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well guys and gals..this is the first time am writing a poetry on the forum.. it deals with the feelings of samrat for gunjan..... and here it goes....
I wasn't worth you..
I am sorry I couldn't reciprocate your feelings,
I am sorry I avoided them too;
But tell me what I could have done
I was so sure I wasn't worth you...
You stepped into my life
Like sun's ray,
I was unsure of myself
as always;
not knowing what to say.
You were always way better than me
A better person,
A better human being
Controlled,matured, loving
but unrelenting.
I felt small in your prescence
felt filthy in front of your essence....
I know I lied,
I faked
and you cried.
But I was trying to hide
my emptiness inside
Didnt know
what I was missing outside.
My fulfillment, my dream
My sweet,cute vanilla icecream....
You were there when I needed support,
when i was bankrupt
emotionally broke
The only person who understood me
was you;
but the person whom I hurt most
was also you.
Couldn't you have guessed
why I was twice shy?
too frightened
too insecure
ashamed of a beauty so pure....
Now that I write all this
I don't expect to be forgiven,
yet, you should know
that I didn't want you to
stoop this low
in acknowledging your love for me.
So,I just had to
let you go.
Cos I always knew it to be true
that I wasn't worth you...
P.S- please gimme your review on my first poem....
edit- was it that bad?? atleast kuchh toh reply dijiye...
I wasn't worth you..
I am sorry I couldn't reciprocate your feelings,
I am sorry I avoided them too;
But tell me what I could have done
I was so sure I wasn't worth you...
You stepped into my life
Like sun's ray,
I was unsure of myself
as always;
not knowing what to say.
You were always way better than me
A better person,
A better human being
Controlled,matured, loving
but unrelenting.
I felt small in your prescence
felt filthy in front of your essence....
I know I lied,
I faked
and you cried.
But I was trying to hide
my emptiness inside
Didnt know
what I was missing outside.
My fulfillment, my dream
My sweet,cute vanilla icecream....
You were there when I needed support,
when i was bankrupt
emotionally broke
The only person who understood me
was you;
but the person whom I hurt most
was also you.
Couldn't you have guessed
why I was twice shy?
too frightened
too insecure
ashamed of a beauty so pure....
Now that I write all this
I don't expect to be forgiven,
yet, you should know
that I didn't want you to
stoop this low
in acknowledging your love for me.
So,I just had to
let you go.
Cos I always knew it to be true
that I wasn't worth you...
P.S- please gimme your review on my first poem....
edit- was it that bad?? atleast kuchh toh reply dijiye...
