Hey Guys,
I owed this e-LS to everyone who have PMed me for it and for the promise I made to them! 11:30pm here and I can say a lot about last week but most of the stuff have been covered in our discussions last week, so, I would randomly rant on few points that sticked out for me last week!
Dutta's Initial reaction to FR:
Dutta's reaction displayed lot of complicated facets of his being! He initially refused to ACK the fact that gori and koel Naku were same,refused to listen to her voice or look at her face and went into complete denial! But he did ACK the fact eventually and still his eyes looked for his KOEL!
His eyes used to search for her every second, she was his support system, and now, he was not only forced to bid adieus to Koel Naku, his love, but he wouldnt ever see Naku at all...Fair or Koel, doesnt matter, "HIS NAKU" had vanished in thin air!
He went into denial because he cant imagine his NAKU to be a liar!! she as well be dead and remain in his memories than be a liar!! How can he tolerate that the woman he literally woshipped the grounds she walked on, was actually not what she represented...the mirror was broken....the house of cards had fallen...They have to together build the sand castle again!
Dutta's love is not shallow...He loved Naku for what she was....As Subbu once mentioned that Dutta's love is so pure that he loved her inspite of her koel features...he wasnt like Anna, disgusted at her ugliness initially and when he sees her beautiful face, he goes to become a leech!! Wouldnt Dutta be another Anna if he does exactly as Anna had reacted to Naku's Beauty? Dutta is not shallow like Anna, he isnt a leech! he wants true love, flesh doesnt mean anything in his books!!
I just loved how Dutta shrugs the beautiful hand of a strange gal standing in front of him....He wanted only Naku!His Naku, who was the ocean of love! He is too much in love with Koel Naku, although he has accepted that koel and gori are same, but unconsciously he still searches for Koel Naku because she is an epitome of love for him and he has found his destination in her!..How far could he remain from his home?
This "neend nai aai, teri godh mein sonaa chahtaa hoon" had the same eternal ring as the tone when he says "aaj pet bhar gaya" dialogue....
Naku has been like the first bite for a famished-since-ages man and the lullaby for a man who has only had sleepless night in his life!
Same old Tasha, same old LTL, a hatred line drawn between the two but still love in abundance - "Mujhe meri Naku chahiye"
Dutta hates the Gori Naku because he love Koel Naku! What a plight for "Just Naku"..."Mujhe meri Naku de do"
(Dutta) Just imagine, u (Dutta) cant see ur love anymore,the face u have always associated that love too...what would be your condition! Ponder!
(Naku) Just imagine, u (Naku) were about to get the world's most sorted out happiness in a moment and the suddenly your love doesnt want to even see your face! What would be your condition! Ponder!
There is a boundary sketched between Dutta's love and Naku's love...She owns her love and he owns his...her love is for her to keep irrespective of how Dutta's love transform! that makes Naku always stand by him no matter what treatment is inflicted on her, becasue her love tells her to be by his side in his thick or thin...She is not listening to Baabi, Kala or AS this time, or for that matter even Dutta...she is listenign to her love!...This love never makes her hate Dutta, never makes her abandon him because this love just grows for her "saab jo achche hain". Its her choice,not compulsion!
Revenge, Abandonment or Indifference on Naku's part would only prove Dutta that he was always right about how beauty was the other name of betrayal and would stamp his idea that Koel Naku was farce and Gori Naku is all about aggression and revenge! Naku needs to prove she is the same woman behind the mask and not otherwise!
A guy with dented heart and cracks in abunadance met a distressed damsel with a heart of gold. She joined his missing half and he filled her hollow...Incomplete individually and yet complete together! They need to find each other again, hold each other's cracks again and the formula is the same!
This FR track would be governed mostly by the reactions - screech, Stop, wait, ponder and Go! Dutta is still in the screech stage, lets enjoy his journey till the Go! Naku is set on the passenger seat, holding the clutches and ready for a forced maneuver! The harder the screech, more intense would be the Go!
On the ferrari, Get-Set and Goooooo,
DD