I tried to keep away from the forums this weekend. Well, I was partly successful. I've been so restless the past few days. I am really scared about the FR. All my waking thoughts are about what's gonna happen next in the show. God, I don't even obsess about guys the way I'm obsessing about this show!
I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I know the drama's gonna be really big. Kala's sharpened her claws and is ready to lunge for Naku's, and indirectly Dutta's throat! I wish Naku'd do the revealing herself, but that would be kinda anticlimactic after all this buildup. The part of me that likes good winning over evil really wants this. But I guess Kala needs this victory before she falls. Her fall is gonna be magnificent. I can see it coming, her end. She's done so many dark deeds that she deserves everything that she's gonna get. And somehow, I'm really looking forward to it. This is why I love Dutta. He is so unlike the other brothers on television, who seem to forgive their evil sisters at the drop of a hat. I know he's gonna punish her. Maybe he won't kill her, he's too much of a man to do that. And Kala's too strong a character to reform. So, I guess we'd be seeing her take her own life or even meeting her end while trying to harm Naku or Dutta. Sigh. I didn't know I was so bloodthirsty. Just that my blood boils at the sight of the evil trio. The fact that they're namak halaals make them all the more despicable.
Enough of evil talk! Naku darling needs to talk to Dutta. Somehow, I can't seem to hate this character inspite of her actions being reprehensible. I guess it's gonna be the same for Dutta. His initial hurt and anger will be too much for Naku, I think. I just hope he doesn't say something he's gonna regret later. I have no idea what Kala's gonna accuse Naku of. So, she hid her face. It's not like she did it to harm Dutta, or even win his love. Dutta's got to realize all this when he cools down. I definitely see Naku getting thrown out of the house. I mean, the way Ganpat the chindi chor has been trying to empty Dutta's coffers, I can see the whole family getting thrown out. What I'm not able to foresee is Dutta's reaction. Sigh. HOW is he gonna react? I mean, getting cheated for the third time is enough to drive a normal person out of his mind. And this time it isn't puppy love or attraction. This time, he is in love. How is he gonna take it?! And how long before he sits down and tries to think from Naku's point of view? When he reflects on it, he's got to realize that she never did anything for herself. All along, she's tried to calm him down, and helped him find himself. Though she loved him from the beginning, never once has she tried to play it to her advantage. Neither when Supriya was in the picture, nor when he confessed his love for her. One thing that amuses me is how she's never admitted her love in actions or words after his confession.
After reading gp's posts on how Naku can't be termed a honest person, I felt this urge to defend her. No matter how much I try to defend Naku, I know for a fact that gp's right. And that's when it struck me. Maybe, that is what is being conveyed. Dutta has done a lot of things that are morally reprehensible. What makes him a good person is his integrity. He is honest to himself and others. He expects the same out of everyone else. Now he's faced with the greatest dilemma of all. He has before him a woman who's proved her love for him again and again. Her faith in him has never wavered, even in the moments where he doubted himself. She's helped him up every time he's fallen, just by being there and telling him that he deserves to be loved. She's shown him the mirror. And now, he sees himself in her eyes and realizes that he is everything she believes him to be. He wants to be all that and more. This person is for him, the epitome of honesty. He wouldn't expect her to do anything wrong. Now what if the only person who he believed in turns out be less than perfect? His world is gonna shatter right? Maybe this is where all of Dutta's faith and love will be tested. She's looked beyond his imperfections and seen the real man. Infact, she loves him with all his imperfections. So, while he says he loves her because she's naive, and not beautiful...he's gonna find out that she is indeed beautiful. She's got a face that could have won her any man. Anyone she wanted. And yet, he is all she wants. Her lie was for her own survival. Somehow, she got so caught up in his life and inner turmoil that she found the need to keep him in the dark. Then that idiot of a mother and Baji compelled her to hide it till the time was right. Unfortunately for her, the time was never right. Now that she's getting married to him, she wants to confess. She is confident that her love will cross all hurdles and tests. Somehow, she believes that the man will understand her reasons. Dutta's love is gonna be put to test now. Will this lie make her unworthy in his eyes? For him, the final test of faith will be him forgiving (after some anger of course) and accepting her. Just as she loves him with his imperfections, he's gonna learn that he loves her, inspite of hers.
'Love me the most when I deserve it the least.'
That is going to be the final hurdle in their love story. After which, nothing or rather no one will be able to separate them. I can't take the suspense any longer! CVs!
Shiv Shakti
