I know.. i know.. kinda boring... 😛 But it'll get a little more interesting in the next part, when they're separated. Comments please! They keep me running!Part 4:
Fatima was the only woman in the truck. Squashed behind her husband, she tried to comprehend what was going on. They were being carried away in a truck with a bunch of armed men. She noticed Aymen kept pushing her back, trying to keep her covered with his body. If it hadn't been for the deodorant he wore in the morning, he'd be stinking. Sweat was pouring from his body.
"Yuck..." she said.
"SHH!"
"Sorry," she whispered. "You smell good..." she smiled, leaning onto him.
"This isn't the time to sniff me!"
"Should I pinch my nose closed?"
"Trust you to make a joke out of a serious situation."
Fatima giggled. "I'm tired."
It was funny when she was tired, at least Aymen thought so. She just got more hyper, like a child.
"Go to sleep, but just hold on to me..." After a few minutes, he felt her weight leaning onto him.
"Wife?" a man near him asked. Aymen nodded. "It's dangerous for women to be around here. It is a war zone."
Did he just say war zone?
"And what are you wearing?" The man's voice attracted everyone's attention. "Are you American?"
"Uh... yes," Aymen said, unsure about their reaction. He was American, right? Born and raised in the West as an American Muslim, that was his identity, unless they meant his ethnicity, because to him, American wasn't an ethnicity or race, just a mere culture. He'd heard that Afghani's hated Americans.
"What did you come here for?"
"Oh just vacation... visiting a friend."
"Ok."
The heat was agitating. The heat of the sun was pouring in as the afternoon approached. And then again, the knowledge of not knowing where they were headed was making him shudder. They were lost enough in the middle of no where and were now riding in a broken truck with a bunch of Talibanis.
The ride seemed endless. The sun was beginning to hide behind the barren lands. As the sun was more than half hidden, the truck stopped and everyone jumped out. Aymen woke Fatima up... It was time to pray.
After finally finding some water for wudhu and praying, they all lay on the ground resting for the night.
Aymen and Fatima chose a spot far from the rest.
"Where are weeeee? How did we land here, ugh! I'm sweating Aymen!!!! And it's getting cold now..." Fatima wailed.
"I have no idea where we are, and there is no other way..." Aymen sighed.
They sat on the sand, hand in hand, staring at the stars. Nearby a bomb exploded. The sound of a woman's despair could be heard in the distance. A bright orange flash dispersed into the air.
"Depressing..." said Fatima.
"Let's think of something happy..." Aymen suggested. He knew if they kept talking about depressing things, she'd break down in a while.
"Truth or dare?"
"Not dare, it's too daring."
"Fine, truth. How many proposals did you get before marrying me? And how many did you propose?"
"Um... quite a lot. I mean I got a lot of proposals, and Mom made me see quite a few girls too..."
"How many got rejected and why?"
"Only one got rejected. I rejected the rest," Aymen smiled smugly. "This one girl's father rejected me because of my beautiful beard. Sad, I kind of liked her... Uhh... not more than you though," he added, seeing daggers in her eyes. "You're the best and will always be the best."
Disrupting their last sweet moment, a bomb exploded nearby. And this time it wasn't in the nearby village, it was literally at their foots. Just a few miles away, the fire it produced could be clearly seen from the hill top. Everyone scrambled up to their feet and scurried to see what was going on. After a while, lights flashed above their heads and it was clearly seen: helicopters. They were circling the vicinity, perhaps in the hopes of finding talibans?
The men hurried to set up their weapons and aimed at the helicopters. The beautiful starry night was yet ruined for the people of the country. Instead of admiring the stars in the sky, they shrank into their homes for the fear of bombs, missiles, and whatever else was related to that.
Despite the helicopters having passed by, all the men remained awake the entire night, on the look.
As time passed, they took turns sleeping. Soon the streak of dawn was visible on the horizon. Without further delay, everyone got up, washed up with whatever water that remained, and performed Fajr salah in jamaah (together in congregation).
"We're heading for Kandahar now," said a man with what looked like blonde hair. He looked no less than 25 years old.
"Um... ok," Aymen replied, acting as though he knew where Kandahar was. "Where is Kandahar?" he whispered to Fatima.
"Somewhere far off south."
