Mayank had come back from college quite earlier today.after dat incident wid dat girl Riya,he felt choked n cud not stay at Excel nemore then.Gunjan had told him 2 forget it n relax,but he simply cudn't.It had been a direct accusation,a direct insult 2 his love,his Nupur.how cud dat girl evn think of it.it may b just a prank for her,but,for him, it tore at his heart.IF ONLY Nupur wud hav been wid him,he wud have got nothing 2 do wid all these,the students,Excel
they won't let me live wid my memories too nowHe thought.he thought of their love,their pain,their small moments of togetherness,their Paradise,nd now-the paradise was lost.!!!
he had been so lost in his thoughts that he didn't realize that he was hungry,n thirsty too.he wud make some tea n then will cook the dinner.
he got up n went 2 d kitchen to make tea.LO,d tea container was empty!!oh..he remembered,last night only he finished wht was left.so,chai not possible.He remembered,how had Nupur said it-dodh ubal raha tha,ubalte-ubalte gir gaya,so,chai not possible!!!how ironic was all dat.evrything,evry single thing,trivial ones brought her back.well,she has never left him actually.his heart knows it.something fell into d tea container.he looked down-his tears.He never stopped them.he had never done dat for d past 3 years.for d world he had moved on,for d college,for d ppl outside,but for his Nupur,he knew,he can never.
He wavered off his thoughts. what was there then??COFFEE.well,he dredged up wht was left of d tea container to make tea.he wud never touch coffee now.NEVER IN HIS LIFE.he went back 2 his room wid wht he called as tea n was rummaging thru his study table when he saw a Mayapari.he sat wid dat.it was nt d magazine.it was d one he had gifted her-d one having their pictures pasted over film stars.how she had loved it!!it had been his first gift 2 her.
His house echoed wid her memories.True,she kept her word.she didn't let Death come near him.she fulfilled her promise,like d true spirited Morena girl she had been always.he felt he had failed miserably.oh..d pain was excruciating.
The whole gamut of emotions went thru him-the bitter regret of lost happiness,the irresistible desire 2 possess his Nupur,d immediate despair at knowing dat he cannot do so nemore now and d struggle in his heart between passion n loss,desire n reason.it was too tough for him.IF ONLY,he cud just hold her once n tell her how much did he loved her.!!!
IF ONLY,by a miracle,she wud come back!!
He listened 2 his heart, remembered her words n let her voice,her memories wash over him.
He fell asleep.
😊
guys,plzz do comment....