~'10spinesHADmadeTHEIRwayTHR'hisBODY'AR-lastPTpg20

****10 SPINES had MADE their WAY through HIS body****

hey guys this is me samica as u all know.....i just thought about a concept on AR.....so wanted to share.....guys please this is my second FF so comment/criticise as u c m a punjabi like ksg so criticism also brings a 10km smile on my face..........HERE IT GOES....

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"so tell me the reason.....WHY"....HE ASKED CURIOUS TO KNOW THE STORY............

"i will only tell u if u promise u won't tell it to any other f**king guy"said I.................

"abbey e ye punjabio da wada aegae"

"what....why don't u understand i don't know punjabi.. are u insane".......

"WADIYAN KUDI.........i mean f9.....but tell me atleast"he said more curious and DESPERATE.............

"OK"...........(sigh)

"how could you dad"...matlab kya badtameeze hai koi manners hi nahi hai..........!!!

"how could I.......i am your dad RIDDHIMA......!!!"he said banging the newspaper on the table........c'mon dad kum se kum is bechaare newspaper ka to socha hota.........!!!!

"i have full right to do this......"said he.my mom stood there listning to all this bULLSHIT although she knew what dad is doing is definately wrong...!!OH MAN.....bigad dia na is serial PAVITRA RISHTA ne mari maatashree ko........bade chale mere PAVITRA RISHTE MANAANE!!!!

"and mom.....why the hell your standing with a local zip on your mouth.........and....."I was saying all the bullshit and abusive words to my MOM-DAD....even i could not beleive this.....but what to do.....MY ANGER is just unbeatable but at that very moment my dad lost his temper too.................

"RIDDHIMA...........ENOUGH......ATUL IS A VERY NICE GUY.....NOT LIKE THAT ARMAAN...A POOR BLUDY ORPHAN....AND WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO AFTER THE CRAP YOU'VE DONE LAST NIGHT IN THE PUB IN FRONT OF EVERYONE"he said banging his hand on the top of the chair to control his temper......MATLAB.....HOW DO I KNOW that yesterday night when i was hugging ARMAAN like hell and trust me it looked like WILDNESS KA BAAP!!!....my dad was there watching me giving armaan a rib-crushing hug.......

"NOW GO UPSTAIRS........AND NOW WE ARE GOING TO INDIA TOMORROW AND I WILL GET YOU MARRIED AS SOON AS I CAN".........HE SAID POINTING TOWARDS MY ROOM UPSTAIRS......W*F!!! before this convo my dad said that we are going to india next month........and now TOMORROW!!!on hearing this i just could not control my tears and ran upstairs.....i banged the door as hardly as possible to express my anger which never went unnoticesd by my parents!!!!

i went inside the room....jumped on my bed....took out my cell and called the no.1 person on speedial........ARMAAN...........

"hello........ridz what happened......did they agree??"he said worriedly.......i kepy crying hardly as ever i could..!!

"ARMAAN....I"

"c'mon ridz speak up"

I had no more courage to even utter a word or tell him that i am going to INDIA tomorrow...!!!that cell in my hand felt like weighing 1000 kg's....!!!I soon disconnected the phone realizing THAT I CANT.......how can i tell him on his face THAT WE'V LOST.....i need to forget him!!!

I throwed my so damn expensive cell on the ground and pushed myself back to my bed.....i folded my legs and cried my ass out...!!!

ARMAAN tried a zillion times to call me but i never had the courage to talk to him..........

"WHY DAD WHY........WHY DON'T YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND THAT HE IS MY LIFE.....HE HAS NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG....HE RESPECTED YOU...HE ALWAYS WAS AGAINST ME WHEN I WAS AGAINST YOU "....i said all this remembering how armaan used to console me,love me,fight with me and everything............i never realized when i slept while uttering all that...!!!!!

I was lost in my dreams never realizing that they will be destroyed in a WHILE....1 hand came on my head and caressed my hair....i never jerker up as i have already guessed who it was....."ARMAAN"the guy i had met at the first day of my college & since then he became my bestestestestestest buddy & then in the 2nd year he bacame my......!!!!U KNOW WHAT RIGHT!!!!!

he never did anything beyond his limits...although i was cool with everything cauzeee HELLO....i am not a SATO SAWITRI!!!

we both have never been to india but still...he was a typical INDIAN....not like orthodox but still....he had british accent and OMG jab bhi wo apni mahaan hindi jhaadta hai with his so called british accent he looks sooooo cute....OMG...!!!

