could. He felt a chill run up his spine, fearing something would have happened to her. He hadn't met any traffic since he left her place. The whole road was empty, guess no one wanted to venture out in this weather, idly he wouldn't have.. but his heart was thinking otherwise. Visibility dropped as the mist grew heavier. He had been driving madly around the city for last two hours looking for her. He was getting insane. He had no clue why was he so restless, it could be very much possible she was out there with her family or friends some where safe & sound. No..his wired 6th sense didn't seem to agree.
It was 12.30, passed mid night. The road was flooded with the heavy down pour. He finally spotted a lady walking aimlessly in the mid of the night on the foot path. He stopped the car & ran to her. He held her arms & turned to see her. The lady snapped.. back in fury. He was definitely losing it .. he probably was about to be slapped by a total stranger, now.. he pleaded forgiveness for his outrageous behavior. The lady gave a disgusting look & walked away. He stood their getting drenched wondering wat was wrong with him.
When he lost all the hope of finding his restlessness he saw her sitting in the pavement beside the road. A truck just zoomed pass her, splashing muddy water all over her. She didn't react she just sat their. He ran to her, held her by her arm & lifted her to upright position. She rose like an lifeless object. He hugged her instantly. Geet!! he screamed in horror to see her like this. She shuddered in his arms. He tightened his arms around her offering her protection & comfort. She leaned forward, fell into him. Her arms went around his waist & held him tight. They had on too many clothes to share any body heat but the contact was nice, soothing their restless souls. Maan gently cupped the back of her head & held her to his shoulder. He felt the tension coiling in her muscles but she only held him tighter now. He softly caressed her back trying to sooth her. She only seemed to sob more in anguish.
U should be in ur flat now he groaned. She didn't respond. Come I will drop u..he said. She was still standing holding him tight in her arm. He didn't resist. But the weather was only becoming worse. He slid his arm around her, holding her upright as he propelled her forward towards the car. The first few steps were an exercise in pain & lack of coordination. She could barely slide one foot in front of the other. He himself was shivering slight because of the wet cloths & chill wind. Do u want me to carry u Maan asked. She just clung on to him without any response. When he didn't hear her respond to it, he simply carried her to the car. She sat their silently. He came around & sat behind the wheels. Seat belt phenlo he commanded. She still sat their lost in tears. He moved across her & pulled her seat belt. She immediately hugged him & buried her face in his neck. He stayed still soothing her. He warmly hugged her back after putting on the seat belt. Her cold body was giving him shivers now. He could feel a different urge spinning in him, with her closeness. He tried totally to ignore it. He softly slipped away & drove silently to her flat. In the total darkness with only increasingly weak headlight beam lighting their way through the flooded roads.
Finally they reached home. Tumhara ghar aagaya. He said trying not to look at her & lose track of his thoughts. She was still sitting their lifelessly. He closed his eyes & came around. He carried her & walked up the steps. His long legs cut through them effortlessly. As they reached her place, he made her stand on her foot to open the door or atleast give him the keys, but she did neither. He grabbed her bag in frustration & fished for the set of keys. He opened the door & hauled her in. the door that slammed behind as the howling wind was still blowing. He realsed her to bend over & catch his breath & gather his strength. Without his support Geet almost collapsed on the devan.
Change ur cloths first he commanded yet again. She just fell their lifelessly. Get up Maan ordered his voice commanding & harsh. She was still not responding. She just laid their with her teary eyes. U have to get dry & warm he said jerking away her dupatta. She kept crying not responding to any of his words ling their numb & cold on the devan. Damn why don't u respond to me, he turned her to face him. His eyes met the most beautiful deer colored eyes soaked in pain. She looked at him helplessly. Meri kya galti thi.. she cried. Bolo na Maan.. meri kya galthi thi..? shooo.. tumhare koi galthi nahi thi.. he wiped her tears. Phir sab mujhe chod ke kyun chalen gayen.. he smoothed her wet hair from her face.. & cupped her tear trailed cheek with one big hand then his mouth was on hers. His hand was gentle, his mouth initially was then wasn't. He kissed like a predator now, hungry & fierce, demanding her pain & giving his surrender. Without thought of hesitation she gave him, her pain. Nothing mattered beyond this moment. He lifted her & crushed her against the devan. His hand went around her shoulder slipping away the sleeves, while his mouth still continuing to sap her lips then moving low to her shoulders that just exposed. She cried out loud in pain still holding him tight in her arms. He realized wat was he doing, was he taking advantage of her pain. He felt so low of himself. How could he, he felt disgusted to find himself leaving marks on her shoulders below the sleeves. He turned to move away from her. She clung to him still in pain.. pain.. misery.. still questioning ...why does every one leave me. He couldn't have left..her ..not like this. He forced his lips into hers & cried .. no .no.. I am not leaving u .. never will I ' his crushed her in his arms & ripped her cloths away. She writhed searching for his warmth.. he pulled of his & came on her as na** she was. With a groan he pushed deep stealing her breath both easing & increasing the pain. She moaned into his mouth at the taking of him, at the sensation of being stretched by the heavy fullness already moving in her. She cried crying .. still unaware of wat exactly was easing her pain. Moaning she dug her fingernails into his shoulders as the sensation peaked. She couldn't bear it couldn't stand it any more & tears suddenly flooded her eyes.. with a shudder & a deep groan he buried himself to the hilt & came ...realizing he was in love with this woman, who was probably in love with someone else.
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