geet ur pain is mine : maan

y the hell do i hv to blabber so much widout hearing wat geet has to say....i almost confessed my feelings....wat stopped me....y cant i see that i am hurting her....truly i am a dusht danav....geet knows me best....everything is nothing widout her....how can i sit in my office knowing that i wont be able to peep at her....
no....i hv to stop her from leaving my office....rather i hv to stop her from leaving me....how right Adi was....she is going away from me....watz this tingling feeling in my eye....am i really crying....me MSK crying for a girl....geet has changed me and when....y did i not realise this or is it that i am so naive....wen has she become an integral part of my life....i am missing her so much already.....plz geet come back....i need u and u need me too....look....u hv left bloody footprints in ur cabin....yes its still ur cabin geet....either that or noone's....i wud rather lock it so noone else can occupy it till u come back....
the moment i diverted my attention from u....u hv hurt urself....y cant u take care of urself....dont i hv any other stuff to do other than protecting u all the time....dont u know i cant see u in pain....y do i hv to say it in words geet...cant u read it in my eyes....how can u let all our eyelocks go in vain....i know my ego never lets me express my feelings but y cant u read my eyes....cant u read my heart which takes ur name with every beat.....

ouch....my hand hurts....but it is nothing compared to the pain i felt on seeing ur blood....i will go crazy if i dont bring u back....

at pinky's place....

see geet, i hv come for u to see if u r fine....forget my pretense that i hv come to return ur sandal....i need u....plz come back....my office is empty widout u....my life is a big zero widout u....u say u hv gone crazy....and wat bout me....do u think i am sane....u say i take ur name in a way to silence u....but the fact is i take ur name as it is the only truth in my life....i take ur name because it keeps me sane....did u just say that i am in love with u.....dont u dare repeat wat my heart is saying for days....already i am crazy with trying to ignore my heart and now u say the same thing....y do u hv to make things so difficult...cant u see MSK has his ego to pamper....i cant ever utter the magical three words....u hv to hear it....u say i am happy seeing u in tears....how can u geet....cant u see time stops for me wen u r not around....cant u see my eyes always search for u even wen i am in a crowd....cant u see i feel ur pain even before u sense it....cant u see i cant look into the mirror for fear of seeing u in my eyes....cant u see wat Adi has managed to see that my heart pines for u all the time.....

Wow..........excellent..............analysis of Maans POV.......😛

Originally posted by: Rolzz

Just watched the episode....

Sob sob sob 😭😭😭😭😭

BTW Lovely post....

Again sob sob sob 😭😭😭😭😭

Originally posted by: Armu4eva

Aww...kya hua dear?? Why r u sobbing?? 😕

First watched the episode ...saw Geet's tears....sobbing started...
Was just controlling somehow...came to IF, tada....thers it is, this lovely post about Maan's agony....again sobbing 🤢

pure beauty...loved it veeerrrrrrrrrryyyyy much

Originally posted by: Rolzz

First watched the episode ...saw Geet's tears....sobbing started...
Was just controlling somehow...came to IF, tada....thers it is, this lovely post about Maan's agony....again sobbing 🤢

love your post!!! I so agree!!

i shud hv seen the signals of the universe....i came to scold u for spoling my "high class party"....but i get mesmerised by u....wat a fool i am....i am trying to deny the truth of my life....as if my denying it i will be able to wipe out the emotions that swim to the brim of my heart everytime i see u.....i can see ur shyness as i entered ur green room widout knocking....wat the hell made me do that....it is as if i hv accepted our relationship for granted widout even realising it....i throw the dupatta to cover u and it drops as a veil on u....my heart starts singing whose words i hv yet to recognise....i look thru the veil and see ur trembling lips....ur downcast eyes....just a few moments back i was wondering y i hv come to a marriage party....and now i get the feeling i am in the right place....u throw a garland widout even luking....and i stand there stunned like a groom staring at the only asset of my life....but u ran away my runaway bride.....but dont worry that day wont be far wen this stupid egoistic MSK will realise the essence of u in his life....i will wrap u in a hug from which even u wont be able to escape....my heart and my soul is already urs....my foolish brain is yet to come to terms....

Aditi, wow!!

A heartwrenching saga of love and life of MSK. You have written it so beautifully. I loved how you said that my heart and soul are yours, its just my brain that needs to come to terms with it. Lovely!!

Cheers,
Ash