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Posted: 14 years ago
ok so i have been away for quite some time now...i dont knw since when...but i guess i have been absent for longer periods 😆...anyways...i was just listening to some songs yesterday while in the college cafeteria and saw two people talking on the road....an idea clicked and i wrote this right then and there....i dnt really know how it has turned out coz i'm just stupid enough to not get it proofread by someone....so this was my start of os speech 😆...so here is my latest os 😆....plzzz read and comment 😃

Its Complicated!!

Life had never been easy for me. I know I'm being a bit too dramatic but at 20 you shouldn't expect anything else from me. I'm a simple girl living in this complicated world. Ok another dramatic statement but whatever. So as you can see I'm quite a dramatic person sometimes having sober moments. I hang out with some of the craziest people on campus and I call them my best friends. People watching us would think we are high on something but we are not. We are just crazy and we don't feel the need to hide it.

Although at times I wonder what he must be thinking about me. I knew that he knows that I'm crazy but still I feel a little weird when he is around. Its like I go into a shell where I act a little less crazy than I usually am. I know its stupid but I cant help but feel the need to make him like me. I'm not changing for anyone but I do feel the need to show him the best I could be. He is my best friend's brother and so he is always around. Ok may be not always since most of my friends don't like him but he is around sometimes.

You'd think if he is Gunjan's brother then why my other friends don't like him but well they just don't. This guy does have some issues or to be clear he has issues with my friends.

I don't have a problem with him. I never did. I just get annoyed with him sometimes but that's normal in my world. I'm not exactly a fricking ray of sunshine so there are people whom I don't like and who don't like me. I don't know what it is with mayank but moment I want to kill him and the next I want to do everything to make him smile at me. it is annoying in a way. No one other than him has ever given me these stupid butterflies in the stomach. But I don't say a thing. Coz I know he will laugh at me if I ever did.

We've had a weird relationship since the beginning. I can't even call it a relationship since we hardly ever interact. We were never friends even though we spoke to each other and sometimes pulled each others leg. We would talk to each other once in a blue moon and then go back to being strangers. He is the only person who would make me rethink everything that happened that day. Sometimes I'd get scared that may be my feelings for him, these unnatural, abnormal feelings for him were visible to him and everyone else. Don't know about him and everyone else but they were pretty obvious to gunjan.

Gunjan somehow just came to know that I was crushing on her brother. It is embarrassing. Trust me. the one guy you always complained about to your best friend is the one guy you like and he happens to be your said best friends brother. She doesn't tease me but it still feels weird. She thinks there is something from his side too but I don't know. Things just seem to be so complicated.

I try not to over-analyze the way he speaks to me but I cant help it. Every word he says plays again and again in my head and every time I feel there is something. Something unexplainable between us. One time I feel like he is ignoring me and the other time I feel like I'm having his undivided attention. Most of the times I don't even understand what passes between us.

The other day I was just sitting in class randomly staring at the wall. Gunjan brought me out of my reverie by asking something and I looked at her blankly. I was about to ask her what when she told me that Mayank wanted to know if I had my file completed. I looked at Mayank and said no. I told him my friend Akaash had a completed file. I saw him frown which otherwise I would have and should have ignored but I noticed it. I asked akaash for his file but he said it was not with him for the moment. I heard mayank say that he was fine and he will find someone else. I looked at him and I felt something pass. It wasn't something nice but it was there.

Then for Samrat's birthday he was ignoring me the whole time and I don't even know what I did wrong. I was just having a good time with my friends. Samrat is a good friend of mine and he is also a good friend of Mayank's. All of us were basically just celebrating Samrat's birthday but may be I did something I shouldn't have. Coz he was ignoring me so much that I could literally feel the negative vibes coming off of him. it was as if he was ignoring me purposely.

Today however something really weird happened. Like really weird. I was walking towards the library to meet Akaash who happens to be my project partner when I saw mayank going on his bike. He stopped in the middle of the road to ask me if I had seen gunjan and also where I was going. I told him that I hadn't seen gunjan and I was going to meet Akaash in the library. I saw the same frown I had seen the other day when I had mentioned Akaash.

This time I frowned. I knew that my friends and mayank dint get along well but this was getting ridiculous.

"is everything ok??", I asked him still frowning.

"yeah. Why do you ask?", he replied.

"why do you frown everytime I take Akaash's name.", I asked him.

"I don't.", mayank denied.

"yes you do. I saw the same frown that day as well. Do you not like him or something???", I asked.

"nothing like that. You seem to like him a little too much.", he said. Now I was frowning full on.

"what do you mean???", I asked accusingly.

"you know exactly what I mean Nupur.", he said.

My heart did a little flip. Damn it!! It happened everytime he said my name. people usually called me sam but mayank always called me Nupur. I reminded myself I was a little pissed at him.

