AR FF 'TALAASH' new Part 20 on Page 123 (26/02/2015) - Page 2

Hey simi

Originally posted by: arluver15

Hey simi

gr8 that u have restarted this FF

how about that other FF the rebirth one....

i realy loved that plz rewrite that one too

i belive you have wrote 7 parts in the last one...

so hwen are you going to write the 8th part...........

cont soon

count me in for this one

nruti

Originally posted by: simi2

awwwwwww nruti , thanks a lot for this yaar

and yes i m gonna restart with all my ff , as per the ff , that was made for each other on ar rebirth , will countinue with that alsoo soon ,

infact i really want to write it asd for now , more because i m soo hating current dmg track and soo wished that ar died in the same accident and now there rebirth hehe , how's that 😆

will countinue with all 2 soon

as for this ,i have posted till part 7 ,

and will post part 8 within another 2 days , tab tak saare old parts yahaa post kar rahhe huu and don't worry you r allready in my pm list

Originally posted by: simi2

hey jia

hi sweety , no no i have not ditched with this ff yaar , it was just that i got inactive from the forum for few months and now when i m bac i really want to have a new start , just in case to refresh my memory with what i have wriitten till yet and all,

moreover my old link is not working properly , soo nither doo i have a choice of closing that link and starting again ,

as per countinuing , yes i m gonna countinue with this ff ,and this time without delay you will get the updates for sure

will surely pm you with that

till then keepo reading , old one see apne bhi memery refresh kar loo hehe

lots of love

simi

PHEW!!!!!

welcome back simi dii ,

and thanks a lot for restarting this ff , atleast my regular thretnning pm's had some effect on you and youy started with atleast one of them

Originally posted by: siya_sharma

welcome back simi dii ,

and thanks a lot for restarting this ff , atleast my regular thretnning pm's had some effect on you and youy started with atleast one of them

but where r the other 2 hmm ,

you knew that i just came online to read your ff's only and still you stopped writting them all , and now you started again with just one of them

please start with Made for each other and Yaare dil daare soon please i really want to read them ahead

love

siya

Hey Simi,

Originally posted by: tzahra

Hey Simi,

waow welcome back yaar good to see you again ahh missed you,

so u re-starting ur ff's again cool gd gd,

so do continue soon plzz want to knw wht happens after dat..

PART 4

RECAP: armaan in shimla meets krish n a play ground and riddhima in rahul's office , armaan remebers his past where he used to secretly watch riddhima in her college days , and then he came to know that she was married

and armaan was left in daze , MRS ? ,she is married , may be , but she doesn't looked like , but she is married , it was all armaan was thinking , and he don't knew why he felt bad on hearing that

After discussing all the details regarding the project, working over it , the whole day past like that working in the office

Later in the evening ,

Armaan was back at rahul's place , he don't knew why but he wanted to talk to rahul about riddhima , he wanted to knew about her ,

"Well I really liked the office environment , and the staff as well" , said armaan to rahul in order to start a conversation regarding that

"yaa it is , our staff is really efficient and friendly too" said rahul , generally ,

"Specially with you all of them r very comfortable , they weren't soo with mee , specially your PA she was like very nervous" ,said armaan intentionally , and was side by side observing rahul reaction too ,hoping that he don't take him wrong in any way

"oh riddhima , yaa she is like that , she don't get comfortable soon with others , its been almost an year to her now in our company ,still she is not much friendly with others" , said rahul , generally as they were talking about all the workers

"except you , she was very nice with you" , said armaan , again raising a hope to know more

"yaa a bit , that too after a long time ,earlier few months , she was same with mee to , she take time to adjust with others ,but she is very efficient in her work" said rahul

"oh, ok now I think I will take a leave , I m tired" , said armaan , as he thought that if he ask further about her , rahul will get suspicious about him

The night passed away like that , armaan was thinking about her , and the past , when she used to be very bubbly and friendly , full of life type girl , that was what he found nice in her, when he used to secretly watch her, but now she was not the same , she had changed , changed a lot

NEXT DAY

The work at office went smoothly , armaan was busy with the project with rahul and riddhima with her regular office work

