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okie i do get carried away at times and hence gave u'll the crux of the day the first thing but damn that is in the truest sense the best news 😛 i know none of u mind hearing first 😆😆
to say this is the toughest trial SaJan' love has or will ever face will be stating the obvious - but it is true - it is often said time is the greatest healer and experience the best teacher; but does it always hold true ? perhaps yes, perhaps no - the answer solely depends and yes varies from person to person 😳 at least that's how I feel it to be
in case of SaJan tonight the case arises and yes so do these questions - Gunjan has in a sense became a healer herself- nursing the wounds of those she feels need help - trying to forget her own pain in the process - feeling there are those that are more unfortunate then me - but is she successful truly ?
I have a simple theory in life - I am not too good - i admit it - I love being selfish - and I think there is no better way to be - for my loved ones or even me - the human heart and mind is a simple and a complex thing at the same time - it can confuse you with all these questions and at times provide you with the simplest answers adding - " you knew it all along"
i feel gunjan is in that place to - for me- really - by my statement of being selfish - I mean i think about myself first put my hopes and desires before i think of others - being selfless is the way to be - is easy to say hard to follow - being selfless gives u a satisfaction of helping others true - but does it make YOU really happy ?
it is as simple as that I cannot give to others what i dont have myself - Gunjan is trying to heal ashwini - doing her best - but along the road she is failing - cause she herself hasn't healed or nursed her wounds - however hopes for others to have recovery - this may cause her to forget her pain for the time being but will it erase the hurt ? no it wont - cause she herself needs recovery - unknowingly the path of which she chose today finally - opening the gates to let out her own doom and for light to finally step in 😳
tonight as she conversed with mayank she was ignorant about the fact that Samrat is the trustee of excel college now - while mayu was under the impression she knew the truth - all this happened as Samrat acting as a silent witness to their conversation stood - hoping and praying with all his heart to god - as mayank asked her will she join excel as a counselor - which she finally answered with a Yes 😊 delighting Samrat' overjoyed heart who by know had understood the confusion Gunjan and mayank had
Samrat in his bid that Gunjan stays in excel has asked shukla sir to interview her - as we hear Gunjan thou adamant as ever say she has changed but reemerge as she says to mayank that meeting new people and interviews still so scare her while to ash this is another way that gunjan plans to cross her roads yet - this is in all good news
now when a unknown to truth Gunjan will join excel to save ash - it will be herself that she'd finally recover as fates have opened the doors to banish the pain and hurt - which Samrat will erase with his love and care
Love and friendship are the greatest healers in the world to cure the scars of the soul and when both these come together in the form of one person there isn't anything better then that
in all our lives we all strive hard - to find a friend in a lover;hope for it - but truly lucky are those who in a friend find in a lover😳