ANYWAYS......the moment his hand came on my head and caressed my hair i opened my eyes.It was dark inside the room and so i could see his naturall light blue sparkling eyes staring at me with few sparkling tears too....why...cause he had missed me....we haven't met from yesterday and trust me it was ENOUGH for both of us to go CRAZIEE..!!

i couldn't do anything but hug him tightly than ever...we both were hugging each other as if ABHI KAMOLIKA AA KE HUME ALAG KAR DEGI...!!!LOL....it was a great feeling...i felt my pain decreased.we both had tears in our eyes and wanted to say nothing but everything.

AFTER coming out of the hug he held my hand in assurance that he will support me....

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"AMI"....i finally uttered after such a big convo between his and my eyes..!!!

"I......I AM......AM GOING TO INDIA TOMORROW"....

HIS EYES widened with the most painful tears ever...he looked at me like

he knew that if he will become weak..then mera to socho bhi mat so for me...he try and acted normal......he looked other way......

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THESE two words sank my heart.....

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he looked at me with red teary eyes.......

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"BUT"....he said and i placed me index finger on his lips....i nodded a no......AND HE HUGGED ME TIGHTLY THAN EVER...

WE BOTH FELL ON THE BED TOGETHER FACING EACH OTHER AND.............and don't worry hu!!! we never did anything...!!lolzzzzz.......and yah he was looking very sexy and hawt and his eyes which spoke each and every thing even before he says....

AFTER SOME TIME:-

armaan was staring continously in my hazel eyes....damnit I just wanted to go and kiss him tight but damn it would look awkward wouldn't it????

ANYWAYS....his head was on my laps and I was caressing his hairs...it was if we are spending

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"YES I AM WITH YOU ARMAAN"....................

"so(sigh) this is it..."said I......with tears clearly visible in my eyes....you know remebering that night it feels neutral.......it feels great as well as bad.....!!!

"oh....i am sorry"....said ATUL...the basterd,arsehole who destroyed my life....but these words of him touched my heart.........that time I could see some pain in his eyes......."i understand"..........said he.........but trust me even though he is thinking that he "U-N-D-E-R-S-T-A-N-D-S"...he still does not know what pain me and armaan hod to go through...!!!

i left FROM the room and entered my GOING-TO-BE room in just 2 days....YES i was in punjab with my parents and going to be in laws whcih i wanted to kill right now....but these things never mattered to me..what mattered to me the MOST was that i haven't met armaan from the last 2 months......uhhh.....I WAS LIVING THESE TWO MONTHS BY KILLING MYSELF....it had been 2 whole months since i have kissed his lips,hugged him hard,kick his ass,bited his ear,heard to his dreamy and seducive voice.......uhh..........do maheene nahi hote hai

anyways,i entered the room and saw a wedding dress on my bed....it was red like rose and beautiful like rose.but for me it looked like red as blood and bloody as blood......I cried and cried but that was nothing new from the last 2 months it has been my daily task.....I WAS GETTING MARRIED TO ATUL...OMG EVEN THAT SOUNDS DISGUISTING.....DOESN'T IT!!!!........

IN THE NIGHT:-

" such a beautiful kudi isn't she".......said an old fat ugly woth not white teeth with no teeth and with hardly 5 hairs on her head!!!.......she was atul's mom.......i was sitting on something..CHARPAI kinda thing....with many ladies around me songing songs JO MERE SAR KE OOPAR SE CHALE GAE.....

I KEPT ON BLABBARING WITH MYSELF"KAISE GAANE HAI SAARE MERE TOH SAR KE OOPAR SE CHALE JAATE HAI".........AND suddenly 1 scene flashed in my mind...........

i had few tears when i remembered that scene but a smile appeared on my face remebering that how armaan used to mimic that line in front ov me to tease me whenever i failed at physic........ON THAT ALL........my mom was sitting beside me......i have seen her lost...she was deeply lost in some thoughts from the last few days......WHY...???trust me even i wanted to know the reason so damn deperately...!!!

I CAME INSIDE MY ROOM......I WAS TAKING OFF My accesorries when suddenly my mom came inside my room and locked the door...OMG I WAS SCARED MAN!!!!!

she came in and sat beside me...caressed my cheeks and looked at me with teary eyes........she took out some letter.......which seemed quite normal but when she opened its cover it felt as if SOMETHING'S COMING UP.......she placed that letter against my face.....IT completely shocked me....