Later in the evening , it was 6 pm time for riddhima to leave the office , as riddhima was rahul's PA , soo she was required to work till 6, managing all his appointments for the next day , that was her work , while whole the other staff leaves the office as 5 only ,

As riddhima was about to leave the office , it started raining heavily , she was standing outside the office gate waiting for rain to get less so that she can walk , same time armaan and rahul also came out of the office , and saw riddhima there ,

"God! This rain" exclaimed rahul , as armaan was standing there beside him , "hey riddhima , do you need lift" , asked rahul looking towards her

"no rahul sir , I will manage" , said riddhima awkwardly ,

"I don't think this rain would stop early ,and you will get all wet to , come we will drop you , and moreover your house is in our route only , soo it won't be a problem" , said rahul trying to be nice , as he knew that she will not agree soo easily , and the rain was actually very heavy

"But sir", but before she could say further ,

"come on , now don't be soo formal , moreover I will even get a chance to meet krish , its been long time I last met him" , said rahul , while armaan who was standing there only got confused , over who krish

"ok , as u say" , finally riddhima agreed and they all went towards the car , rahul took the driving seat , while armaan sat with him on the passenger seat , and riddhima sat on back seat

The whole car journey went in silent from riddhima and armaans's side while rahul was like a non stop tape , kept on speaking about all general stuffs ,

"here you goo , riddhima we reached your house", said rahul while stopping the car in front of her house , while armaan was looking towards her house , it was a small , actually very small house ,

"yaa , thanks a lot rahul , for the lift , please come in , bi would love to meet you" , said riddhima while getting out of the car

"you r welcome , and I wish we could have met her, but its already getting late and moreover its raining , soo better next time" , said rahul , he thought that armaan was also there and might be he won't feel comfortable being here , soo he avoided her invitation

"ok as you say , ok then bye", said riddhima finally getting out of the car ,

"yaa and riddhima , give my love to krish" , said rahul to her while she went out , and he started with the car and moved from there ,

"krish ? who" , asked armaan as he can't hold his curiosity more than that

"oh krish riddhima's son" said rahul generally

"Son?", again another shock , she was married and she even had a child

"Yaa , oh he is a very cute little boy , I m sure you would love him ,he is too adorable" , said rahul smilingly , "infact you know what ,he is very similar like you , he also have blue eyes and a perfect dimple smile just like you" , said rahul adding more to his information

"oh , may be that's the same child from the garden , yes may be , his name was also krish, that lady called him that , soo he was riddhima's son" , armaan was thinking all this

"what happened , where you got lost" , asked rahul , as he found him deep in his thoughts ,

"I know what all you r thinking , armaan why don't you forget about the past and just move on in your life" , said rahul with serious thought

"How did rahul knew about that , no one knew about my past , regarding riddhima , and how come he came to knew that" , were all thoughts coming in armaan's mind as he thought rahul was talking about him thinking about riddhima

"now you again got lost , listen ammy ,I know its tough for you to forget all that I know you were thinking about your child , when I mentioned about krish" , said rahul

"gosh he was talking about that past , wait a second I was not thinking that , how can I forget about my child like this , gosh what's happening to me I not even once got to remember about that till the time I came here, what kind of signal is that" , armaan was again lost in there kind of thoughts , and now rahul was finally getting irritated by him not at all replying to him , but he kept mum , as he knew that armaan never wanna talk about all that

Next few days went normally ,

now armaan was getting comfortable with the working environment there ,and yes he was still same armaan mallik ,lost in his world , thinking about and wishing for only getting his child

It has been a week , that armaan came here in shimla now

"Riddhima what happened why r you getting nervous tell me what's the matter", asked rahul to riddhima as she came to him in his cabin for getting some permission but was getting nervous to ask him

"rahul , sir actually I , actually rahul I need 2 days leave" , said riddhima nervously

"That's it ,ok you can get them , but next week , you know naa the deadline for our project is here and we still have lots of work to doo" , said rahul ,

"Yes I know that rahul , but its urgent ,I need a leave from tomorrow only" , said riddhima

"is there any problem" asked rahul in concerned voice

"yes actually , bi needs to go out of town for 2 days , and soo I can't leave krish alone , I need to be with him" , said riddhima

