Babaji, what are you doing? Why are you playing with my life? No matter how hard I try to stay away from him, he comes EVEN closer. What am I supposed to make of these strange events?
First, when I finally decide to live on my own accord, he is presented to me as my boss. The past few months came crashing down when I first saw him in the office. His harsh words drove me even more mad, if that was even possible. But i had to stay put - for my self respect and more importantly, for my baby.
At the launch party at last I got a chance - to quit and so I did. I was finally free. Although it pinched my very soul that I was jobless, I was happy I didn't have to deal with him anymore. But fate had again slapped me in my face. I was back to being his secretary - only appointed by his Daadima. Why did she not tell me who her grandson was? I sometimes wonder - if I knew who he was, would I have refused the job offer? Anyways, as if this was not enough that I spent most of my day with him, I was asked to stay in the outhouse - even closer to him physically. Fate really has a scheming plot for me.
And then as he insults me and punches me right in my heart with his harsh words, I finally have the most valid reason to leave. But Daadima's humble request compels me to stay back. With the rapid turn of events, I begin realizing how much I love him. But I cannot let this emotion take over. I have to let go.
Now that my job of finding a girl for him was done, I was free to go. At last, I was free to go - rather I was set free. It hurt me so much but there was no reason after all to stay back. I had to leave.
I was beginning to breathe a sigh of relief when I got pulled into being his fake fiance. WHAT? As if being his secretary, living in his outhouse, working closely with him and seeing him every other minute was not enough to bait me, I'm now brought EVEN closer to him. How am I going to hide my feelings?
Babaji, I only have one question for you. Yeh kaisi DOR hai, jo mujhe unki taraf kheenchti ja rahi hai. Jitna main door jaane ki koshish karti hoon, utna hi unke aur kareeb kheenchi chali jati hoon? Kudrat ka yeh kaisa khel hai? Mera aur kitna imtehaan loge aap? Bataiye!
Maan's feelings
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/geet-hui-sabse-parayee/1472267/that-woman-in-the-red-saree
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