IT SANK MY HEART AND PEIRCED IT...I FELT MY LOVABLE RED HEART TURNING BLACK.....MY EYES COULD NOT BELEIVE THIS....IT WAS AS IF SOMEONE HAD SNATCHED NOW MY ACTUAL LIFE FROM ME...IT FELT TERRIBLE...HORRIBLE....AND LITERALLY AT THAT TIME I WAS THINKING..........

DID I JUST LOST MY HEART.....!?!?!......

I FOUND THAT.............................................................................

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SORRY GUYS.............DON'T HAVE ANYWORDS TO EXPLAIN THAT how IT FELT READING THAT LETTER AND THAT TO WITH BLOOD...!!!

MY ROOM WAS KIDNAPPED BY SILENCE.....now i had finally got the reason that WHY WAS MY MOM BEHAVING LIKE THAT!!!

she broke the silence and said
"i wanted my daughter to live her life the way she wants it....i never wanted her to go through the hell that i have gone through by marrying the person that i had never ever loved.....and i never wanted my daughter to do this mistake.....i wanted her to fly like a free bird but i was wrong....i was wrong.....my daughter does not has any right to live her life.....she has to live a life like her mother had.......i am sorry beta.....please forgive me....you have to leave your love......you will have to marry atul........you will have to enter the real hell that all the womens in india have to go through.mujhe maaf karde....mujhe maaf karde....."

the silent tears in her eys had turned to the wild tears now......they came out like despos from her eyes.....my mom cried bitterly..i have never ever seen her like this........i was sitting like a statue with a NO EXPRESSION on my face...!!my mom was still crying with her head on my laps.....but soon i felt a strong gaze on me.....i turned and saw atul standing there.....he had tears..........he came near me and placed his hand on my shoulder

"GO RIDDHIMA.....GO.....SAVE YOUR LOVE...I DON'T WANT TO DESTRY YOUR LIFE.....JAO...GET HIM....NOT FOR TONIGHT BUT FOR MORE THOUSANDS NIGHT ON YOUR WAY...GET HIM...GET YOYR LOVE...."

OMG.....I WAS NUMB.....i still never beleived myself....i had armaan's address knew where he was and still was not going to meet him.....!?!?!?!....

"PAR ISKE PAPA"..said my mom......SHIT PAPA MAT BOLAO US KAMEENE KO..SHIT MAN.....HOW.....UHHH....HE IS NOT MY DAD.......DID YOU GET THAT.....

"aanti......i'll handle it.....you go riddhima......."

I WITHOUT WASTING A SECOND....went out of my room running but i stopped when i heard someone call me name.........

"UHHH....RIDDHIMA........"I LOOKED AT HIM....

"PLEASE SEE TO IT THAT YOU BOTH CONTROL YOURSELVES INSIDE THE HOTEL ROOM"he said and smirked and laughed and giggled........

"YOU JERK"...........i smiled and made my way to my love........

OMG I STILL CAN'T BELEIVE THIS....BEFORE AN HOUR I HAD ALMOST GOT THE INVITATION OF HELL IN ARMAAN'S LIFE AND MINE TOO BUT ALSO BEFORE AN HOUR i had got the imvitation to kick the ass of the hell and welcome the heaven in our lives.....THANKS TO THE BLUDY AWESOME ARSEHOLE ATUL.....he is such a sweet heart....

I ran and ran as fastly as I can....I WAS DESPERATE FOR HIM...and I accept that...I LOVE HIM....DESPERATELY love him..!!!

WHILE running i thought about some sweet moments that we both shared and then smile automatically made its way through my lips which really wanted to kiss armaan

THESE MEMBORIES touched my heart and many tears of happiness made their way th' my eyes which armaan says are beautiful...i hurted myself several times while running but those injuries are f**king nothing in front of armaan....MY ARMAAN.....

I FINALLY....reached the hotel I ran towards the reception.OMFG.....it was so embarassing...al the people were staring at me.....especially men..then i thought maybe i am just too sexy but then i came to know the reason that the straps of my blouse were completely open and my ______ was visible..!!!CRAP...!!!

"ARMAAN MALLIK" i said to the receptionist but then she looked at me like....WHO ARE YOU....oh u f**king lady i'm ur BAAP.....CHAL AB JALDI ROOM NUMBER BATA U IDEO...!!!

"room no.966"...................

I ran towards the elevator and damn.....it was out of order....agar ye elevator sach mein ek living being hota toh abhi main ise seedha out of world phocha deti....damn i had to climb 17 floors...!!PAR koi nahi....ami ke lie kuch bhi....mi jaan....!!!

