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What am i doing here...i don't know...I shud be working on the proposal that I have to submit by the end of this week...but unless i write here, i won't rest in peace too. đłđđđđ
I'm sure, this will be one of my shortest take....all thanks to the limited time i have.
I finally, managed to watch the epi. Though, it took me just 10 minutes, đđđ but there were some serious hints in it. Or, mayb, after our discussion, i watched it wid a pre-conceived notion, so, that's why i found those hints and clues.
The GuNur phone convo, was the MAIN thing in yet's epi. The Gunjan we saw, was very different from the Gunjan, we know. I'm NOT going to write about wat she said to Nupur about changed Sam, coz for that I have a looong take...and it is somewat irrelevant here too.
In the phone convo....it was very obvious that Gunjan wants to be wid her sister, spend time wid her...ask her how she was, tell her about her own self...talk abt every minute of the 3 yrs that she spent away from her. In short, she wanted to share the three years of her life wid her sister...in which they both were apart and alone. We know that after the accident, Gunjan had stopped living. She was not herself..but was living a life like her Di...coz she wanted her Di to always remain alive...be it in the form of her own self. Not only from within, the young girl changed her appearance as well. More than anything else...she had closed every door of her heart for Sam...she blamed him, cursed him...she blamed herself, cursed herself...and the reason behind it was that Sam was driving the car when the accident happened and coz of which she lost her sister, who meant the world to her.
Now, this sister of her's has her own life too. She is a married woman and it is a fact, that after marraige priorities DO change. I'm in no way saying that Nups doesn't love Gunjan or anything of this sort. Both the sisters love each other equally, but it's reality, that after marriage, many a times, the girl's own family comes second in the priority list...despite, they are ALWAYS at the top in her heart. This is wat we saw in yest's epi as well. When Mayank asked Nups to make a choice b/w sister and hubby....though, maybe her heart was worried for her sister....she cudn't refuse her hubby who had done so much to make her feel special (am i writing all this đđđ)
Gunjan said something like, in the last 3 years, when u weren't wid us, I used to solve every problem myself, but now u're back and I will bother u for each and every thing...we'll always be together...and then, she said that we'll never let Di be alone ever now. To me, this was quite imp. things. Gunjan, wants Nups back as her support system. She wants Nups to be wid her always. She wants to make up for the 3 years...and somewhere is now also, very scared to loose her sister again.
So much so, that she's asking abt Sam from Nups. We have never seen this happen before. SG have always had a very private relationship and Gunjan or Sam don't ask abt each otehr from anyone else. But now Gunjan asking Nups is maybe coz of wat all has happened in their lives....or mayb, its just a reason to go and meet her sister...coz, Gunjan wants to be wid her...and tell her about every XYZ thing (be it big or small) coz for her...her whole life is back...her Di, her mom is back. In simple terms, Gunjan's life is revloving around Nups and maybe she is expecting the same from Nupur.
Now, this is where the problem comes...Nupur's life is split into 2...one for her hubby, and the other for her sister. She cannot leave anyone of them...so, at times, it is and will be a tough call for her.
Now, when Gunjan will see MN at house, in that close, romantic atmosphere...she'll obv. feel extremely sad and will feel that her sister lied to her...and she wanted to avoid her...or stop her from coming to her house...coz she wanted to spend time wid her hubby.
So, this will be a reality check for Gunjan..that she is not the only one in Nups life...Mayank is always there, and mayb, he has more right over her than Gunjan. A feeling of loneliness, seclusion will surface and Gunjan might feel the void again...which she thought was filled after Nupur's return.
This is where, she will sit back and think that for her sister, she was sooo harsh wid Sam..and her sister has other priorities in her life now (and rightly so)...thus, the only brick left around the wall of her heart, that she built for Sam, might also fall. And wid this....I'm hoping AGAIN....and i don't want to do it.
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I thought, i'll write a small take...but ...there i go AGAIN...Sorry, for a long one. Hope i made some sense here.
Veer Hanuman
Kumkum Bhagya
