Some Thoughts--1st Sept - Page 3

Originally posted by: sub_rosa

I too empathize with Nakusha! May be at this point the right thing to do is to enlighten Dutta about her secret! But, it's not easy for her at all! So long she has been in denial, giving different names to Dutta's feelings for her...atonement, mercy, sympathy etc.. But last night at the NP celebrations, she couldn't any longer refuse to recognize the passion in Dutta's eyes! And it's scaring her a lot. First, she never REALLY expected that Dutta would love her the way she loves him. Like Aisha put in another post, she's stunned! Kala's constant reminder of their unequal status is not helping her either...more so because she has always been very aware of it herself! And then, her big secret is making her extremely vulnerable. Revealing it can destroy both their lives forever...! With Dutta in love with her, Naku's situation is all the more alarming! What if he wishes to exercise his conjugal rights on her?? How would she put him off? And most importantly, would she herself be able to resist him? I think she was expressing similar concerns last night to Babi!

Anyway, lovely write-up Sara!

I agree Rosa. Also Naku was totally miserable after talking to Kala. She told Baji that some ppl dont like to see her smile. Poor thing!