Hi Guys... I usually don't open topics....
Today I am helpless...yesterday and today... what I saw was the most amazing part of MJHT recently.
Nupur....My girl...
I loved yester day ...she was all ready for her surprise.... her face...shy , anticipation, love and somewhat proud.... he is there for her and he promised her that he would give her surprise..she knew he always kept his promise....... The words " I didn't want him to confess infront of morena..just infront of our friends" Loveed it...a girl who respects her family and values and yet again wanted to see some openness from him.. The expressions by RP were exceelent and praise worthy...the shyness and the content in her eyes..knowing that he is going to do that.....
Her waiting on the terrace...hmmmm ..... her eyes wandered ...stuck to the way he is going to walk in anytime....for her and take her with him.......hope ...desire..... everything.....
Disaapointment...scared.... doubt......may be she misunderstood him.......it was a punishment for her...a girl who did everything instantaneously......had to wait....minutes were months for her...again...couldn't help but be mesmerized by her expressive eyes.......This is how one feels in love. Isn't it?
Today...it felt like someone was gutting my heart.......
He was leaving....She was searching........she already feels ominous.......why can't she find him........where is he....the worry , the anguish......she is walking aimlessly........She misses him.......she felt him....sudden ray of hope...he is here..isn't he.......turned and NO he isn't........
She now knew the truth....what was she feeling...numb...struck by lighting......did he actually leave.......she is lost now... she is walking... to where...she doesn't care...she is in a trans like state..trying to absorb the words..understand them.....she bumps in to kids......she doesn't realize...she was praised by people...she doesn't respond.....
And then....suddenly .....she understood...he left...he really left........her heart just sank....it happened to her....that day.... the day he was supposed to immortalize their love ... he left with out saying anything...the pain...the confusion.....the anger......she is unable to comprehend anything right now.....her eyes were welling up... She needed to hold them...she ran...did she need to hide ot she need to be alone to ponder???
She went to the room...God the pain in her eyes.......she is getting it now...she didn't talk to herself much....she didn't wail.... she just broke down.......she felt betrayal...she felt lost........she had questions not complaints.....her hopes and dreams shattered in to million peices......... she was there crying her heart out..... finally she realized she is in love... a love she lost forever.....she lost her love forever the second time.......her heart aches , her mind void...she slumped dowm .......future unknown.....
All this emotions were stirring in me while I watched the epis............I don't now about yoou guys but...If you were or are ever in love....this is the way one would feel if they ever lost their love.......it would be less painful if someone harpooned the heart out
RATI.....muahhhhhhhhhh....I thought I loved you action very much till this day...But TODAY...I fell in love with you.... Actress par none........Beauty and talent.....God Bless You honey...because you are a treat to watch.......
PROUD TO BE A RATI FAN
AJ
Edited by aj_observer - 15 years ago