"Huh... thanks smart cookie. They're taking us all the way down there, what do we do now?"
Fatima shrugged. If this was bad, she wondered what a trip of two more days would do to her. Already nauseated, she felt like vomiting. Her head was spinning like crazy and if it wasn't for Aymen, who she was leaning on for support, she would have dropped down.
"Fatima, are you fine?" Aymen asked.
"Kinda, not much..."
"What's wrong?"
"My stomach's paining..."
"Uh oh... is it time... you know... for THAT..."
"Yeahhhhh..."
But before their conversation could be carried any further, a huge truck drove up and over a dozen Afghani police men jumped out and shoved everyone into it. It wasn't a small jeep like truck. It was a TRUCK, the big type.
Shouts of protests erupted as they were being pushed. Fatima made sure she was stuck to Aymen tighter than super glue. The door was sealed shut and oxygen was blocked out.
A few minutes into the journey, they couldn't breathe properly and were suffocating on the smell of their own sweat.
To make their long story of suffering short, they finally arrived at an unknown location. The door was FINALLY open to let some air in, but there was no use of it now. No use... because out of the 50 people that were mercilessly pushed inside, only a few survived, and Aymen and Fatima thanked Allah that they were one of them. The blond man who informed them of their next destination, which they never reached, seemed to be breathing as well.
They were greeted, not so cheerfully, by more Afghani policemen shoving them into a large building with only two windows. It was not a pleasant place. It smelled horrible. HORRIBLE. Enough emphasis could not be given.
Fatima was famished. Not only famished, she was getting weaker by the moment. She was unable to stand up, and it was hard to sleep in a place that stunk, plus there were too many men around, so she stayed glued to Aymen, who was unable to keep himself upright.
A few weeks passed in such condition. They were given bread and water twice a day and that was it. Fatima and Aymen passed their time talking to each other, recalling the moments they spent together... and their plans for the future. They told each other jokes and gave each other comfort and company.
"English? English?" A guard shouted, one day. Aymen shot his hand up, a pure instinct. Perhaps help was on the way. The guard pulled him up and pushed him out roughly. He was let out of the door and presented in front of a soldier. An American soldier... dressed in a green army (er what are they called?) suit with a AK47 at his side (that's the only gun name I know 😃). Aymen was made to kneel on his knees in front of him.
"So where are you from?" Another soldier behind him tied his hands behind his back.
"New York."
"You filthy scum! Traitor! You're AMERICAN? What were you doing in Afghanistan????"
"I... came on a trip," Aymen made sure to keep his wife out of it, as soon as he realized that they weren't here to help him, but rather to harm him.
"For WHAT?"
"Visit a friend."
"DON'T LIE TO ME! You know Osama, you're Al Qaeeda!! You came here to get trained for Jee-had."
"No I didn't."
"Shut up you @#^!&*%@ (Random curse words). Take him in with the others!"
The soldier who had tied his hands behind his back along with a few others dragged him away... his destination unknown to him as he remained in the dark, having no idea as to what he was going to encounter soon in the future... Having no idea what this trip had planned for him.
Part 4... kinda late... but 😃 enjoy (if that is possible) and purlease comment!!!!!!!!!!!!!! About a thousand views and no comments. But for those who did comment... THANK YOU!! I luvs you 😳 Part 5:
It had been quite a few hours since Aymen had vanished. Fatima began to panic. She was all alone with no one around, feeling extremely weak and depressed. After waiting for hours for her husband, she asked an Afghani guard about the "white man" who was taken out a while ago.
"The one with the blue eyes and dark hair?" the guard asked.
"Yes, him... do you know where he is?" she asked.
"They took him."
"Where? Who?" That didn't sound like great news. He was probably taken some place awful, or else he would've called for Fatima.
"The you know... Americans. They took him to their prison in Bagram, I think. Awful place, awful..." The guard shuddered.
"What? They took him? Why? What did he do? Whaa..." The horror of the reality struck her. She was ALONE in a prison surrounded by unknown men who everyone called Taliban, and trust the news reporters, they weren't kind people, were they?
"They say he's a terrorist."
"That's what they call everyone here," said the blond man, who had previously informed them about their destination, which they never reached. The guard shrugged.
"Your bread will be coming soon..." saying so, he left.
