Hi. I'm Yamuna. I'm one of the activists of AR/KaJen's return. It's been fun. I never thought this day would even exist. The first day I came across AR by accident seem to be destiny's work.
Yesterday, i regretted ever watching DMG. but Today, everything seemed numb and dead.
Yesterday, I was still hoping that AR's love wouldn't die, but Today, I don't feel anything.
For some reason, i feel so hollow. I tried watching VMs and Scenes of AR again and again.
But somehow, I don't feel that magic anymore. I think something died in me. Maybe it was my love for AR or myself....
I watched yesterday's episode and I know now that Ive been fighting for something that would never return. The damage was done. Everyone seemed to forget Armaan ki existence, most probably everyone else would too. DMG has always been about Armaan and Riddhima but there were some true essance of DMG that has been destroyed.
All I can say now is everything is gone......
It's all gone.....
I think I'm cursed. Everytime I feel or think that I finally found a safe place for me to love and be loved, that place just crumbles down. The weird part is that I'm well aware of it yet I have the guts to actually trust and fall in love again. I just don't seem to lose hope of finding love when I know I will never do find true love......
Armaan and Riddhima showed me what true love was about. they were magnificent...
I secretly always wished that I would find myself in love like them but now, I know that kind of love never exist in a corruputed world like ours....
I will recover because I cannot die just yet. I have to live to repent all my past karmas...
But I wish to say that everyday when I saw AR, i felt immense joy. they just made me feel special.
I will never forget Armaan and Riddhima because they will always remain as my first ever love in life.......
Armaan and Riddhima, I dedicate my life for you...........
I wished you that you both would be together forever but now, you both will be together forever in me............
I LOVE YOU,ARMAAN AND RIDDHIMA!!!
Yamuna