why life is so cruel to me when i was small my parents alwasy used to fight
i though their is no love kind of things exist only sacrifice and compromise
when i came to know for me they have not done divorce and stay to gether
i again felt why i am the reason for theirpain
when i entered sanjevni i was flirty never taken life seriosly
there i meet a girl ridhima who is independenrtcharming and have all gud qualities
then we fought and become freinds and never knew when fall in love
life was so beutiful after that i totally changed myself
i have never though i will do that for any girl
bt i have done that
because
ridhima was beutful simple eligent love others and only spread love
bt the reality stuck her father wil never accept me
once i fell bt again got up no i cant loose her i cant live without her
spend days and nights at front of her house remained on hungery strike
finnaly his dad agreed
then beutiful journey starts our engagement then again small fights and love
then the day come when my dreams was going to be fulfilled
bt again life plays its game
and we both got shot and get separated
bt that was not end that was begining of painful journey
i had to left her because if had stayed with her i might have hurt her as i might lost my mental balance
i went away so that she can live her life in good way
bt destiny have someother plans
i see him in panchgini and got the courage again to be ok to be with her to make her my life
bt now i am fit and fine bt still she is not mine
life had been creul to me again
can anyone give me the answere why
i will again have to go leave her because of her happiness
bt can i be happy sometime
Edited by mithilalovesksg - 15 years ago