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I cannot beleive that today when I came to forum just few mins ago ..I will read POCA's post first..I came to just see what everyone has to say & thought I will post after that..and I'm telling you..I am TOTALLY TAKEN ABACK by reading Poca's post because that is exactly what I am feeling..Well My complaints or should I say..heart aches are almost similar to Poca..well I will also admit ..I AM GOING TO MY GRAVE ONE DAY AS THE BIGGEST ABHIYA FAN EVER..!! PLEASE NOTE THAT POINT..I will not be able to stop watching this show..EVER..NO ..I will watch it forever it it exists..BUT as POCA says..I think me also am guessing where is all this crap is leading to..I am completely losing hopes..(gosh a positive person like me..saying this..I AM SHOCKED MYSELF..!!) And friends..I read in one of the posts ..just yesterday ..I think it was OOZY told that VIVU was not happy with the CV's ..and so he was not much seen these days..and now everything is OK..which I had doubts ..but TODAY after seeing them showing ABHAY so..helpless and naive like any other normal human..I thought ..that THIS IS IT..I am sure why VIVU..could have objected & yes that news might be true..and if this is just a scenario of the coming up scenes..THEN FRIENDS I am a very possessive love filled human I cannot see my MOST MOST MOST LOVED character of ABHAY RAICHAND & PIYA JAISWAL ..GOING TO DRAIN..LIKE THIS..AND mind you I have not watched TVD & I am not a greatest admirer of twilight either..SO FOR ME PKYEK means ABHIYA & VISU..so if they are not shown properly..then I have no no no inspiration what so ever to write anything..I cannot be acting all happy when I am actually NOT..SO I need a break FRIENDS..and I am telling you VIVU ,,..my sweetest heart throb..WHO I ADORE..You know people what I mean..I ADORE HIM..SO MUCH..that I dont think he will ever be able to assess it how much it is..and really dont care if he dosent..Because when I love someone I do it whole heartedly..and so I have every right to scold him..because I feel I HAVE THAT RIGHT ..as I have made him a part & parcel of my life ..I tell this to VISU also..They live in my thoughts ..now more than I think of my parents yaar come on..!! SO.I suggest ..VIVU..YOU SHOULD PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT you have just started a AWESOME career..with a dream role & a EVEN MORE DREAMY POPULARITY..which isunbeleivable ..you are Gods special child .so I advise you sweet heart.. to please understand that you are playing a PASSIONATE LOVER ..in a PASSIONATE DARK LOVE STORY..so I feel you should try & refrain from all your hyper excited comments about your personnel love life as..it quiet disturbs the tempo of your die hard fans ..who visualise you as ABHAY & SUKU as PIYA and that YOU ARE IN LOVE..in a passionate love story..yes your personal life should never matter what so ever..AGREED BUT THEORITICALLY ONLY.....IT IS DIFFICULT PRACTICALLY FOR MANY MANY MANY ..die hard ABHIYA fans like me to listen to things DAY IN & DAY OUT..!! Yes I am your biggest ever FAN VIVIAN..you accept it or not..Just because you love someone It is not necessary THAT I LOVE THAT PERSON TOO..yes OK I respect your choice..but thats it..nothing more than that ..dont expect us to accept everyone you accept in you life in the way..!! You cannot force us to love some one just because you love them..that is the sad part or should I say reality of life..!! Yes we fans do act unreasonable sometimes..we respond wierdly ..but what to do ..that is reality..because I read the other day that you said..those who love me and are TRUE fans will accept my relation..I dont think it is right..I feel all your fans LOVE YOU..and whether they like you relation with others is their choice..so you cannot do anything to that..!! for eg I saw today..a article about phone numbers thing and I saw Vivu telling ..my mother & teh love of my life..so & so..!! why could he just not mention her name..I mean why do you stress it so much..LOVE OF LIEF ..etc etc..why Why couldnt it just be ..my GF so & so..I mean it really works on our minds..I tell you..though we fanatic fans maybe very few who read all these article about our fav stars to feel connected ..its not a nice feeling..when we are already getting so less of ABHIAY & over this all these articles..is really getting on my peace of mind..I NEED A BREAK..& also friends I am going on a vacation to London with my family ..in few days so lots of work left..in house front & work front..and even then I would have loved to be here with all the difficulty..but ABHIYA story is nowhere & their passion is just not to be seen..no connections whatsoever..!! as POCA has rightly said..I am still not able to get over, that even POCA has decided like me..!! GOSH THAT IS ONE COINCIDENCE..!! ..it really hutrs to say to you all my sweetest swetoos..BUT I had to vent it out and I DID..!!..
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