"no mayank I dont know what you mean or imply.", I said, my tone raising.

"do you really want to start this here?", he asked.

now I was pissed. I removed my cell and sent a message to Akaash saying that I'd be coming a little late. I kept my cell inside and looked at mayank.

"I'm starting??", I asked.

"look Nupur, I don't want to talk about this ok.", he said.

"oh but I want to clear this thing today itself. I want to know exactly what you were trying to say.", I said.

"fine, then listen. I was saying that you seem to have taken a liking towards Akaash quite a bit and I always see you hanging out with him.", he said.

"so??? He is my friend and yes I like all my friends. thank you very much. What is there to imply in that??", I asked him.

"just a friend Nupur?? Really??? Whom are you fooling?? I see you'll flirting with each other all the time.", he said.

"flirting??? What the hell mayank?? We never flirt with each other. We are friends and just goof around. There is nothing more to it. Why would you even think something like that?", I said.

"because I see you with him every damn place. What the hell am I supposed to think?? You'll are practically attached to the hip.", he accused.

"what the hell!!! I am like that with everyone of my friends. haven't you noticed that??? Oh wait why would you notice me??", I accused him.

"I don't notice you?? You are the one who cant see anyone before your precious Akaash.", he said.

"stop it mayank!! Akaash is just a friend. I wont ever be able to think of him as anything more than that.", I said lowering my tone.

"yeah right!! From what I can see that's not the case.", he said accusing me but lowering his tone as well.

"you see wrong. You are so clueless, aren't you?", I asked.

"I'm not clueless. That's you. If you cant see someone who likes you so much even though he is standing right in front of you then you really are clueless AND blind.", mayank said.

"what??? Akaash doesn't think of me that way.", I told him.

"I'm not talking about Akaash. I don't care what he thinks about you. Ok maybe I do but I wasn't talking about him. I was right, you are clueless.", he said.

I stared at him trying to understand the meaning behind his words. I told myself that I was over analyzing the situation once again.

"I…I don't understand.", I whispered.

"you still don't understand?? I like you dammit!! Isn't it obvious??", he asked.

he was frustrated and angry at my clueless-ness. I stared at him with wide eyes. He had just confessed that he liked me. the one wish I was hoping to come true had finally come true.

"I…I like you too.", I said my voice barely above a whisper.

I looked up to see his reaction. His eyes were as wide as mine had been just a while ago. Whatever he was going to say to me out of frustration was long lost and there was dazed smile lurking on his lips.

"umm what??", he asked. I narrowed my eyes and glared at him.

he just gave me his usual smirk before replacing it with a genuine smile. For the first I've known him, mayank Sharma was smiling and the smile was for me.

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Posted: 14 years ago

My fav OS writer is back *does a happy dance!!*

and yup like every other OS of urs I just love this one!!

U know the way the characters are complex and not all nice nice...and the obvious unsaid love..
😆
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Posted: 14 years ago
wow.... so sweet....
very nice os.....
loved it.....
do write more.....
thanx for the pm....
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Posted: 14 years ago
Ohk, when i got ur msg abt it, i was like nearly fainting!

I didn't expected a oneshot from you, not after all those begging and all *glares*

Exactly like the name, the story is complicated.

But that what's make it more worthwhile.

I mean, u can't expect abed of roses to walk upon.

I always love the reality touch in your stories.

This one was truly brilliant, amazing way to flush out all the emotions.

And the incident! It was amazing.

I always have known you to be my best frd, the best os writer and the best person whose company i enjoy without getting bored. Thank goodness that i have the exclusive liberty of being ur frd with whom you can share anything. u know why am i saying this?? Becoz, i always try to make the special people in my life realize that how special they r to me.

Loved this oneshot more than anyone else *i can say this*

Love you bestie,

love,
Mahak
Edited by mahaklovesmayur - 14 years ago
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Posted: 14 years ago
thts a sweet one..
v nice
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Posted: 14 years ago
Wow, it was completely amazing. I loved how realistic it was. Surprisingly, this is similar to myself and my own life. I'm friends with everyone, including guys. And my friends (not them) misinterpret us as if we're both dating or something. But I absolutely loved it loads and loads. It was too good! Keep it up!
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Posted: 14 years ago
Okay so ur finallyyy back..........ur my favourite writers in this forum......nd i guess u wrote after a full whole year *torture*.......okay complaints aside.......as usual this OS was simply awsm.....i love ur concepts nd the way u write......simply superb.......just lovd the OS.......

Plz plz plz do write more..........
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Posted: 14 years ago
Zoya_me 🤗
loved reading u r OS yaar!...
good job😊
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Posted: 14 years ago
dis is da bst OS i hve evr read....u hve vry flawlessly depicted da feeling of mayur....luv u 4 dat
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Posted: 14 years ago
Beautiful OS twinno!!!
I toh loved it!!!
x x

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