Well u see im all blushing at the thought of dat day?.it was the day we consummated our marriage n started a new life?
.i clearly rember how I was getting all so super jealous of dat roshni cobra as she was openly flirting wid mah jai?.i wanted to strangle her neck sooo badly?grrr?..n he was also trying to ignore me n was swaying to her tunes?I felt so left out from the world?then after exchanging our drinks my head started aching n I decided to return home n den I saw mr walia in a room wid dat cobra?n wat shud I say?my heart was broken in to soo many pieces?.i couldn't see mah husband in anyother womens arms..n especially dat cobra's serpent arms?so with a broken heart I returned home deciding to leave mr walia's life forever?I mean wat was the use of staying wid him wen he dint care a hoot for me??
As all these thoughts wer going inside mah brain I suddenly heard the click of lock n the door turn open?I could feel his presence in the room already?my body stiffened n I dint care to respond n stood by the window?wid each step he took , my heart was beating faster n faster?.i wondered if he could also hear my frantic heart beats?.i tried to avoid looking at him and kept my head down and facing towards the window wen I heard him ask as to why did I leave the party and come here?well wat did he expect me to do?? I mean he can flirt wid dat cobra, not even talk or even give a small smile to me and he expected me to enjoy his stupid party??..i replied,'' I wasn't feeling well mr walia, so thought of coming back?also I hav a terrible headache?dats why I came back''
I felt initially mr walia got the impression that some one had hurt me physically at the party. Coz he was really scared when he saw me sobbing?.. after he says "Bani main party chhodkar aaya hoon".i was already shattered and his caring words dint help me come over my sense of insecurity that I felt after seeing him in cobra's arma?in a very jealous tone I told him dat he needn't hav bothered to come here?.after all it was his nephews engagement?everyone wud be looking for him at the party?he slightly moved towards me and told me dta he had only came here for me?I felt tears brimming up in my eyes and the last scene of him n roshini replayed in my mind again n again. He cud sense dat there was something more than my headache and again asked me wat the problem was?He was kind of irritated too..he I came closer and turned around and started walking away wen he gently grabbed my elbows and tried stopping me?but I was in no mood to stand his this concern showering attitude and removed his hands from mah elbow and wen he again asked me wat happened I told him in a sad, shattered,broken voice,'' aap yaha se jaaiye, u go to her!! roshni must be waiting"'' and then started sobbing hard?
Now he cant understand when HE has been with Roshni all nite, n why the hell was his WIFE so much upset?in between my sobs I managed to say a few words which conveyed to him that I was super jealous of roshni and dat I had seen him wid her in a room?I even told him dat I was going to leave his home forever the nex day..i mean wats the use of staying in a house wid ur husband wen he is happy to be wid other woman??...i felt too unimportant and decided to walk away from his life..if it gives him happiness den let it be that way itself?I mean I was madly in love wid him and he dint even care a hoot abt me??...
It was then dat I felt two soft palms holding my face between them..i tried to shake his hands off but he was in no mood to leave me?ever so slowly he cupped my face and placed along kiss on my forhead???????????dat was our first kiss?..i was still under the shock of the kiss wen I found him slowly kissing away my tears before kissing and nuzzling around the nape of my neck?I felt myself melt around him like a puddle?..my knees wer turning jelly ?..he moved his hands around my slender arms and wen he reached my bangles almost caressed them like he was playing a piano?..i held on to his arms for support becoz it was jus too overwhelming for me to keep standing der widout any support and I held on him-my husband, my love?
He slowly turned around, jus like he was worshipping me and placed a kiss on my back and I let out a slow moan and arched mah back ?.
i could feel the gleam of the silver moonlight spreading across our room?the candles wer long ago blown off by the breezy wind and the whole room w as filled wid an erotic, sensuous feel?.it was that instant that I felt that this was the man whom I loved and der was no point in denying my love for him and then I lowered my self on the silky bed spread and was soon joined by mr walia???????????and soon the night was spent out with each of us proclaiming our love towards one another????????..