~i am coming there too~
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Sorrow............
That was the only thing he could to feel. Everything was ruined. He knelt next to her, her stained head resting in his lap........and her wrist too colored with her blood.........
"You can't leave me……..please.…not now"
Hot tears ran down him face but they were wash away by the rain. He brushed her hair off of her pale face.
"You.. you are going to heal from this right!…And...you're going to be ok!"
"Please please tell me you are going to heal from this!"
Behind him their friends watched on in pure shock at the tragedy to had happen.
The corner of her pink almost white lips turned up a little. She look up at him with slightly hazy lavender eyes.
"I'm sorry... I don't think I can."
She coughed, spilling blood out, he immediately wiped it away. "Do not worry…I..."
Her voice was a little more than a whisper.
"Don't talk, you.. you're going to be ok. I will no let anything happen to you…"
A half-cough half-laugh escaped her lips, "Its too late armaan!!!if you cannot not love me…its ok…but……i really cant unable to live without our friendship……no one can do anything……The time for me to go is now"
"No! you have to stay alive!" Just knowing that he would never see her again felt like his heart was being ripped from his chest.
"Please…stay… please… I NEED you!" he cried desperately.
"Thank you…for…everything…No matter...where I go…I will always…love you." She said……..
A soft hand reached upto armaan's face, he took it and put it to his face. "You're fading..." She said frowning slightly
Tears falling faster he leaned in closer. "I'm here." he touched his lips to hers. "Please don't leave me."
"Never" her voice was fading but he heard it even over the rain.
"I…love you Armaan...now and forever "
"I love you too, Shilpa"
He felt something leave him, a part of him that he could not live without. At that moment he knew she…...was…gone.
Someone came up behind him and place his hand on his shoulder.
"Armaan…Come lets get you home" the person said knowing his friend would say no.
"Home?…there is no home for me…Atul… My home is wherever Shilpa is…..leave me" he said not wanting to be separated for what was left of his love.
"Armaan…"
"I said LEAVE ME"
Anjali came up behind Atul. "It's best if we leave him alone for sometime, Atul" she said and they left.
"why?…why did it had to end like this! This is not how it suppose to end!…I can't live with out you…"
He sat there for a long time remembering the time he saw her in a rainy day like this. They were on a medical trip to panchgani and that was when he saw her dancing in the rain. There was also the time when she follow him and help him come out of the sad moments he was in earlier.
He laid down with Shilpa's body resting on his shoulder. Then he got up and searched for something.......he saw a knife, with her blood on it ,which she must have used, he took it out and plunged it into his already death heart.
"I'll be there soon Shilpa" where his final words before everything turn dark........
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