Hey Pocu, very sorry for the very late reply
I dont usually do that, but yesterday i didnt think i had words to describe the episode, describe SR - because basically the episode said all
This song for SR by
Westlife called Unbreakble
This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
Finally Sid Modi lays his love and life on the line for the woman he has passionately fallen in love with, for him it was all about now - it was their time, and he couldnt wait any longer, but he did wait until he knew what he knew when he told he knows her so well - that answered everything as to why Sid took these steps towards her - no doubt in his mind, and Sid Modi understands her so well sometimes more then herself - hence they are Soulmates!!!!
Sometimes its so scary the depth of feelings one has, as Sid is telling Ridz all this, i am sure Ridz was scared - that how can this man love her so much (for me i am seeing this from Ridz pov, i am thinking she probably thinks he has only started feeling for her now, but we all know its was 4 months ago or something, and not once has his love wavered for her, increased if anything and been so selfless)
Ridz is scared also in the sense to open herself completely, one reason we know why coz her past experience left in such a dark place, and screwed her over - but in that he found a wondeful man Sid, who brought her back in the light and back into life - painfully as it was, he emerged into a living soul, and her soul is touched by Sid
Scared also in the sense of what and how to deal with these feelings, that are rising stronger, deeper and have come from her pov so quickly - like Sid says 'i dont know how to explain to you how much i love you' 'what this love is' 'this whole feeling' - because as we all know its beyond love, its beyond everything - and to term it something - words just fail, but Sid said his feelings and unveiled her feelings as well in the most simple pure manner
Sid said the most impactful sentence that we all feel and know, and mostly importantly SR know 'I cant explain this feeling or how much i love you' - that one sentence by Sid is what Ridz is feeling, how can she explain the feeling in words to herself and to Sid - its beyond everything not only that these feelings and love has stemed and risen in such a way, that its beyond imaginable to describe or comprehand each feeling, that is so strong, so deep, so soul-stirring - that all in all it moves you from within and leave you so scared and in the sense cry, cry in a way that this feeling, this stirring in you is so beautiful yet so mermerizing, Yearning for so every emotion, every bit of that person, to basically beautifully destroy themselves in that person, in that love.
Sid doesnt need to hear anything from Ridz, he can see it and feel it - and he doesnt expect her to say ILU, he isnt demanding anything but i hope Ridz sometimes gives him reassurance and affection that she does indeed love him, it can said through actions and small mere words because Sid's love shines through in all the things he does for Ridz, thats his love for Ridz
As we have been saying for SR esp Ridz - Love has come softly
Edited by Lennie - 15 years ago