hope u had a pleasant night and a gr8 day ahead - so was just thinking abt SaJan as i was replying to some posts and well had this thought I wanna share with u'll
to me love has always meant as a journey and not a destination, for a journey can always continue as long as u want it too, but perhaps reaching a destination may hamper the whole thing as at times once u attain something - u start to take it for granted may be subconciously too
love should always make u wanna look ahead to sharing the next moment with ur partner even though they are right there beside u, not just say - u r gonna be there baby i know - and then slowly make thing take a back seat
as was what i felt with SaJan last night - just 1 night doing this to them đł
and moreover i loved the way Gunjan rushed to hold Sammy â¤ď¸ - making me wonder how much she has changed - her journey from Gunjan to Samrat ki Chashmish â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
until the sunshine of your love touched me ,
exposing me to the world,
making me bloom like a rose,
fragnent with your sweet smell.đł
last night was not Gunjan who ran upto him but Samrat Ki Chashmish - as she has become now đł
his love has truly changed her soo - from a girl who was shy to speak up, stand on a stage owing to the fear of ppl watching her and yes who was so taken aback when the 1st time he held her hand - as bhavesh - when they first met if only to warn her - she was just too shocked to realize what he meant and so instaed reacted as such that they fell in a pool
and now, today - she was unhesitating about the fact that a room full of eyes were staring at her all she knew was Samrat was there - right in front of her eyes , all she saw was him, all she knew was him, all her mind could think off was - I Just wanna hold him close - hold him tight in my arms.
to me the talent parade, the Valentines day dance , the play nothing - nothing could ever highlight the confidence now Gunjan has developed as last night's 1 gesture did
and more so then ever i am glad she has now started using this in the most positive way - from being just happy about having fallen in love with her best friend - now she is a girl who knows the guy she loves is hers and she has all the right over him - as she now pouts , sulks and yes gives him a tough look too đđ when he gives flying kisses to other girls - ( that compulsive flirt - kabhi nahi sudherga đđ) , she fights with him when he hides things from her, then stands by his side making him know she's there for him even if he is in a place where they have to bear perhaps the toughest trial of their love - too now where she runs up to him and hugs him - not giving a damn about onlookers while once she was so shy she couldnt even let him hold her hand, hug her or later kiss him
from a girl who once in her drunken state took pride in acknowledging herself as ' Samrat Ki Chashmish' - saying it aloud to all including him as she nearly gave him a heart attack that day too as she yelled I LOVE YOU SAMRAT in that state - ( loved that epi for these moments even now ) - to this girl who now can tell it firmly and makes no bones about the fact she is madly in love with her Samrat đâ¤ď¸