Arjun....
Socha nahi tha k zindagi mein yeh pal bhi aayega .nahi jaanti thi k woh insaan jo meri zindagi ka hissa hai,woh mere itne hiisse kar dega k meri zindagi kam padegi unhe sametne k liye.aapne kal jo kuch bhi kaha, kiya shayad uske baad mujhe apse nafrat honi chahiye thi.....
par phir bhi har guzarti saans k saath apke liye sirf dua nikalti hai....kyunki mera pyaar apke di har chot k ehsaas se bada hai.taras aata hai mujhe
aap par isliye nahi kyunki aapne mujhe nahi samjha..isliye kyuni aap apne aap ko nahi samajh paaye.
main jaa rahi hoon apki zindagi se...isliye nahi kyunki aap mujhe dard dena chahte hain..apka diya har dard bhi mujhe manzoor hai..kyunki aapke liye
mera pyaar sirf ek ehsaas nahi mera junnon hai..isliye aap jo dard dekar mujhe todne ki koshish kar rahe hain, us koshish mein aap
khud toot rahe hain....aur main apni aankhon k saamne aapki barbaadi nahi dekh sakti .main nahi chahti k is koshish mein aap aisa kuch bhi karen k kabhi agar zindagi mein hamari dobara mulaqat ho aapko mujhse nazrein churani pade..aap mein buhut himmat hai apne ehsaas ko maar kar naye raaston par chalne ki..par main kahaan jaon. Main lamha hoti to aapke waqt mein thehar jaati...saaya hoti to aapke wajood mein bas jaati..saans hoti to aapki dhadkan k saath chalti..ehsaas hoti to rooh mein sama jaati...par main sirf dard ban gayi aapki zindagi ka..isiliye aapko azaad kar rahi hoon....kyunki main woh guzra waqt hoon jo kabhi nahi laut sakta.
I do'nt know whether its a ff or a one shot.just random thoughts of aarohi's current situation.
Anupamaa
