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Okay, so I know that every1 is really sad about the epi 2dy....but i saw really a lot of gud thinngs too.....
First of all, it started with a sizzling ArSh scene😳....where Ammy was searching for Shilpa as if he was given the fulll responsibility of her (awwww...eventhough he says he doesnt care about her, he just cant leave her alone)😉...anyways, it was sooo Kashilicious. Shilpa falling in Ammy's strong hand and looking into his deep bluish gray eyes that seemed so vast that she seemed to be entranced by it....then i noticed a very funny scene...most of the time...Shilpa gets out of trivia after Ammy puts her down or makes her get up...what i mean is that Ammy always nudges her or something to get her back to reality😆 but today, it was her who said that 'tumne mujhe abhi niche nahi utara" or something to that context...but it was soo cute...unknowingly he is attracted to her even if there is no love in his eyes, he still cares for her (and you said that she doesnt mean anything to you Ammy?? How wrong are you about yourself??) And what was that...oh yh, Shilpa shying away and glowing after this encounter with Ammy and Ridzi noticing the fact that Shlpa seemed different and quickly realized that she was shying from Ammy wen she sees Ammy coming out of the side (Ridzi reminded of AR days?? hmm maybe reminded of the time when she shys away from Sid??)
Okay, then happened the Sidma scene...though brief I really liked this scene of all the scnes....mostly as you can see from my signature that I am not Sidma fan but I have nothing against them so you can say that I like them too...anyways onto analysis...Ridzi getting pissed at Shilpa (okay nothing i liked but it showed some really cute moments)...Sid looked at her with an unusual yearning for acceptance from his lady-love...."Ridhimma, Me tumse 2 din ke liye door jaa raha hoon or abhi bhi tum Armaan ke Bare me.." and then Ridzi realizing what she has been pondering on when she should be with her husband, speding the last moments before his trip and starts apoligizing to him....Now this moment was the best wen he sees tears in her eyes and he started stuttering that he didnt mean it that way, and how he looked away to hide the pain that he felt wen he realized that he was the only one who will miss the other.....I loved it wen he said, you know its alright, I know you care for Ammy and I do too but it would be nice if i was ever at the top of your priority list...and how she was really sad about this whole thing and closed her eyes with clear anguish of forgetting that her hubby is a person too....it was sooo cute wen she says that every1 should have a hubby like him ( I cant say no to this, because he is soo understanding...hopefully there is no rift between them with the current track between ArSh and sid setting them up!) What I liked and saw in this couple was the understanding they both gave to eachother, regardless of the fact that they didnt agree with the other person's act, they were in happy terms with aura of maturity and understanding that both of them cant agree with everything, they are two individuals and are bound to have some disagreements😊
Now Ammy was sitting in his locker and thinking about Shilpa (for the first time, I was on cloud nine) he, himself, admits that she is not as bad as she seemed at first and she is really good heart (awwww)...he is stopping himself from feeling for another girl because he feels like he will betray his love for Ridzi but he cant help think about her....Yes Ammy you say that she is weird and strange and yet you help her out wen she needs you....the mutual understanding that you share, despite the fact that both of you are always competing to be the best, is very fresh....The slow smile that he has nowadays wen he thinks about her even though it is only due to her strangeness that he is attracted to right now is soo cute...It may be due to the fact that she is weird but you are seeing her in a new light which is what you need to do before realizing that you are thinking too much about her......If her thoughs make you smile so be it...smile Ammy smile cuz you both (Shilpa and Ammy) deserve this
What came after this scene was indeed heartbreaking and yet very amusing....(I will not go in details of the reason Ridz asked her since it seems very ambigous as of now)....Ridzi coming and getting mad at him and telling him that Shilpa is not right for him and he should stay away from her since she is a bad influence (ðŸ˜Why?? oh why?? wen jus the other day, you were soo nice to her and even gave her a hand wen she collided with a wardboy...you helped her up then why the sudden change??) I was equally heartbroken wen he declares that Shilpa is not so important that he would think of her soo much and Shilpa mean nothing to him...even though you are just saying that to satisfy Ridzi....and more to satisfy your inner self who is somewhat attracted to Shilpa no matter how much you want to deny it!!! However this scene was rather amusing because at one point you said that she means nothin to you and at another point you are justifying her actions in front of your first love Ridzi (Yuh! She means nothing to you Ammy....keep on thinking that)😳
What I loved the most came right after....Shilpa Heartbroken that her first attraction and crush didnt like her back....she was falling, falling soooo deep into this that she unknwingly started liking him without her realization...and now she is asking herself, "What is wrong with me, why am I shedding these tears for that guy"...Shilpa you wanted someone to accept you and know you for who you are....and Ammy just happened to be there by chance....or fate....but he accepted you....he does not want you to pretend to be strong...he saw you vulnerable and accepted you....he saw you in salwar kameez (or so he says Ms. Bollywood version) he did not laugh at you but was amused...then what are you soo afraid of? Oh yh! from the rejection that you received from your life....then it shouldnt be soo harsh this time considering that you are used to it but wht is this?? you are crying?? Why? you ask...MAyb because for the first time in your life, you wanted to be accepted by someone....a guy who you can see as your equal and yet still you are left dissapointed...thats why you are angry at yourself for getting soo weak in fornt of him....Its ok it happens.....You are strong...you can do it....and that is exactly what she decides.....to be new Shilpa who doesnt give a rat's A$$ about Ammy...a strong and mature girl who just stood up taller from her heartbreak and become stronger......Yes Shilpa...Ammy needs a girl like you ....who can break his defence that he has around his heart and sneak in nad make a spot for yourself when he least expects it....So be strong because you will need to be if you wanna be in love with the Angry-young man....
Alright guys😃...I am done...phew that was long....well I hope you guys liked this....please R&R
A/N: this is not meant for any fans who like to bash any pair....please keep that in mind while commenting...Thank you!
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