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tonight there isnt much to write nor much to speak a cheat shot and bad editing visibly noticed showed Sam getting drunk again and Ash helping him get to her home ... and Gunjan as we know speaks with Mayank about Excel learning he teaches there now ; only to later land at Ash' and find some weird thing happening with bottles of drinks lying around and Ash' anxiety for Samrat - who by the way is still a stranger - to gunjan in relation to Ash .. she doesnt know Ash' mysterious troubled soul is him
however ... one thing somehow made things clear to me in a new light really.. Mayank says he went back to excel for Nupur.. Gunjan to says that at times .. even she feels like going back to her second home ... yet some painful memories stop her from proceeding.. memories of HIM
it took 3 years for Mayank to return to excel ... Gunjan will also return in due time .. accordingly ( she has to or how else will the story proceed. besides excel is the PH & CV's multipurpose property )
ok sorry for distraction.. as i was saying gunjan will return to as time will come surely.. but it made me think what about Samrat... it is memories .. painful memories that in case of mayank had till now stopped him... in case of Gunjan are still obstructing her ... but what about him ?
surely they must be painful for him as well .. how can they not be .. after all he was left all alone .. to suffer in hell .. in misery - yet what made him go back to the same place offering him a stab in his heart as a daily routine... it was his courage
somehow the man Samrat Shergill - i never felt so proud of him - as i do today or ever did before - for i realized the incredible amount of courage that resides .. has always been dwelling inside that implausibly fragile heart of his ...
he didnt chose to run away .. he didnt turn his back to or live in denial of a past so tragic .. no rather he embraced it with open arms .. welcoming with it all the pain, anger and memories of a all that was his life once , of an accident so tragic, of friends gone & mostly of all a sweetheart whose essence is deep in his heart as a stone set more stronger then anyone
yet he faced it.. faced all and i am so astonished and amazed by the guts he has shown and the process in which he has done .. what perhaps is the most difficult task .. face the pain day in and out .. but not with merely remorse or regret .. or seeking a chance to repent .. no but with a firm determination that he'd not let anyone walk the ways... he has done
today he is shattered , moved profusely , bleeding with uncontrollably.. yet he'd fight it.. fight out all with all his strength... yes he may have fallen .. his moments perhaps may be meek but not his strength or determination .. mostly when it comes to his chance at redemption
today these lines perhaps i think do him the most appropriate justice .. in keeping with the situations the actions .. the steps that he has taken
"I am responsible. Although I may not be able to prevent the worst from happening, I am responsible for my attitude toward the inevitable misfortunes that darken life. Bad things do happen; how I respond to them defines my character and the quality of my life. I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness, immobilized by the gravity of my loss, or I can choose to rise from the pain and treasure the most precious gift I have – life itself."
however ... one thing somehow made things clear to me in a new light really.. Mayank says he went back to excel for Nupur.. Gunjan to says that at times .. even she feels like going back to her second home ... yet some painful memories stop her from proceeding.. memories of HIM
it took 3 years for Mayank to return to excel ... Gunjan will also return in due time .. accordingly ( she has to or how else will the story proceed. besides excel is the PH & CV's multipurpose property )
ok sorry for distraction.. as i was saying gunjan will return to as time will come surely.. but it made me think what about Samrat... it is memories .. painful memories that in case of mayank had till now stopped him... in case of Gunjan are still obstructing her ... but what about him ?
surely they must be painful for him as well .. how can they not be .. after all he was left all alone .. to suffer in hell .. in misery - yet what made him go back to the same place offering him a stab in his heart as a daily routine... it was his courage
somehow the man Samrat Shergill - i never felt so proud of him - as i do today or ever did before - for i realized the incredible amount of courage that resides .. has always been dwelling inside that implausibly fragile heart of his ...
he didnt chose to run away .. he didnt turn his back to or live in denial of a past so tragic .. no rather he embraced it with open arms .. welcoming with it all the pain, anger and memories of a all that was his life once , of an accident so tragic, of friends gone & mostly of all a sweetheart whose essence is deep in his heart as a stone set more stronger then anyone
yet he faced it.. faced all and i am so astonished and amazed by the guts he has shown and the process in which he has done .. what perhaps is the most difficult task .. face the pain day in and out .. but not with merely remorse or regret .. or seeking a chance to repent .. no but with a firm determination that he'd not let anyone walk the ways... he has done
today he is shattered , moved profusely , bleeding with uncontrollably.. yet he'd fight it.. fight out all with all his strength... yes he may have fallen .. his moments perhaps may be meek but not his strength or determination .. mostly when it comes to his chance at redemption
today these lines perhaps i think do him the most appropriate justice .. in keeping with the situations the actions .. the steps that he has taken
"I am responsible. Although I may not be able to prevent the worst from happening, I am responsible for my attitude toward the inevitable misfortunes that darken life. Bad things do happen; how I respond to them defines my character and the quality of my life. I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness, immobilized by the gravity of my loss, or I can choose to rise from the pain and treasure the most precious gift I have – life itself."
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