a much needed one shot yaar...... i want 2 read something like dis from d time shilpa left...but i didnt like dat u turned both AR negative...... in reality situations like dis happens..... armaan is not lusting after ridzi....... armaan is not a pervert okay.... dat he will lust after woman shamelessly like dat.... he is blinded by the love they shared.....n ridzi too....ridzi is not a woman who lusts after guys okay...(from dis story i get wat u have thought bout her.... u may think she is a wrong kind of a woman) ridzi is just a plainly confused woman...... n she herself had made her life complicated bcoz of her confusion.....i think u r just a kid who doesnt actually know wat love really is.....so it's okay.... but try 2 understand okay........actually both got wat they wanted in d form of sid n shilpa...... but ridzi n ammy never understood dat watever they wanted from god had already been given 2 them....in d form of sid n shilpa respectively.....but they never ever understood it.....i feel that maybe ridzi would have understood it n moved on in her life if she was given a little more time..... n if ammy didnt come into d picture.... then she would have definitely moved on in her life.......bcoz she had fallen for sid a long time back......sid has made a special place in her heart..... she is in love with sid .. but her feelings for ammy has been clouding her too much...dat is why she is still hung upon him.... she definitely was in love with sid.....bcoz she got all she wanted in her life from sid..... she always wanted a person like sid didnt she.... she changed ammy a lot bcoz she wanted him 2 according 2 her likes.... she never loved him as d person he was..... she completely changed him.....n then accepted him...... even now she never understood him........n ammy would surely have moved on in his life if ridzi did move on with her life as she claims.... he wouldnt be hung upon her like he is doing now....maybe he would have fallen for shilpa bcoz he had started feeling for her as strongly as he did for ridzi..... but he equated his feelings 2 being friends with her...... i m sure of ammy falling for shilpa....if he was given some time.... n if he understood wat shilpa really was to him...... he wanted a girl who was simple n easy 2 understand....it took him just a few couple of months 2 realize wat kind of person she really is....n he always wanted a girl who understood him.....n never questioned him......let him do watever he wanted ..... but also took care of him ..... he wanted someone who will accept him as he is ....... n love him for wat he is...he actually wanted someone who not only loves him ...... but also wanted dat someone 2 be hi best friend n guide in life....someone who will stand with him when he need them......(i know shilpa did leave him when he needed her as a friend..... but it coudnt be helped from wat happened in shilpa's side of d story) ...n wat did GOD actually give him.....everything he wanted in his woman was granted 2 him in d form of shilpa..... a friend.... a person who wanted 2 be his support even if he didnt wanted her 2 be one..... d list is long yaar....in short she was everything he ever wanted..... but he never understood it....his feelings for ridzi is clouding his head too....... they both arent able 2 move oon in their lives bcoz their ex lover were in front of their eyes..... that is why ex's move away from each other not even giving the other a chance 2 meet the other person bcoz their feelings for d other may return back 2 them if they see d other....as shilpa put it "it really difficult moving on in life when ur love is front of u"...... when he was flirting with shilpa during teej festival.... saying dat d guy who was gonna get shilpa in his life is gonna be a really lucky person.......too bad he really didnt understand...... dat d really very lucky guy was suppossed 2 b him actually in d first place..... life almost never gives us second chances...only someone who is really get it...... n he had a golden chance 2 live his life happily if he had chosen shilpa...... too bad..... some ppl never know wat a person means 2 them ..... unless n until they had moved out of their life.... n ammy is still not realizing it.....
but one thing i want in d show 2 happen is that i really want ammy 2 know dat shilpa did love him....it wouldnt be nice 2 not let him know dat a girl had geniunely loved him...... he really did had a chance 2 have true love..... bcoz nobody loves a person when they are in d worst state possible..... ammy was certainly in d worst state possible when shilpa fell for him....he was a kaddus akdu n all.....n she is d reason why he is now like dis.... i mean right now he has started 2 live his life again.... n it was all bcoz of her.... she bought out d change in him..... i mean unknowingly she did made him change but not into a totally different person.... but as d ammy we all kenw..... he reverted back 2 his original self..... n it was all bcoz of her.... i really want him know dat she loved him....
i hope u understood wat i wanted 2 say.....
Edited by NiVu-mjht1 - 15 years ago
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