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She came running through the corridors.. ! How many times had she done this?! Why couldn't she stop herself.. ?! Her mind was blank.. Blinded by the tears that wouldn't stop.. Hell.. ! She shouldn't do this.. But she NEEDED to know what was wrong.. ! What had happened.. !? Why was it that his pain caused her so much pain.. ?? She had the answers.. But they were wrong.. And yet he always felt so right.. Her emotions always felt so true. Whether happy or sad- with him- her emotions felt COMPLETE..
"What happened to him.. !? How is he.. ? Where is he.. ?! Is he going to live.. ?! " - She asked her dad in a trembling voice.. Her lips quivered.. And she just looked at the ground.. Crying like a 6 year old !" Riddhima.. You were at home. How did you get to know? "
She didn't answer. Her mind was too numb to make sweet conversation with anyone. So she just waited outside the operation theatre. He would be fine. She knew it. He HAD to be okay. She'd made her decision. And she didn't care if people thought it was right or wrong. They deserved this happiness after all the pain, misunderstanding,tears and lies..
Someone came and dragged her to the bench..
"Di.. Stop crying.. Rona band karo.. Please Di.. " A hand gently wiped her tears..
" Naina.. I love him.. ! I love him.. ! I can't be happy without him.. ! I.. I... I feel so.. I... Mein kya karoo.. !? WHY.. ?! KYUN.. ?!! "
" Naina, yeh sab kaise hua?"
" I don't know.. Truck.. Pata nahiin Di.. Hospital mein kisine phone kiya tha.. Shayad ID mila hoga.."
She stood up.. And started walking the area like a maniac.. Uttering and mumblind only to herself..
" Beta.. Tum ghar jao"
She didn't respond again..
" Beta.. "
" Papa.. "
She hugged him and cried bitterly.. As she always would.. But today, she was crying for another reason.. Not for the helplessness.. But because she had made her decision and unleashed her hurt and pain..
"Mujhe Armaan ke paas jaana hain.. Abhi.. "
" Armaan is waqt hosh mein nahin hain.. Oooska operation chal raha hain.. "
"I love him.. ! Mein ooske bina nahi jee sakti.. Is tarah hum kab tak jeeyenge.. ? Koi khush nahi hain papa.. ! Koi nahi.. !"
But Shashank said nothing.. He wanted this marriage to work.. Sid was a nice guy.. And now it appeared like he'd heard everything Riddhima had said.. He just stood there.. !
" Riddhima.. Sid.. "
She looked up and saw Sid standing there..
"Mujhe tumse baat karni hain Riddhima"
" Beta.. Abhi nahi.. "
"Nahi papa.. Abhi hi sahi waqt hain.. Sid lets go.. "
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They entered the cabin.
" Riddhima.. "
"Sid.. I'm.. I'm.. "
"Life is so mean and unfair sometimes.. "
" Sid.. I'm sorry"
" Riddhima.. Don't say sorry.. ! Please.. " And his voice trailed off..
" You know Sid.. Like is very weird and complicated.. Its not anyone's fault.. "
"Sab kitna ajeeb hain naa Riddhima.. Woh humein milaata hain.. Pyaar karaata hain.. Koi ek doosre ko pyaar karta hain.. Aur woh doosre kisi aur se"
And she was crying again. She knew it would hurt. But it had to be this way. Sid was special. They had an unbreakable bond. But that bond was not love.
" Sid.. You're special.. But we're not meant to be Sid.. Nobody is happy.. You.. Me.. Armaan "
" Armaan.. I wish he'd never come back"
Riddhima didn't know what to do or say..
So she just hugged him..
" Thank you Sid.. For everything.. And I'm.. sorry.. One day you'll realise that this decision I made was the right one.."
Will continue later..
Was too bored.. So I thought I'll write.. But gotta get back to studying now.. !
Coming up:
Sid Armaan scene
Riddhima Armaan scenes
P.S.: Grammatical errors might be there.. Haven't proof read.. But I promise I know English well..:P :P :P
Oh and " Dhanyavaad "
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