**Ansuon ko toh akhon mein bhi panah nahin milti*!

Hi everyone.…first things first…………I am missing sending in daily posts after watching ltl as much as I am missing dutta!...........

Since I don't watch colors and for that matter no TV at all all my family members r wondering what's wrong with me!...............Pehley toh promo ke liye din bhar watching colors aajkal nothing worth watching at all!................😭

Infact now a days I don't return to my room after dinner to watch ltl…..aur remote bhi kahiin naa kahiin throw kar detii hoon…………..and chatting with my family or reading a novel I spend those torturous 30 minutes from 8 30…which at one time were the MOST AWAITED AND MOST BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS OF MY LIFE!......................

Baaki toh at night when I am all alone……its then that I miss mishal the most!.................I refrain from playing songs myself as I know kii I will end up playing songs shown in ltl and then the pain would only intensify!...........

LEKIN NAHIIN these RJs seem to have become my foes……………They play such beautiful sad songs that I am left no option but to miss tasha sooooooooooooo badly!.....................

And after watching the precap for today's episode online in the morning today I feel even more depressed and angry…………..How she held that new character's hand…………….( UFF………….yeh scene dekhney se pehley I wish I had read the written update!................Grrrrrrr feeling like growling at myself!.......😡...........)………………….

I MEAN HOW CAN U NAKU?!..................I know its just a fiction and also that the CVs are at falt but the thought of naku finding support and stremgth in another man and eventually he too falling for her is soooooooooooooo DISTURBING and Honestly……..BEFORE I BREAK MY PROMISE which I made to myself that I won't cry…………I HAVE DECIDED,,,,,,………….From tonight onwards…………….I won't watch ltl at all…………….I would read just the written updates……………How r u all doing?......................😭

Originally posted by: Naina_Mishal

Awww sheebaaa....me missing tasha tooo soooo much...im happy that i didnt saw the precap....read just the written update.....will not watch ltl since MR is back...*hugs* dont cry baby..

Originally posted by: san121

Hi Sheeba,

mai bhi tuesday se TV dekhna chod diya hai........Colors unsubscribe kar diya hai.........update bhi nahi parti..........missing Mishal a lots..........soch rahi hu woh bhi hume itna hi miss kar raha hai kya?
Don't know..........but one thing is clear.......hum LTL friends ke bich kuch pane rishta bhale hi na rahe par khone ka rishta ek hi hai.......hum sab ek saath apne Dutta aka Mishal ko show se kho diya...par aaj bhi hum sab friend saath saath hai.........😊

Originally posted by: MishalLeoSheeba

Hmmm lucky u..............abb se even i won't be seeing till they get MR back...................😳

Originally posted by: niki11

Awwwwwww........ sheeba dear *hugs*🤗I no its really painful and wat u r going through ,i to still have'nt seen the epi where they showed D being kidnapped the way it was described in the WU did'nt have the guts frankly😭 uske baad se i have'nt watched colors ,my mum saw the new guy and she says that he will not help the MR less show at all waise unko help bhi kaun karna chahta hai😉.Sabki haalat same hi hai but i find listening to songs really helpful especially sad ones .Try watchin sumthing else at 8:30 sum1 had even startded a thread askig for alternative to LTL...........

But i no its not as easy as it sounds cud you ever imagine that u will get so attached to a fictional charecter[D] and feel so much for a person u've never met and barely know[MR].........😍Wen i tell my mum bout wat all of us are going through she tells me dat u can get attached emotionally to a person if u had sum relations wid dem in ur prev. birth [she blieves in rebirth] so wen i feel down i think bout wat my mum says and i automatically start smiling don't no y but it makes me feel gud i no it sounds silly but😳.................And you are to D ki sherni so just hope for the best and pray for him😊

I no m just blabbering but still even if it helps a lil den y not blabber for a frnd.......😊

Originally posted by: Naina_Mishal

really good my sweetie...*ugs*

smile now

Originally posted by: MishalLeoSheeba

hey u r certainly not blabbering......I empathise with u................each word u said is correct...............😳Wow yaar sahii kahaa.............we all seem to have this special bond with mishal............and with each other too........................👏..........yaa dutta kii sherni hoon..........but still buraa lagtaa hai kabhi kabhi......................