Riddhima One in a million

Riddhima:

When I first entered the gates of sanjeevani,I never thought it would give me so much.i just wanted to prove myself to my dad.i wanted to make him feel proud.that was the only objective of my life before I met you Armaan.i hated you to the core.you used to always bully me and we used to fight like arch enemies,but somewhere deep inside my heart I knew that I din't know a lot of things about you.i was right.I slowly started knowing you. you were always there for your friends and also for me.although you hated me,but you never wished any bad for me.In fact you were there for me a lot of times.we became friends and day by day it started growing stronger till we fell in love. I always taught that it was attraction till the day you met an accident.I still remember the day when atul informed me.i got frightened like anything,frightened for you.i ran to the hospital realizing that the connection my heart had with you.it had started growing feelings for you.I realized that I loved you.You tried your best to make me admit it till I finally bursted out my feelings to you.That day was the most precious day of my life because you came in it..days passed by and our love grew stronger.we faced and shared everything together.you became the only reason for me to live.i dreamed of marrying you and spending the rest of my life with you.Till the most horrible thing happened to us.The terrorist attack.It shattered my dreams.Ill never forget your face when I was shot and we both were just looking at each other trying to hold each other bloodshot hands.when dad told me that you left me,I died that instance.i changed, and removed all my frustration on the person who made a special place in my life.Siddhanth.I still remember the day when I first met him at the airport.i kept on slapping him without even giving him a chance to justify himself.I accused him of being a molester and even worst a rapist,but even after all this,he helped me in my quest to find you.He wanted to free me from all the pain. .He gave me a new life He decided to marry a person who he knew loves someone else.He became my husband. He healed my wounds. In this few months of our marriage,he made a very special place in my heart.I started liking him.i started accepting him as my husband.I still remember the day when his mother forced him to see a girl to marry.It hurt me like anything.That was the day when I confessed to him how much our relationship and he mattered to me.Then came our honeymoon which made me realize the effects sid had on me.Then you came back.But this time,it was different.More than you,I was thinking about sid,what would his reaction be.I didn't realize at that time,that I was afraid of losing sid. He taught I still love you and he tried pushing me to you not knowing that I wanted to be with him.

After the lonavala incidence came a series of misunderstandings.I never saw sid so helpless and defeated.i couldn't see him in pain. He did his best to wound me with his words but I was ready to bear his torture as long as he let me take care of him.i knew he didn't do that on purpose.When I came alldepressed from sids house,I ran to the fire escape to cry my heart out that day,but I didn't feel your presence.you were standing right in front of me downstairs,but I couldn't feel you.That was because my heart decided to spend the rest of my life with sid.It had decided to protect and be protected by sid.I hope you confess your love for me sid because I love you and I always will for the rest of my life.

Riddhimas love for armaan was so strong that she was ready to die for him.For her,accepting someone else as her husband was impossible but she tried to do it for her parents.She decided to make her marriage work.When armaan came back,she choose sid over him.Marriage may be one reason,but deep inside she knew the real reason was sid.

Riddhima,armaan and siddhanth are three different personalities who have qualities distinct from each other. This post is for those who always misunderstood riddhima.

Matt