The shock of such alarming news left Fatima numb. They had only been married for... what? One month. No, she lost track. They had been rotting in prison for quite a few weeks, they had no idea what the date was. When the bread was brought, she refused to eat.
"Eat, you'll get sick otherwise," said the blond man.
"I don't care."
The blonde man shrugged and ate his bread. "You don't have to worry so much. You'll be with your husband soon enough. If you don't eat, you won't be strong enough to find him."
Fatima smiled for a bit, then took the bread. Well, at least some company helped.
"What's your name?"
"Raheel."
"What are you doing here?"
"You sound like those foreigners who come and ask us what we're doing in our own land," he laughed. "Well, my country is being invaded, and... I don't want it to. They'll just make it worse for us, the way the Soviets did."
"I see... You're alone? No parents, wife, nothing?"
"No. My wife was killed... right in front of my eyes."
Fatima gasped and decided it would be better if she didn't ask further questions about his wife, even though curiosity was going to kill her soon enough...
Night approached, and Fatima was reluctant to sleep without Aymen. Throughout their stay here together, she'd sleep with him, feeling a sense of security. But with Aymen gone, his whereabouts unknown, how could she feel secure? Oh and the fact that she was around men, how was she to sleep? Isolating herself from everyone, she chose a corner to stand awake and stare at the stars... making dua'a that she get out of this hell hole soon.
It was a hell of a ride on the cargo plane from Afghanistan to Guantanamo Bay, Cuba though Aymen had no idea where they were taking him and many innocent others. Hands and legs chained, they had gone through sensory deprivation. The soldiers blindfolded them and on top of that added masks on their faces. It was a LONG journey, and they were made to sit with their backs straight. If they leaned a bit or moved their hands or legs to suit their bodies, they were kicked, which was no fun since they were too weak to even respond to the pain anymore. Deprived of any type of nutrition, most of the "prisoners of war" were malnutritioned and dehydrated.
"Ouchhh!" Someone kicked the cage, disturbing his thoughts. "Damn, what was that for?" Aymen stared at the guard who had just almost kicked him in the face, like literally.
"You ain't supposed to be leanin on the fence, you ********," the guard snarled.
"Why?"
"You know the rules..." said the guard, walking away.
"To hell with the rules, man," Aymen muttered under his breath. His back was hurting him and he wasn't allowed to lean on the fence, or even lay down. Not only was it getting boring, it was getting treacherous to sit under the extremely hot burning sun. Aymen guessed he was somewhere in the Southern Hemisphere, near the equator. Africa, Mexico.... somewhere someplace...
A few weeks went by... nothing happened. No interrogations were done, no questions were asked. Nothing interesting happened. Then one day, when Aymen finally grew accustomed to the frequent kicks and boredom, he was taken for interrogation. He was made to stand on his knees in front of an army commander, and two soldiers besides him. One held a gun to his forehead. Aymen was almost certain the soldier would shoot him; he could hear the frustration of the trigger.
The commander was sitting across him in a chair, a table across him, smoke emitting from his mouth and nose, and if it was possible, it would be escaping from his ears as well.
"So... you're Al-Qaeeda," the commander said, acting as though the accusation was the biggest truth of all time.
"No," said a too-weak-to-respond Aymen. The gun was roughly shoved into his forehead. Aymen gasped.
"You were being trained to be a suicide bomber in Afghanistan!"
What. The. Hell. Him? A SUICIDE BOMBER? "Why would I wanna be a suicide bomber?" Aymen asked.
"I should be asking you that *beep* question!! You piece of *beep*!!!"
"I'm not willing to purposely kill myself for anything."
"Not even for All-lah?"
"Allah doesn't require me to do that for Him."
"Why do ya'll do it then?"
"Messed up retards."
"Guess what? I've got news for ya."
"What?"
"You're one of them."
"No." Another shove from the soldier. He wanted to yell. He wanted to tell him to stop kicking him. He was a human, not a piece of shit anyone could kick around as they pleased. He had rights.
"Look, how about this, you just ANSWER MY *beep* QUESTIONS and I'll leave ya alone? Stop wastin my time! You're Al-Qaeeda!"
"What the freak, man, how many times do I have to tell you, I have nothing to do with them!"
