Hello all I hope you all doing well. I wasn't able to come on this forum for about 3 weeks and the reason was because of my cousin sudden death.
My cousin was only 23 years old and he was married last year and had a 4 months baby boy. He was the only son of his parents and had 4 sisters. When I went Pakistan for my cousins wedding and I heard that he was ill. On 17th January 2011 he quietly passed away leaving sorrow and pain for all of us. I remember last time I saw him was on my cousin barat where he held his 4 months son and was introducing me. He was telling me how important Zain (his son) is in his life. Her wife was MashAllah looking so pretty, they were arguing over who Zain loves the most. He was telling me how their parent got them married so quickly. Next day he was really ill so his family took him to clinic where doctor told his family that it's serious take him to hospital and on the way he was telling his big sister to take care of his wife and son and he knew something was wrong. When they reach the hospital he was admitted. The next day he was fine we all went there to meet him and he asked us about where his wife was and my big cousin told him that she wasn't feeling well, hearing that he was worried and he said to his mom to call her here so I can meet her. Her mother softly laughed and said that you have to get well soon. You have to meet her yourself. He told my big sister to tell her not to worry and I will be back home soon. We went home and we got busy on our cousin wedding. On Monday it was my cousin's valima and I was sad because my suit wasn't ready. It was still with the tailor. And I called my cousin wife and she told me that she is worried, she feels like something going to happened in which I told her that it's only your thought. I put the phone down when my aunty came running and started screaming that he left us. We all asked who and she told that our cousin. We all couldn't believe. We all were shivering. We went there house where his body was already there. I saw all his sisters around his body and was crying. They were telling him to get up. His mom was fainting again and again. His wife was sitting all alone in one corner. She was silent and everyone was making her to cry but she wasn't crying. Then my aunty told her that stop him he will never come back, she got up and started crying really loudly. She was telling him that Zain loves him more and why you doing this. You were suppose to come home and ask how I was feeling ask me. I never cried so much in my life but that day I couldn't stop myself crying. I am a type of girl who always believe that there is no point of crying, its not like you going t get something but that day I couldn't stop crying even if I tried to. That day I realise how hard it is to let go of someone. I am always wondering why did this happened. What did Zain did that he got this? or what was the fault of his wife who was only 20 and deserved all this? I request everyone to pray for him please and pray that may god rest his soul in peace. May god give patience to his family to heal this sorrow. Ameen
Thanks for your time for reading this and for your kind prayers
Ye Zameen Ki Fitrat Hai K Har Cheez Ko Jazb Kar Leti Hai
Warna Mere Ansuon Ka Ek Alag Samandar Hota...
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