BUT, in all the tears never gave up....they still kept on coming out of my eyes....it was as if they are having a race...!!!...i had to climb seventeen floors damn.. A BIG NUMBER....isn't it...........................

F-I-N-A-L-L-Y.........i reached....i reached where armaan was...i felt his presence.....i stood on front of the door and before i could knock HE opened it.....HE WAS NOT A NOBODY BUT A BLUDY CUTE SOMEBODY IN MY LIFE........

he was looking extremely awesome with his gnjs,bermoodas and hot hot chappals and OMG that black thread in his right leg is to f**king awesome....lollzzzz...even at that time i had time to concentrate at his clothes!!!his fringes were dancing with the air....his hands were nowhere but hanging in air....i noticed MANY(and many means

I was numb but helloooo i never wanted to waste that moment i took out that BLOODY LETTER and placed it against his face....

OMG then I...............................

........He was looking extremely awesome with his gnjs,bermoodas and hot hot chappals and OMG that black thread in his right leg is to f**king awesome....lollzzzz...even at that time i had time to concentrate at his clothes!!!his fringes were dancing with the air....his hands were nowhere but hanging in air....i noticed MANY(and many means MANY)sparkly tears in his light blue eyes.....they were normal tears but to me they felt like TEARS OF BLOOD....!!!!...he couldn't beleive that I "his riddhima" is standing in front of him....

I was numb but helloooo i never wanted to waste that moment i took out that BLOODY LETTER and placed it against his face....i DRAGGED MY FINGER ON THE LINE......

"i want to live with you"........it was I WANTED TO LIVE WITH BUT I DID MY EDITING GUYZZZ....i nodded a yes after dragging my finger on that line...then a slight smile appeared on his face....that was a priceless smile...he was numb,shocked........he was just too surprised to move so i took the initiative and HUGGED HIM TIGHT!!!....WE both pulled each other into not a rib-crushing hug....a body crushing hug....it felt delicious to feel his body,his everything.....after almost 10 minutes we parted and kissed each other hard.we literally crushed each other....we both were dying for this taste from the last 2 months...it felt terrific.....we both parted and never lost the close proxomity....this was wothout a doubt the best day of our lives....we finally lived it to the fullest....we continously looked at each others eyes...we both were crying..my tears were happy but his tears didn't seem that happy....WHY????because this jerk still does not knows that i am his....stupid moron........

"YOU'RE A BIG bas***d AREN'T YOU"...........i said..my lips never left contact with his lips....and smiling hard and finally my JAAN figured out his LIFE(me)....lol.........

"WHAT DID YOU THINK HU....I CAME HERE TO SAY GOODBYE.....NEVER AB TO NEVER GOODBYE....."

he smiled and smiled and smiled and smiled and smile and smile and smiled and (sigh)smiled..............he pulled me inside the room and kissed me evrywhere on my face.....neither he wanted to stop nor i.....

and by the way kamino that "HE" is ARMAAN......LOL.......

AFTER SOME TIME:-(hellooo....ARMAAN has still not lost his virginity....!!!lolzzz)

the room was hell dark...but we were heaven light.....as usually his head was on my laps and i was caressing his silky black hairs.....my eyes went through the whole of the room but 1 thing really distracted me............RED BLOOD ON THE FLOOR....then i looked up at the wall with my name written on it..............WITH BLOOD.........it touched my heart..........

"armaan ye........mera naam..."

"uhh....nothing that's..that's just uhh...i mean...."

before he could speak anything my lips captured his lips.....while kissing he stood up from my laps and held me tight.....togehter than ever.....i slowly removed his shirt and throwed it in the floor.......he caressed my back and kissed me on my throat atleast ten times....he slowly opened the strap of my blouse and then i don't know what happened but he backed out....but was still close to me.....i knew why did he backed up but still don't care.....i again went close to him and was about to capture his lips but.......

"No ridzzzz it's not right....i mean it's......"

"we love each other.......???"

"hmmm....(with a yes nod)......."

"then......"

"but"

"hmmm....your but remembered me that i really love your butt..."(i winked at him)........and ran from there...he chased me and finally caught me........

"SORRY MADAM...(came close)NOW I CAN'T LET YOU GO AND ALSO YOUR SEXY BUTT".he winked........omg....good beta mujhpe gaya hai mere BF....he kissed me again on my neck bone and my ear lobe.....his wet kisses were seriously awesome.....he kissed me everywhere my neck,hairs,eyes,nose,lips,belly..........ETC...!!!!