"HOW DARE YOU SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT?" He was punched in the stomach. Hard. He remembered the times he wrested with his friends. It was all friendly, but this was painful. It almost felt like his skin would rip apart and his insides would fall out. "That's it, put him in solitary, give 'im a good lesson!"
"When do we get to go?" Fatima asked Raheel. A guard had recently informed them that many people would be freed, but he didn't know who. Fatima's optimism told her she was going to free soon. It was hard to kill her optimism.
"They'll let you go, you're a woman, but they won't let me go..." Raheel said.
"No, they'll let you go too," said Fatima. She had listened to the heart-wrenching tales of his childhood in Pakistan and Afghanistan, and about his good times when he met his wife, but alas, happiness never lasts in this world...
"You have too much hope. Aren't you afraid something will one day make it fall mercilessly?"
Fatima shrugged, "No... we'll be out soon, I'm su-" A man entered the quarters. He wasn't one of the gruff guards who came on a daily basis to throw food in their faces, neither was he one of their guards who sympathized and pitied them. He was a tall man with broad shoulders. Yes, he had a stern and brusque air to him. Fatima guessed he was a high ranked officer.
"Everyone may leave from here."
"He sure feels generous today," said Raheel, picking up his coat as he stood. Fatima's heart bloomed with unexplainable happiness. They were finally out of this misery, a misery she was unable to bear anymore. Itching her lice demolished scalp, she leapt up in joy, ready to get out.
The 20 men and one woman lined up in anticipation. The guards at the front were performing searches on everyone. A sudden shiver went through Fatima's body. She didn't want strange people to perform a "search" on her!! Soon the line got shorter, they were getting closer to... freedom?
Ok, I'm going to skip the part where the search is supposedly performed, because I have no idea about it. I've wondered how they could do that to a woman, it would be extremely disgraceful and shameful... and might be offending, so maybe I'd be better off skipping it. However she gets through, she's out of that horrific place now.
"Where do you want to go now?" Raheel asked. He offered to give her company as she had no knowledge of Afghanistan and it wouldn't be safe for her to travel alone while every corner of every city in the country was being bombed.
"To my husband, but that's not possible yet. How do I get out here? I want to go back home... how though? I don't have my passport. It probably got bombed along with the building."
"Surely you must know someone in Afghanistan."
"Yes, we came to visit my friend, Amena... I don't have her contact information though." Giving up, Fatima slumped down to the desert ground.
"You give up already? I think you used all your optimism in the hope that you'd be free soon," Raheel laughed. "We can get her contact information, don't worry about that."
After traveling several miles by foot, they reached an inhabited area. And mind you, it took a long time. The village was bustling with noises of children playing, music and anasheeds enlightening the dusty road, beggars lining the street, jugglers and clowns putting up a show... all in all, it was a scene in a war torn country. Fatima didn't think there would be any happiness left anywhere, since it was drained out of her life, but entering the village gave her a sense of comfort and happiness. People smiled at them. She hadn't seen a smiling face in a long time. Ah, the feeling was great!
"Bhai sahab!" Raheel called out, to a man who was using the telephone booth. He spoke to him in a language foreign to Fatima. She guessed it was Pashtu. For all she knew, Raheel was Pathan. He had a pointed nose like the typical Pathan.
"What's your friends name?" He turned to ask her.
"Amena Khan." After a while, Fatima heard Amena's booming voice speaking in Pashtu to Raheel. Hearing her voice gave Fatima delight. It felt so amazing to hear a familiar voice. She felt as though a great burden had been taken off her shoulders.
"Great, I got your friends address. I can take you, or arrange for a ride," Raheel offered.
"I'd rather you come with me. It's scary... alone."
Throughout the journey, Fatima stared out the window. Tears slid down her face. For the first time, reality dawned upon her. Her husband was no longer with her. Where was he? Was he even alive? Or... did they kill him? NO, NO! Her head jerked away from the window as they passed by a dead body of a man who had been shot, his clothes stained with BLOOD. Hadn't anyone bothered to bury his body? Her body trembled, she felt extremely lonely. Fatima loved being around people, people she loved, who seemed to be missing at the most crucial point of her life.
The taxi stopped in front of a building... or rather, the remains of one. A limb dropped from a window. Fatima was sure that was what she saw.