"oh yaa , you can't leave him but , you work over here is also important now let me think what can we do" , rahul said normally , "yes , why don't you bring him along with you over here , I mean then both the problems would be solved , you can take care of him and work over here simultaneously" , said rahul

"how can I bring him here , I mean , you sure there won't be any problem with that" , she asked unsure of it ,

"oh ho there won't be any problem , infact it would be great , this way atleast I would get a chance to meet with that sweet boy , soo final you bring him over here , for the next 2 days" ,said rahul smiling as her

"thanks rahul , you r really nice" , said riddhima being grateful to him

"I know that , ok now , lets get back to work , there's still lots of pending" , said rahul

and the day passed on

Later in the evening , some close relative of bi was not soo well , so she need to be with them , and soo she went in the same evening leaving riddhima and krish alone there

As bi have already left , soo now riddhima have no choice but to bring krish along with her to her office , after all there regular morning activities , and krish all naughty yet cute acts for irritating her , they both were finally ready for there day in office,

[it was babies day out , lol's lets see what this baby do now]

Riddhima reached her office like always half hour earlier than rahul , she went to her small cabin adjoined with rahul's and then made a comfortable sitting for krish there ,she had already bought all useful stuffs as well as few toys for him , soo that he don't feel bored

And on the other side krish was more than just happy , to get to be with his mother , at this time of the day , when she was never with him , as she was always at office this time , he was loving to just have her by his side

As the day started , riddhima got busy with her daily routine , and in between she easily got some time to look after krish , when she got a call from rahul's cabin ,

"Bachaa mumma will be back soon , soo you just stay over here ok" , she said to krish , who was busy with playing with his toys , as she was going to rahul's cabin for submitting some files to him , she left her cabin , leaving krish behind

And here krish after sometime got tensed for being alone , and soo he started moving here and there , finally he started crawling outside towards the main corridor as he found the cabin door bit opened enough for him to move out of it

He was just there outside her cabin which was next to rahul's cabin , looking here and there to find his mom somewhere in sight ,

On the other side armaan who just came to the office was moving towards his cabin , which was opposite rahul's cabin in the same corridor , when his eyes fall on a small baby crawling in the corridor , unknown smile formed on his face seeing a baby there and then he automatically went near him and picked him up in his arms, just to find him the same baby he met in the garden just a week back

While krish found himself being lift up by some unknown person , got scared as usual , and maid a cute scary face, as he can cry any moment

"Hello baby , we met again ,so what you doing here" ,said armaan smiling to him

While krish was getting uncomfortable in his hold ,he was scared of meeting new peoples and moreover he was all alone here with him , so he started sweeping slowly, tears start forming in his eyes , as he was too small to speak , soo his only way to express his feelings were his gestures ,as he was trying his best to get out of armaan's hold ,he was trying to push him away by his tiny hands , but soon he realized that it was of no use , as he was strong enough for him , he didn't had any other option but to cry , and his sobbing got more harder

"what happened baby" , asked armaan trying to calm him down , he don't knew why , but he felt bad in his heart seeing that tears in his tiny eyes , he just wanted to clear them and make him smile , he don't knew what to doo for that ,

And here riddhima came out of rahul's cabin ,and saw krish in armaan's arms ready to burst out in cry at any moment

She came near them ,and as soon as krish saw her there he started calling her and with his gestures trying to get in her arms , and armaan as he saw her there , let krish goo from his arms , he didn't wanted to but still as he loved being with him ,he don't knew why he really wanted to meet him again after that garden encounter , and now he even knew that he was riddhima's son ,

She took krish in her arms ,as soon as he got in her arms ,he hugged her tight as he can hiding his face completely in her neck , the best place he had for him , this was the most secured and protected place for him , all his fears get away the time she is with him ,

"arre kya hua mere baby ko" asked riddhima to him in his babyish language as she was confused over what had happened to him

"Actually, I saw him and just picked him up and he started crying" , said armaan , trying to tell her the cause of him being soo scared ,

Only then riddhima noticed ,that it was armaan , her boss standing there ,she got nervous that may be he will get angry over her for getting her baby to office and then leaving him free to move here and there in the office

"sir actually, he is my , actually I went to rahul's sir cabin , I m soo sorry for him , hope he didn't disturbed you" , said a nervous riddhima

