Disclaimer: This is a Sid post so unless you have something to say about Sid please don't bother commenting! Thanks means a lot. đ
Right this is a continuation to my previous post https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/dill-mill-gaye/1382645/lost-the-war-but-won-battle
He has admitted his feelings, he done that yesterday in the library he said all he wants is her happiness and he wants to be the guy that gives it to her. Even today when he was talking to his conscious, he did show that he loved her but he was still in turmoil about his feelings and what they meant.
He wants to be there with Riddhima forever but he can't be selfish, he doesn't want her at the host of her happiness, he wants her in his life, he wants to solve all their problems and that he stated when he spoke to her in the first part of the episode, of course he will hurt if she goes back to Armaan he hasn't denied that but he doesn't mind her going back as long as they are on good terms.
He wants to spend time with Riddhima because she is important to him, he knows she is mad at him and somewhere along the lines it is his fault but he is refusing to see the truth because he knows if he does see it and it gives him hope, what will happen to him if the hope breaks what happens to him, he is better off being selfless than selfish because can autocratic he can go up Riddhima and say you are my wife and I forbid you to do this.
But Sid can never do such a thing, today's episode was a perfect example of Sid's turmoil. His conscious was saying everything he could have done and should have done but Sid can't do those things because he does want Riddhima to be in any sort of confusion and pain.
But with his inner battle he is ignoring all the other feelings around him, Riddhima's feelings which she needs to let out she needs to speak to Sid she needs to stop his turmoil, she is his way out of this turmoil and with her help he will continue fighting this battle till he knows where he stands.
Peace Out! đł
Can't wait to read your comments đ