and man jab Sajan entered oh man oh man oh man what do i say it was so FREAKING UE SO SO DAMNED INNOCENTđ..the wya Sam was twirling his umbrealla..shesh..ad that hat looked cho cho cho adowable on him..and the way Chashmish just ENLIGHTENED seeing him OMG u could literally feel her GLOW not wid pride BUT LOVE SHEER SHEER LOVE..it was beautiful..and the way she said ki kash they had been SRK Kadz coz in the end of their movies atleast they always invariably had a "and they lived happily ever after" wala ending..while Raj Kapoor and Nargis ka pyaar hamesha adhoora rah jata tha..oh man...oh man i felt for her..i so so did...am imagining ki kash we didn't know about whats coming and then when it would have come..toh..toh the feeling would hav been just INEXPLICABLE INEXPLICABLE....does it happen guys ki kahin se u get some intution some some feeling ki kuch hone wala u can feel it in the air..i think Gunjan too felt it kahin na kahin she so so did...
and then then when he took ou that ring..shit shit shit her eyes were so so filled with all the innumerable dreams she had woven around this ONE RING..which was a symbol of endless endless love..the love she felt for him..the love she dreamed to see in his eyes...aisa love jiska no aaj no kal...no tense no time could ever DECIDE its boundaries...and SHE had made this one ring HIS RING HIS LOVE her circle of life...and just when JUST WHEN she htought it was fially coming that every single one of her dreams was just just touching reality..tab uski aankhon ke samne she saw it change course and become someone else's destiny..and she was just left standing there with longing eyes hands out stretched trying so so hard to reach out for it for him..but aisa lag raha tha sab kuch choot raha hai..sab kuch...OMG...she was so so so BROKEN...Sam sam tried his best to tell her their love isn't dependent on such material things as shadi..and she BELIEVED HIM...SHE SO SO DID...but shadi atleast for her was not MATERIAL it was her way to make sure ki woh apni life ka her morning Sam ke face pe sun ko shine karte hue dekh kar shuru kare aur apni life ka her night woh Sam ke saath aane wale kal ke sapne bune...shad was just her way to look forward to life kyunki then she could spend her whole whole life wid him..she could dedicate her every moment to him..loving him would be her IDENTITY..and just before Chashmish turned to leave that moment OH GOD whe they were lookig at each other OH GOD it was so so PAINFUL so ironic i again was TOTALLY CHOKED here..it was was..i dunno..i cant speak..it it really made me fele..i dunno...it wrecked me..Sam sam was so helpless he couldnt believe this was happening to them..ki his Chashmish was HURT coz of him and he couldn't do any damned thing about it..woh chah ke bhi kuch nahi kar pa raha tha..coz he couldn't just couldn't lie to her he couldn't fake or pretend NO NOT WITH HER...and she omg..SHE...i can't even begin to discribe what she felt..all her dreams were just lying around her again and again cropping up to engulf her...just imagine Sam was right there..he was saying he can't live without her...he was saying woh so pyaar karta hai endless wala pyaar..but still she oculd't reach out and go hug him..she wanted to but she couldn't..she just couldn't
and OMG...I CANT GO ON NOW I JUST CANT...