"relax mrs khanna , its ok , and yaa your baby is really sweet" , said armaan with a smile on his face , and as he again tried to touch krish on his cheeks ,he again turned his face and hide in riddhima's neck , "I think he is scared of me" , said armaan , with a bit disappointment as he wanted to hold him again , to talk to him , to play with him

"actually sir he is scared of meeting unknown peoples, but he get well with them soon" , said ridhhima, as she noticed armaan's disappointment with krish rude behavior towards him , she even felt it strange ,that her always rude and angry and never smiling boss, was trying to be all nice with a small child , it was a complete new side of him which she had seen now , he was smiling and looked a bit happy too ,

"I will take your leave sir , I need to complete my work" , said riddhima to armaan

While she went back in her cabin , and armaan was standing there in his thoughts of krish , he don't knew why he just loved being with him ,

As she came back in the cabin , she tried making krish sit on the seat , but he was not ready to leave her may be he was still scared ,

"arre sweetu , maama yahe hai , kya hua aapko , why r you soo scared" , sad riddhima in babyish language , trying to calm him down

"vo bunny , big bunny , main darr gaya" , said he, tried his best to explain her in his babyish language ,

"bunny , kahha hai bunny" asked riddhima , trying and understanding to what he was trying to say

"udhal [pointing towards the door, as in outside] , park walla bunny" , he said again trying his best to make his mom understand what he was saying,

"no baby , vo bunny nahi the uncle the , and vo park mein bhi uncle the , and aap to mumma ke strong baby ho , aap kisse se nahi darte , hai naa" , said riddhima lovingly

"mera baby strong hai naa" , asked riddhima smiling at him , while he immediately nodded to that ,

"That's like my good baby , chalo ab aap apne toys se khelo , mumma ko kaam karma hai" , said riddhima finally , seeing him smiling a bit , and soo she maid him sit comfortably on the ground , and he got busy with his toys , while riddhima resumed back to his work

Armaan's cabin

Armaan was till lost in krish thoughts , he was smiling remembering the little boy he just met , rahul entered his cabin and saw armaan smiling to himself ,

"someone looking really happy today" , said rahul , which maid armaan get out of his thoughts ,

"when did you came here" , asked armaan

"just now , when you were lost in your thoughts , well who is the lucky girl" , asked rahul smilingly

"girl ,? Who girl", asked confused armaan

"the same yaar whom you were remeberring while smiling to yourself" , said rahul in a bit teasing way

"its nothing like that , I was just thinking about that little boy , I met outside", said armaan normally

"little boy? , whom r you taking about" , asked rahul getting confused

"well riddhima's son , I just met him in the corridor" , said armaan

"oh yaa I forgot to tell you , actually the lady that take care of riddhima's son in has gone out of town , and soo I permitted her to bring her son here , as I can't give her a leave right now , and there was no one to take care of her son" , said rahul to him

"What about her husband , can't he help her with this" , asked armaan normally

"Husband! how can he help" , exclaimed rahul in a bit sad way

"What do you mean?" said armaan a bit confused and curious too

"Actually he is no more" , said rahul sadly

"What" , exclaimed a shocked armaan

"yaa he died 2 years back , even before krish was born , since then riddhima stays here and she is a single mother" , said rahul

While here armaan was just listening and then his expressions changed from shocked to sympathetic for her ,

"That's sad life is full of miseries for many just like mine", said armaan in a sad tone

"ammy why do you always consider yourself as unlucky, I m here for you , we friends r here and we all care for you , please don't get sad like this , I cant see you like this , cheer up man be happy" , said rahul , finally tired of cheering armaan now

"Enough rahul" , very loud as he was very sad and highly pisse of now with this endless tries of all of them to cheer him up ,

"I don't want your sympathy and support , I m all alone and I don't need anyone for me now , my life will be always like this only full of sadness , and loneliness , so please stop this trying of yours now for whom should I cheer u and why should I be happy I don't have any reason for that" , said armaan angrily and left the cabin , while rahul was still standing there , very sad and depressed with armaan behavior

Riddhima who came there when heard armaan loud voice ,and heard what armaan said , got a bit confused over what was happening , soo she went in the cabin after armaan left from there ,

"rahul is everythink ok, I mean why sir left in soo much anger" , she asked in a bit concerned tone

"do you know what riddhima, the armaan whom you r seeing right now , full of arrogance and not talking much to all , armaan was never like this , till few years back he was soo full of life , and a happy person , and now , his life had changed soo much , I really wish to get my old friend back" said rahul , in a sad tone , and all this time his eyes were still towards the door from where armaan has just left , riddhima noticed that rahul even had tears in his eyes .