MY heart lost its beats...IT was blank...the only thing i could see was armaan and darkness....his eyes still shined in the darkness....we were making out sweetly but later or u can say in no time it bacame wild....WILD...WILD.....AND WILDER...!!!i actually understood the meaning of LOVE today...his each touch made me shiver,his cold fingers left a hot touch on my body...his fingers crawled all over my body and unbuttoned that f**king lehenga....he kissed me on my lips hard.hard and harder that ever....that night even the moon blushed..the curtains faced outside...the marvelous breeze made its way out in order for not to disturb us...i unbuttoned his shirt again and felt his hot body...he had it man.he had the best body ever...but more than feeling his hot body...i felt his heart...his lovable sauce waala red heart which had love filled for me...his hot body pressed my delicate body thousand times that night...his fingers crawled all over my body billion times....his lips touched mine zillion times....

he took me to bed and i knew what's gonna happen.but there was still some guilt in my heart that i had shared bed with many but armaan..he was just doing it with me...i really just wanted to brush away all the touch of other basterds and keep only his touch whcih was ETERNAL.....he placed me on the bed and his hands moved all over my body..he kissed me evrywhere and it felt sensious....terrfic.......awesome.....sexy.....eternal......his each and every toucb was very famailier....it was as if his every touch belonged to me.........no words can explain how it felt...it was just undescribable....it was just and just undescribeable....!!in no time we were free of clothes....

"NOW I BELONG TO YOU AMI...."said I with heavy breatha nd smiling at the moment...........

"NO......(pause)WE BOTH BELONG TO EACH OTHER"....his these words touched my heart....and this is 1 thing I love about him...after he is my ARMAAN.....i hugged him tighter than ever....we both pressed each other and literally squezzd the damn_____.....lol...we made out.......finally.......but no actually we WERE STILL MAKING OUT!!!

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WE BOTH........armaan and me were lying on the bed with nothing but a duvet and a cozy hug....he woke up and saw.......RIDDHIMA ARMAAN MALLIK..me..he caressed my hairs and then my cheeks.....and then his soft and manly lips touched mine again which SWEETLY disturbed my sleep..........but when i was about to open my eyes....i saw a dead body in front of my eyes....a DEAD BODY....and on seeing the face of the DEAD BODY........i coudn't control and shout out loud.......

"AAARMAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN NOOOOOOOOOOOOO..............................."

before a second we both were kissing softly each other and i was smiling but then........WHAT HAPPENED..........A DEAD BODY IN FRONT OF MY EYS.......i immediately opened my eyes and saw a messed up room with armaan on my side with a worried and a concerned expression on seeing my reaction.........

'WHAT HAPPENED..........are you....are you fine ridzzzz i'm sorry......"

HE thought that when he kissed me i felt bad and shouted....abeey oh kameene.....dimaag hai ye bhoosa bhara hua hai....!!!

I turned my face to him and hugged himh arder..........

"ARMAAN U.....UR THERE......PHIR WO DEAD BODY....THAT DEAD BODY.....AISE...I MEAN....TUM...TUM.....UR ALIVE...PHIR....THEN WHY THAT DREAM.....U DEAD...UHH....."

tears were constantly travelling down my cheek and armaan was hell worried but then he understood what kind of a dream i had so he tried to console me and when i never calmed down,he pinned me against the bed and kissed me hard on lips.....AGAIN....which i cretainly LOVED.......and yah that was not soft...that was damn hard yaar......it was as if he is trying to shut my f**king mouth up....but i liked that shut up...plzzz armaan i want to be shutted up like this whole of my life..!!!...lolzzzzzz...........we kissed around for 5 whole bludy sexy f**king minutes......phewwwwwww...that was great....he came out of the kiss and still i could breathe his hot breath....he was so close to me......his lips still never lost the touch of my chin and lips...

'shut up.....kitna bolti hai tu"....haeeeee kinni sodi hindi bolta hai woh....ufffffff......main to wahi mar jaati hoon..........

than he smiled and so did i..........

and then suddenly i was shocked on seeing....!!!

MY dad came in with loafers...they were having knives and steel rod ,with an iron hard big chain......

MY dad came near me and pulled me hard from the bed and i landed on the floor and he proceeded towards armaan..................

