Keep Fightin til it Hurts No more...Kavya

You would think that the last thing i want to do after typing consistently for the last 6 weeks is to sit here and write another essay!😆

lekhin kya kuruin..felt like sharing some thoughts with you whilst i can😳

"Keep fightn til it hurts no more..." in my view its a paradox. In some way or another it always will hurt so why fight? you may ask.. well if you dont "fight" then you will wallow into the lowest depths possible, and thats is by hurting yourself. Before you start wondering what this has to do with ka~ let me fill you in😳...

The last two episodes have confirmed something for me, kavya is doing exactly as the quote states "fightin til it hurts no more". The truth is and he knows it too is that his love for anjali will always remain something precious but also painful if the present situation remains..The more he tries to be a "good husband" to pammi the more he is able to distance himself from anjali. But what is a person to do when that person or shall we say "kismat" keeps bringing that person in front of you? Kavya anjali share many different relations on different levels..no matter what they do the two will be entangled in eachother's live's.

The reason i am focusing on kavya is because i feel that anjali a long time back reasoned with the situation and has to some extent made peace with it i.e her actions re: bringing pammi and kavya together. On the other hand kavya is the one who did anjali "wrong". His grief and subsequent inner turmoil is very interesting to watch. Will the lover in him prevail? or the husband/son in him take precedence?.. We all know where his happiness lies but his manzil though so far~ there has been a lifetime of mistrust and miscommunication in the ka relationship~ it is very near. He is a man mujboor in the face of his love., all will lose...

He sees himself in anjali's eyes, the love is strong as it is weak. The storyline is taking us all by suprise my only concern is that kavya is not placed in a situation in which he begins to self-destruct and in this self-destruction he would lose all.

Final thoughts...kavya is a man repenting for his sins, and is after all human we all deserve a second chance at happiness. I hope he gets this chance with anjali again..😳

Ok am very sorry if nobody understood me😕😳 sheeny baby u understand your di dont you?😳😊

luv

uzi

Well thought out Uzi! Hehe.. Im amazed you still have the capacity to think logically and type stuff after all those weeks of coursework! Brilliantly executed!

😆 thnks mahaam and sweetweet 😊 (b/w sweetweet wat is ur name hun? 😊 )
lol im amazed that anyone understood what i meant because i wasnt actually "thinking" when i wrote it if you get me 😆 the brain is most def fast asleep!..

once again brilliant thoughts uzi 👏 👏

poor kkavy is in great dillema, da more he wans 2 bcum a gd husband da more he remembers anjali

i agree dat every 1 deserves a second chance n so kkavy. am afraid too dat if dis time anjali is playin wid kkavyaz emotions den he wud b totally broken coz da other 2 women in hs life(nitya n pammi) r also misusing hs genuine love. Atleast anjali shudnt b playin games wid hs mind

wow. that was well written. said it all. 😊

vry nicely said di its true what u said khavyanjali love is pure nd forever they are true soulmates no one can seperate them from each other

Wooohoo Uzi di....thats my bed time reading done for tonight😆😆
awww di it was great....I understand u completely👏😃

I agree that no matter what kavya does to stay away from Anjali it wont work because she is connected to him in so many ways. Plus Kavya knows that his relationship with Anjali broke because of him so he will always have that guilt of losing anjali due to his own mistakes. He will never be able to accept Pammi fully and this was clear on monday when pammi said 'Anjali tumhare dil mein rehti hai...anjali humare bedroom mein hain...hamare bed par bhi hain'😕 It means Kavya wants to be a good husband but the lover in him doesnt want to be bewafa to Anjali...coz maybe sumwhere in his heart he still believes that he and anjali will be one again.😭😭

Like u said Uzi di, I guess Kavya will keep fighting....and lets see where life takes him. Poor baby. He needs care and love from us...damn all the women in his life...

aaw lol sheen..bedtime reading 😆 aaw im glad i made a little sense..yep you just got to keep fightin'...and uhuh kavya needs some TLC 😉 😆 hehe.. ok well talking about bed time im going to have an early nite i think..all this writing has tired me out 😆

night every1!.. and thnks nisha sweetie and sanoreeta for ur appreciative comments.. 😊 means alot

Uzi..

Aw Uzi huni, that was a very very nice read. 👏
I think they are getting back together hun.
Kavya before must realize the importance of relationships and maybe all of this is an exercise to teach him the same from Anjali. But Kavya lost the battle a long time back, with no chance of recovery 😆 ,

Dil hi jinse haare the, Unse aur kya ladne chale-

(can only say/think that in urdu/hindi. Tried hard to translate but this -kambakth- language is so hard to really translate the nuances , I meant

"kya" signifies in my mind that

To whom he has lost his heart, and that being lost, Kavya has nothing left to battle for that is relevant anymore

"kya" to signify that

He already knows loss so profound, that of his heart. Now where can he find the courage to gamble anything else that might be left, against a new battle with the same enemy)

I dont know after today's episode I am confused, they are trying to bring KA back together but Anjali si behaving very wierd. Kavya has to make that big decision, which he will albeit with a lot of guilt tripping and finally when he realizes he has only one child on the way, Anjali's they will be back together.

well written uzi 👏 👏 !!!! and great comments by all of u 😃 👏 !!!even i think that the lover inside kavya is still there. the more kavya wants to forget anji, the more they are getting closer... i mean this is destiny.
remember in HK kavya said that why they keep on meeting each other again and again if they are no longer together. kavya is fighting 4 his feelings and is trying hard to forget anjali but his soul is not permitting him as they are soulmates.