Riddhima then went back to her cabin , thinking and only thinking about what all just happened there , armaan angry tone and then rahul getting emotional , she understood that armaan was not at all a bad person , his miseries and condition had maid him soo , later she got busy with her work

In the evening ,

she was about to leave , she went out of the office holding krish in her arms as he was deep in his sleep , when her eyes fell on the small garden just in front of there office , she saw armaan sitting on the bench in the corner , lost in his own thoughts like always ,

She don't knew why , but since the morning incident ,she was just thinking one think , that armaan was not bad he is just sad and depressed and need some moral support , she don't knew how she got that guts but she went near him and stand in front of him ,

"good evening sir , you still here didn't went to your home yet" , said riddhima normally

"home [with a sarcastic smile] , you mean the house where people rest , sleep and eat everyday, because home is maid with a family , not with cement and bricks , and I only have a house ,not a home" , said armaan sarcastically ,

"but you still have someone who still care for you" , said riddhima in a positive tone , and with that she settled next to him on that bench , and put sleeping krish carefully in her lap holding him carefully

"what do you mean" , asked confused armaan

"I m sorry actually I heard you saying all that harsh words to rahul sir today" , said riddhima a bit guilty , as it was there personal talks

While here armaan was still sitting there lost in his all that thoughts

"sir may be you must have lost a lot in your life , but still our like has to move on and soo we with that , I m sorry I know its your personal matter and I don't have any right to interfere , and I even don't knew why I m saying you all this" , said riddhima normally

"its very simple to say mrs khanna ,that like has to move on , but you won't understand how difficult it is to live a life like this all alone ,and with no one and no happiness at all , do you know how much it pains to loose someone very dear to you , pain of separation is not easy" , said armaan all this just being self concerned and not even thinking about what he is talking and to whom

"may be I know , how it feels being away from your loved ones" , saod riddhima with slight tears in her eyes remembering her father death ,

While armaan after seeing tears in her eyes , realized that she has also lost somethink special and he thought that she is talking about her husband

"I m so sorry , actually I heard about your husband from rahul , I m sorry I should have not said all this to you" ,said armaan feeling guilty for him saying all that

As he mentioned about husband , she remembered that she has to live in this fake life only ,

"its ok sir , I understand how it feels , you know what god has taken a lot from me ,destiny and its cruel games , 2 years back I was left all alone thinking what to do where to go , for whom shall I live for now , but then my luck gave m this , [keeping a hand on krish head] , my son , a reason to live for , and since then I m just living my life for him , he is my life ,and I m happy and satisfied with the fact that atleast there in someone in this world for whom I m important who needs me , who wants me , and soo I m living this life happily" , said riddhima all this getting a bit emotional over this , while armaan was just staring at her , and listening to her carefully

"you r lucky riddhima atleast you have got a reason to live , but here I don't have anyone for me, I m all alone" , said armaan sadly

"who said that , no you r not all alone , you r lucky also lucky sir that you have a friend , yes you have such a good friend like rahul sir , who can do anythink to make you happy , who r here for you ,who care for you , you r lucky to have friend like him , isn't that enough reason to be happy" , said riddhima , while armaan was listening to her , and realized his mistake , he did till now and was determined now that he will try and remain happy , not for himself ,but atleast for rahul , atul , muskaan ,and anjali , all of them were just soo good ,want to see him happy , he can be happy for them

"you can atleast be happy for them , and for the fact that you have such a nice friend" , said ridhhima again and trying to read armaan expression what was he thinking right now

"you r right riddhima , I can be happy for them , I will try for that , I know I m lucky to have a friends like them , and I suppose now I have one more in the list of them , soo what say friends" , said armaan bringing his hand ahead for handshake ,and smiling at her

It's a beginning for a new relation ,lets see how long it will be like this

Originally posted by: k_anjali12

update sooon Simi❤️