"Excuse me! Why did you bring us here? Are you crazy?" Fatima yelled at the driver. She wasn't mad at the driver for bringing them to the wrong location, rather the fire from the building and the limb falling from the window terrified her. What kind of senseless person would like to drive around a bloody town?
"Ma'am, this is where you wanted to come," said the driver. Fatima turned to the freshly bombed building. Then she realized, it was her friends posh apartment building.
The rubbles of the building fell to the ground. The smoke spewed great heights, almost touching the pure sky. As a child, clouds fascinated Fatima. She'd imagine walking through them, feeling their softness. Oh how delightful it would be if the clouds came down to the earth, she had thought. But now, when there was a cloud in front of her very eyes, right in front of her... or at least it really looked like a cloud from the heavens, but it was associated with the death of her friend. A memory that would haunt her the rest of her life; every time she'd see a cloud, memories of her beloved friends death would be at the top of her mind.
ok, there... Part 5 after a long time, god knows who remembers this depressing little piece 😛 I really hope the story isn't getting boring... please let me know if it is. Oh and after you read this, you might need some cheering up, so watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-f4dQNrpUeU
Part 6:
It seemed like a dream to her. A nightmare. A sudden disturbance in her life. Not even in her nightmares did it ever occur to her that she'd go through something so unexpected.
For Raheel, it was something he'd been through before. His home had been blown up as a child during the Soviet War. He remembered every single detail of that day, and this day reminded him so terribly of it. He almost saw his mother running out of the house, fierce flames roaring up her legs as it ate her flesh.
He glanced at Fatima. Her face was expressionless... pale. Her eyes were blank. He couldn't figure out what was taking place in her mind. Perhaps she was too shocked. From leading such a comfortable in America to a disastrous journey in Afghanistan, he was sure she would break down soon, but him, he was used to it.
She couldn't say anything. The world froze around her. Her arms went limp. This really wasn't happening, was it? It was just a nightmare, Fatima thought. I'll wake up real soon, right? I'm still at home with my husband, I never went to Afghanistan, I never got stuck in prison for no reason... it was just a dream.
But... sadly, pinching herself, she realized, that NO, it was no dream. It was real. It wasn't something she was seeing in newspapers or on TV, she was actually standing in front of a news headline. But this was a headline that would never be broadcasted on national television.
She tried yelling. She tried screaming. But the agony was trapped within her body, unable to make its way out. She silently turned away from the window overlooking horror to find Raheel observing her reactions. A stabbing pain went through her heart. Perhaps the hurt was building up inside her, it would soon bubble out.
"Driver, do you know where the US Embassy is?" Raheel spoke. The driver nodded his head and drove through the rubble.
The ride was silent except for the constant sound of rocks rubbing against the tire.
"Here," the driver said, stopping the car.
"Brother, forgive us, we don't have any money. We just came out of prison," Raheel pleaded.
The taxi driver glanced at the large building. The man wants to go to the US Embassy but has no money for a poor taxi driver.
"It's okay," he said, despite himself. Looking at the condition of the woman with the man, pity arouse in his heart.
"May Allah bless you and give you what you deserve for helping your Muslim brother," Raheel said with all the gratitude he felt for this man who had helped him when he was desperately in need.
As he turned around to face the enormous steps to the building, he saw that Fatima had already climbed half-way through. He quickly caught up with her.
"You want to go home that badly?" he teased.
"Wouldn't you if you were in my place?"
"Well, yes I would, but I was tortured in my own homeland. I can't go anywhere else to escape."
"Is there something I could help you two with?" a woman asked as they entered. "Maybe I should bring a translator..." she mumbled.
"No, that isn't necessary, thank you," Fatima said.
"Oh, I'm sorry."
"Oh no, no problem, you can't really guess I'm a foreigner with my current condition."
"True. So how may I help you today?"
"I want to speak to my parents," Fatima said. "In the US," she added after getting a confused look from the woman.
"Oh, sure!"
Fatima quickly dialed the numbers on the phone, surprising herself. She still remembered her parent's phone number.
"Hello," came her mother's voice.
"Mama," Fatima spoke. "Mama? Mama, please take me away from here, Mama, please!!"
"Fatima, beta!? Calm down, what's wrong? Is everything alright, where is Aymen? Fatima?"
