yep, thats what my heart is feeling since I have seen today's episode...
its like this new song from I Hate Luv Storys totally suits these two inseparable soulds who have had to face the world of pain for no fault of theirs!!!!
The lyrics are:
Teri nigaahon ke, teri hi raahon ke
Kareeb se gayi zindagi
Tujhe kyun dekha na, tujhe kyun jaana na
Shikayatein karun ya nahin
Thami hai yeh saansein, bari hai yeh aankhein
Sahu kaise ab yeh faasla
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere
Kuch bacha hi nahin darmiyaan
Saans leti hain ab yeh dooriyan
Dil nahin jaanta raahon mein
Haath se haath choote the kahan
Kyun nazar ke kinare, tootey hain khwab saare, tu bataa
Suna suna samaa hai, khaali khaali jahan hai, ab mera
Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere
O bin tere, bin tere, bin tere
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere
I feel this song is what even Armaan and Riddhima are singing to each other. They know they are only breathing n not living, like Riddhima said :"jab tum chale gaye the naa, toh saansein ginna band kar diya tha maine" (had stoped counting my breaths the day you had left me alone) ..... and doesnt Armaan know that the answer to his question to Riddhima" "aisa kaun hai jiske naa hone se tumhe tumhari zindagi khaali lagti hai" , was always "You".....
She broke all those assumptions we AR fans had been forming of how heartless Riddhima, who was once our sweetheart, had turned out to be in mere span of months... she gave us all the reasons why she had been heartless and that made me feel that her tears had been double edged swords - piercing both Armaan and her at the same time.. Armaan had once said : "Jab Riddhima sad hoti hai toh kuch bhi achchaa nahi lagta"... he has proved it time n again that her happy face is all he craves for... n even today when she was telling him what he had been craving to hear all this while, all he could see was her tears and hence he moved closer to her but being the great soul he is, he didnt even touch her and didnt look at her, lest she reads his yearning for her... thats sooo much pain yaar, Armaan!!!
The lyrics above tell us what we would miss when AR are not together anymore...its like they would be breathing,walking,talking but not living... but that wouldnt stop them from loving each other either....even the air that would touch them wont be that smooth for them if they are not with each other... and so empty would our lives be without the modern-day Romeo-Juilet or Apple -Basket!!!They have given us a lot of smiles but the tears they are shedding right now is piercing all our hearts!!
Dont know what the CVs are doing, why give us such a beautiful confession from Riddhima and then separate them... they are poor star-crossed couple...soo much have they been through... cant they just be happy with each other now?? Why add more angles to this already confused story...Try as much, u wouldnt get a smooth acceptance to any character who is paired with Armaan other than Riddhima. Even Armaan wouldn't be spared of some criticism, I am sure, coz all that he has mouthed and did for Riddhima sounded and looked sooo pure,soo prestine, soo natural that his mouthing any line even closer to all the sweet nothings he said to Riddhima would make us AR fans feel like he didnt love her as much as he said he did...
Plzzzzzzz CVs atleast let the fiction be a happy one!... too much pain in the world to have to see it in a fiction show too...cant for once you melt with all the requests and minnats we have sent your way???... is it soo personal for you to not see AR together that you are pulling all plugs to separate them??
PLEASE DONT DO THIS!!!! I am grown up enuff to understand that this is just a fiction and all that I see is some human's brainhchild and it can be happy or sad depending on a human and not God....but for the love of God, I cant seem to accept the fact that suchha light hearted show has turned into such a sad one...where no couple has ever met their happy ending.... For once change this CVs!!!!.... let Riddhima be with Armaan now,she and Armaan have suffered for long now... Today she broke down but Armaan couldnt even tell her that "Yes, I did it all for you...cant see you in tears and in pain thats why...and I support you for all that you want no matter if it hurts me or kills me in the process..I was anyway dieing without you so better die for you that without you!"... n he didnt say all this coz its wouldnt have made things easy for Riddhima and also coz she somehwere in her heart knows what her pain means to Armaan...
As pple have said, CVs visit this forum often...can they please listen to us once!!! This is the last thing we would want from you... just re-unite Armaan and Riddhima... we have no dearth of plots to see even if Armaan and Riddhima reunited and got married, we cud still see ego clashes of professionals or some stuff where professional couples cope with each other's troubles n then they always had some madness going on in Sanjeevani even when they were together which made for very interesting watch ...c'mmon!!... if you care for TRPs only then give us our beloved AR and you would get your TRPs, much more than you have seen in months now.....