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:noooooooooooooo........dad plzzzzz........"...souted i...cauze i knew what he's gonna do..........AND when i shouted 1 loafer slapped me hard.......and my dad pulled armaan with his collar and dragged him on the floor....he was dragging him on the floor badly as if he's dragging a bag..the corner of the walls hit armaan hard on his face.....wheile dragging him hard the loafers kicked him bad on his face,ass,neck,back,legs.........

"ABBEY......O....KAMMENE.CHAL ABHI TUJHE BATATA HOO......."said THAT BASTERD.....!!!

they took him to the parking lot of the hotel....which was underground...it was dark and only few lights were there...nobody was there....I wanted to follow them but i couldn't cz 2 loafers had tied me to the handles of the entrance door of the parking lot........that door had a transparent mirror thr' which i could see each and everything.....

MY dad throwed him on the floor with all the loafers around him......

"SIR PLZZZZZZZZ......."he cried badly......the combination of saliva and blood that leaked from his mouth peirced my heart as well as my eyes.....only i knew how much pain my heart had to go through while bearing all that pain,my eyes had to go through while watching my love dying,my ears had to go through while hearing his painful hurting shouts......one action of my dad completely shocked me........HE came near armaan who was lying like a live dead body on the floor and pulled his collar.......
"INHI HATO SE TOONE RIDDHIMA KO HAATH LAGAYA THA NA....."and then he pressed armaan's hand with his leg.....i could see blood travelling on the floor.........and then after that i completely lost it..........my dad took few steps back and made an unknown action to the loafers.......and then he backed off.......the loafers knew what they had to do...1 of them came near armaan and kicked him hard on his ass on which armaan's face turned to me...he wanetd nothing but just wanted to see my face......he was looking at me as if he is watching me for the last time.......but then suiddenly in 2 seconds the other loafer came and pressed his face with his leg....i could see his lips curcing into 1...the mud which was on his shoes was now in armaan's eyes and mouth....the loafers then bursted at him together.....THEY ALL started kicking him hard....harded than hard man...1 loafer dragged him to the pillar and pulled him up.....he punched his face hard and then he again punched,punched and punched....he took a fistfull of his hairs and pushed him to the othery guy....the other guy had a steel rod....he first took armaan and then hit him hard on his back head...armaan fell down badly...the thud sound was completely clear.....the other guy came and then took a rod which had 4 pointed nobs....he made armaan face him and then in no time he pushed that thing into his stomach and then again he did the same......he did it 3 times.........his all colourfull clothes had tunred red.....and then the fourth and the final guy came with a steel chain....he pulled up armaan and wrapped that chain around his neck....and locked that chain with his hand......i could see blood coming out of his mouth and travelling down his body and then on the floor...i could see him vomit blood and then that guy removed the chain......BUT in all i kept shouting his name harder and harder..........it felt as if someone was killing me....!!!

the guys were laughing when they were hitting him....THE guy came with a heavy rod which had a round heavy steel square box kind of thing at its top...it minimumly weighed 10kg's........he came near and near him........ARMAAN was lying in the floor bleeding bad....he was still continously looking at me....but did even i knew that what's gonna happen next.......that guys pushed that rod backwards in air and then........on my armaan's head....he fell down again.......!!!

AND then 1 thing happened which completely left me

AFTER seeing all this couldn't do anything i creid bitterly,badly,terribly.......

i bited the hands of the 2 guys who were holding me...and ran outside....i was stunned,numb,speechless,i felt like someone has slapped my heart and squeezed it and killed it.........I was too late.....i came out in the hope that maybe........maybe the glance that he took of mines was not the last...the kiss that he gave me this mornig was not his last..the smile he passed me today was not his last...the funnhy hind dialouge he spke today was not last.....but i came out only too see that.........

MANY membories were flashing in my head........

~~"NOW I COMPLETELY BELONG 2 U....."

"NO...WE BOTH BELONG TO EACH OTHER"~~

~~I CAN NEVER LOOSE YOU AND YOUR BUTT"~~

~~"TELL ME RIDZ WAT HAPNEND"~~

~~"SO.........UHHH.......I THINK.........WE NEED TO BREAK UP...."~~

many happy mebories were flashing but the last memory aroused about negative feeling in my heart and then the last memory had already hinted me big that my LOVE had DIED......!!!

I could see the points peaks of the spines which had went thro' his body on the other side.....

i WENT NEAR HIM.....and i shouted hard........shouted harder than hard.......i took armaan's head on my laps....i know that he will be no more in the next 10 seconds....but did i ever knew that what he will do in the next 10 seconds would have taken 10 days for me to do...........

Wow..this is really unique... something different..!! Great work 👏