And as Raheel had predicted, it wouldn't belong before she dropped the burdens she was carrying since she last saw her husband's face. She sobbed hard. The tears burned through her eyes and nose. Her body shook with the rhythm of sorrow as her heart raced abnormally. Raheel wiped the tear that had suddenly slid down his face.
"Mama! Aymen, I d-don't kn-now w-where h-he is! Mama please do something, I wanna go back home! I miss you, Mama!"
"Shhhh, meri jaan, first tell me what happened," her mother said. She had heard the sobs of her daughter. Not even as a child had Fatima cried so much.
"Mama, they took us to a prison and then some people took Aymen away from there and I don't know where he is. I miss him."
"Where are you now?"
"In... the US Embassy in Kabul."
....
The days passed by in a blur. Fatima's parents came to Kabul to take her back with them.
Raheel went along with Fatima and her parents to the airport to bid them farewell.
"Where are you headed to after this?" She asked him.
"Where ever life takes me. I have no where to live, no money... but Alhamdulillah (All praise is due to Allah, said when expressing gratitude to Allah), I'll survive. If there is any motive left in my life, it's to live for Allah, that's it."
"Why... why don't you get married again?"
Raheel shook his head. "I loved only one woman and always will. I wish to be in Jannah with her. You know... if I get married again, I probably won't be with her," he smiled.
"Sweet," Fatima smiled remembering the one night when Aymen had told her the same thing. "Anyways, a gift for you..." She waved a box in front of his face.
"No, not at all. I do not except it. Goodness, if I accept that gift, I won't get any reward for helping you! Please don't oblige me!"
"It's not for helping me. It's for YOU because I want to give it to you, and Aymen would've wanted the same, even if you hadn't helped us. Please take it. Tsk tsk, very bad. The Prophet never refused gifts, and you!"
"Ok ok, fine! I'll take it!"
"Don't open it until I leave."
...
And that was the story of her life. There was no sign of Aymen. It had been over a month and Fatima refused to believe that he was dead. Aymen's mother had tried forgetting her son, as much as she loved him. His father had locked himself in the farthest room in the house, reading newspapers and watching the news hoping to get a glimpse of his son. All those dreams they had dreamt, all those maps they had drawn of their future... but alas, Allah had his own plans and Fatima accepted them because only He knew what was better for them. After all you learnt life's lessons from experience, and this experience allowed her to feel the pain that others felt, the pain that was engraved in the script of newspapers and magazines.
But one day, something arrived at their doors with an ordinary looking envelope.
"Fatima, who is it?" Her mother-in-law asked as Fatima opened the door.
"Post guy.. nothing interesting..."
"Oh." Fatima knew her mother in law still had an iota of hope left in her heart.
"Ma! It's a letter from Aymen!" A bright smiled appeared on her face, the smile that was once wiped off.
"OMIGOSH!!!!! MA! He wrote to us!! Baba!! COME HERE! IT'S A LETTER FROM AYMEN! HE'S ALIVE! I TOLD YOU ALL!! YA RABBI! ALHAMDULILLAH!"
"Huh, shoo? Did I hear right? Aymen is alive? Read the letter, fast!" Aymen's father came running into the front room.
"It says 'Bismillah, 4 those who <3 me, I'm alive and in gitmo. Don worry 2 much. 2 weak 2 rite more. Make dua 4 me. I <3 u all.'" Fatima's heart skipped a beat realizing that Aymen was alive. Her heart rejoiced, but at the same time faltered as she thought of him rotting in a cell. Sadness took over her for he was dearly missed at home. His absence had cast a dark shadow over their normally bright and jovial home. Oh and where was he? Gitmo? She'd never heard of that name before... where was Gitmo? wow... I sure took forever to update, didn't I? Not much of a part 😕. I didn't like it much... oh and I thought I'd put a picture of how I imagine Aymen to be 😆😆😆 so it's easier for you as well... the one on the left! Though I understand you might find the one on the right more good lookin 😛 and... Fatima... um... well she's a desi chic 😃 an even thinner version of preity zinta
*EDIT* Argh damn it! The pic wont come up here... u'll just have to take a look yourself: http://imuslim.files.wordpress.com/2008/07/soundofreason.jpg?w=500&h=375
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