After a reading a thread by fellow LTLians..I thought of starting something new for our Tasha...Hope you guyz like it. Its called As the name suggests tasha song scene of the day..After every episode, i'll put in a song that might suit the tasha moment of the day...or maybe have our own imaginary tasha moment for the day if the episode doesn't have tasha together...like we had today and last few weeks too..A link for the songs download will be attached too😳
So, today the Dutta's eye treatment was sooooo lame😆..but still the hopeless tasha addict that i am...i could think of nothing but this..😳
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When the gruff voice of the doctor told him to lie back and wait for an hour, he felt irascibly annoyed and restless. but he couldn't take chances in the haste. He had to get is eyes back..to get back at them, to get even...to go back home....to Her.
How he wished she was here! When he opened his eyes and if Bappa allowed, he gets his eyesight back..It would be like a new birth to him..a complete cleansing of his soul from all the doubts and anger...a new dutta... Nakku ka Dutta..Kaash tu yahaan hoti,Naaku. Ye nayi zindagi main sirf tere chehre ko dekh kar shuru karana chahta hoon...He only wanted to see her once,hear her once.
But he was here with that woman. The one he blamed for his entire destruction,the one who wanted him back after all this time. Seema...Chanda...huh..kitne naam kitne roop...aur meri nakku hai...jo har roop..har rang mein sirf meri hai...saaf hai...jab wo apne chehre pe kaalikh lagati thi...tab bhi uska dil duniya ka sabse sundar dil tha..aur jab wo kaalikh dhul gayi tab bhi wo duniya ka sabse sundar dil hai...
Dutta....aye...dutta..kitna pagal hai tu? sirfira? Aankhon ki roshni to tune abhi abhi khoyi hai...par saahi maine mein tu aajtak aandha hi tha. Yes, he had always been blind in the way which really mattered..he couldn't see the inside of people. He was wrong about Seema 10yrears ago. he was wrong about Supriya, about Jagtap..he was always wrong about naaku...when supriya eloped then and when nakku told the truth then too..he couldn't even recognize friends..he insulted his brother,Baaji and partnered Chaskar...saala..aasteen ka saap!! par abhi to aur aaise saap baaki hongey...nahi chodunga...Dutta naam ka cobra nahi dekha in saapolo ne.
He could hear the sound of Seema moving restlessly around the room. Her presence reminded him of her absence more profoundly...He tried to relive each moment with her..tried to bring her close...and just like that his own words echoed around his mind. Once he had said,"Nakku,jo ladka tere pyaar ko nahi samjhega wo Gadha hoga...gadha!" An uncontrollable smile made it's way on his dried lips...Dutta, yaar, tu hi wo gadha nikla! gadha kahin kaa!
He brought her face in front of his mind's eye..even if she was not here...even if he was not amongst the lucky 2percentile to get back his eyesight..he wanted to start his new life with her image in his heart and mind..
(Link:http://www.radioreloaded.com/tracks/?140)
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
Koi Rehta Hai Vo Ho Tum
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
Koi Rehta Hai Vo Ho Tum
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
He could see his nakku smiling at him when he asked her to take away the bottle
of whiskey. He could see her tears and innocent concern for him when he had come
back wounded from his fight with that traitor Deshmukh . The fire in her eyes when she refused
leave him alone on the cliff. Her stubborness to take his coat when he refused her
help. She never ate or drink without him. The feel of her soft pliant body in his arms.
A perfect fit for his arms..A missing piece of his heart..Nakku..Meri nakku...kali si bhooli
si...pyaari si..Nakkusha!
Betaabi Kya Hoti Hai Poochho Mere Dil Se
Betaabi Kya Hoti Hai Poochho Mere Dil Se
Tanha Tanha Lauta Hoon Main To Bhari Mehfil Se
Mar Na Jaoon Kahin
Mar Na Jaoon Kahin Hoke tumse Juda
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
Koi Rehta Hai Vo Ho Tum
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
He could see a stranger step out in the light infront of him,shattering his dreams with
his nakku...claiming to be the one woman he loved and trusted in the whole world.
He could taste the bile of his anger and hate fo that stranger..her biggest sin was that
in spite of being the traitor,she still looked like his nakkusha..still loved like her, still
suffered his hate,his anger like her. How much blinded he was in his anger? He had drawn
her blood that morning and still had not relented. She could walk through fire for him.
Do the impossible for him...An equal...a real partner...a wife..Nakku....Meri nakku....
Chandni si khubsurat...Oss ki boond si pavitra...sherni si bahadur...Nakkusha!
Tanhai Jeene Na De Bechaini Tadpaaye
Tanhai Jeene Na De Bechaini Tadpaaye
Tumko Main Na Dekhoon To Dil Mera Ghabraye
Ab Mujhe Chhodke
Ab Mujhe Chhodke Door Jaana Nahin
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
Koi Rehta Hai Vo Ho Tum
He could feel the emptiness inside and out without her presence. He could see her worry when
she tied the thread around his wrist. He could taste her tears on that call, in spite of being miles apart.
He had felt her sobs and accusations of not loving her enough in his heart...A vulnerable....A scared..
A demanding...Nakku...meri nakku...mera intezaar karti....duniya se mere liye
lardhti....meri amanat samatti..Dutta bhau ki paatni...Nakkusha!
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
Nazar Ke Saamne Jigar Ke Paas
Koi Rehta Hai Vo Ho Tum
As the doctor held him up and asked to open his eyes slowly in spite of the pain..he
kept his thoughts and memories of her close and opened his eyes to face his fate..
with or without his eyesight...but with the Sight of man's inner eye...this time he wouldn't
err in recognizing her love for him in any color or face..with or without the mask of ugliness.
Tu mere Nazar ke samne hai,Nakku, Mere Jigar ke Paas...Tu hai..mere dil mein.
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So, kaisa laga my first attempt for this thread...plz post comments and let me know if i should continue on
daily basis...silent readers break ur silence and comment and press "Like".😳