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Hi Guys,
Todays episode was a high point in Dutta's life...It marks a beginning to his journey in two spheres
1. A journey to his heart and mind, to fight the demons within him and come out as winner!
2. A journey to other's mind, because now he has to see the real faces of the ppl surrounding him!
On the #1, Dutta says a very apt sentence today - "Babut saha hai meine, Itnaa saha hai, ki ab shakti nahi hai aayi"...Life has sprung too many ordeals on him and as he said, he is not in a state to take anymore...But he has to....He has lot to see and lot to face and Dutta cannot break now...And now starts his journey, to his inner self, an honest self realization and strength to face his demons and not run away from them! Running from your fears only increase them manifolds and make u further weak....He has to start his healing process now, heal the deep dents that these ordeals have created inside him...Dutta doesnt have the option to run anymore. He has to make himself strong to take a decision on DP, accept AS back (ofcourse I am ignoring the BH bit right now), and then subsequently, accept Naku in her new avtaar!...The "shakti" that he thinks he doesnt possess "anymore", he has to bring it back....His life is full of turmoils, and with the people around him, he needs lot more in his stride to face them in future!! Today I wish that AS is not BH....and some outsider, even DP can be BH, because dutta already has 2 bitter shocks in store for him, that we ourselves can see in the horizon, the BH truth would break him into pieces....
Tell me, "If you think u all are quiet sane, wouldnt the fact that someone close to you is a BH, who has plotted and planned against u all his life, break you?", even if it is AS, Baaji, 2 sisters, or Kishore???...(Suds is perfectly acceptable to me! 😉😆)
On #2, Dutta has till now, left loads of questions unanswered, ignored loads of incidents around him and inturn let the evil flourish. He ofcourse didnt do it intentionally! I would blame it on the turmoils that the life kept on sprining on him, one after other, without any breaks, that he never got time to cool his head, sit down and think! He never had the opportunity to revisit the incidents, solve the unsolved puzzle and make sense out of lot of khufiyaa raaz!....But now, he is left with no choice....He has to think things, come up with his questiosn and find his answers....What's the reality of the ppl around him, who are they actually...Is everyone wearing a mask or just some of them...How does the real face behind the mask look!!!...What kind of life has he been living with!!...Was his life been nothign but a big lie?
Reminds me of the line he told Kala before she left PN - "Bachpan se Naatak karti aa rahi thi na Taayi"....Ooph!!....The hurt was so obvious in his tone...He has lived for these ppl...How would he feel if he realizes its just not Kala, but many more who have been doing naatak since his childhood and even now, day in, day out around him, all he sees is Naatak, Naatak and Naatak!! Have to be some excellent actresses to not slip even once since his childhood and hold on to that mask forever!
Put on his shoes and answer me, "How would you all feel, if you realize you were living with masks and for masks till now?"
Love,
DD
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