After a long time i watched a DMG epi with my friends
generally when i am with my family i have to keep my face
neutral and act as if these scenes do not bother me at all, but
with my friends its different i can react to every scene and also comment.
Yesterday's episode looked like a filler except Shanky's entry nothing
much happened but i discovered one thing, that Armaan is the
only one who can bring tears into my eyes. I am a stubborn
girl with a weird ego prob which does not allow me to shed
tears in front of others but yesterday Armaan did make me cry.
If you notice carefully you will realise that Armaan is the only one who is
not cared for like Shashank cares for Riddhima, Armaan cares for Riddhima,
Siddhant cares for Riddhima and of course there is Naina. Same way Sue, Sid's
mom, JP, Yuvi and Jiggy care for Sid. But except for Nana there is no one
who actually thinks about Armaan and his happiness. Even if i agree that it was
Armaan's mistake that he left Riddhima stil does one mistake wash off
everything that he did for her? Well yesterday when he blamed himself for
coming back i thought to myself what would be Armaan's feeling and expectations
when he came back, looking forward to meet his basket and with a dream of having
a great life ahead after all that he and his basket have gone through. This thought
made me uneasy and also made me think if Armaan will ever believe in love?
If something similar had happened to me i would have lost faith in god. Is
Armaan feeling the same way? These questions can only be answered by
Armaan or the CV's. Armaan might be just a name for many just another television character but for me he is my world no one else can influence my life the way he does.
Armaan...just a name for others...but the world for me...
Regards,
Janu.
P.S. I would like to apologize to all those who have been hurt by this post.