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this topic is a continuation of my topic before.
now i know im really dragging this thing.
yes i am.we can just forget it.but the thing that hurted me more is no one understood my feeling no one.
tell me why i wud be rude with someone who is loved by me.if it was not then she wudn't be in my siggy.
let me tell u something.i want to become a viewbie of this forum.thats why i always try tobe more usefull for this forum.i always "disturb" reems with different ideas.i know she feels disturbed. everyone wud.if a boy starts to pm u every week with new ideas, u will too.
but i still wanna do this.because i want to become something.im a very homeloving type of guy.
my relatives always say im not that responsible.i always keep a book infront of me.people think im just a stupid who knows nothing about life.only thing he knows is reading books.i have no friends.
im really alone.when i came here.i thought finally i got some friends.and a scope to show peoplees that yes iqbal can handle responsibilities.i wanna show everyone that i have something to be proud of.thats why im here now.
yes im selfish.when i first came here.i thought being mysterious feels good.but no now i understood being free and truthful is what makes u feel great.
gradually i found even though we say we r friends.we all say "i love u a lot " its not really true.love and friendship is not that easy.it takes lots of time and support and care to be a true friend.
true friendship cannot be based on falsehood.if it is then thats not friendship.thats an illusion.
actually we all r in illusion.i know no one will agree .
all of u will say"hey.u r bad thats why u think bad.im not like u"
yes im bad.i think bad.but one request.plz stand infront of a mirror and see in ur eye's.do u really think ur not like me?
im a very ordinary person.im from one of the most poorest countries of the world.im so poor i dont even have the money to get my own internet connection.
but u guys r not different then me.no u r not.most of the people here think like me.thats why they post topics here.when all of us start a topic we hope this topic will be huge success.people will reply.people will say"hey.u did good."
i think that really feels good.that is the reason most of us come here.we all want to be known as good.
i still remeber the poll posted by me for the most funniest member.when i won the poll i was so surprized and so happy.that only i can feel.i was just amaized.
i got the confidense"look people loves u.u have atleast one talent." this type of very simple but still great feelings is the reason we come here.many may not agree but that is the real truth.
and our friendship? just tell me how can two people be friends if they have contacts like thx,u r great, etc...
for example i will bring in neelu.plz forgive me neelu.
u know she always say she just loves shireen,tina,huzie,uzi or anyother.but does she really have that feeling?
im sure she had very few contacts with them.but why she thinks she loves them.
love is not so cheap.its because she always saw others saying "u r really great.i really lov u"
it may have made an impresion on her mind that "if all r saying.then it must be true.i think i love them too."
it happened with me also.when i first came here i had same kind of impresion.but it dissapeared gradually.
u see names of lots of people's in my siggy.but do u know its only roshni who really has some kind of a relationship with me.i talk to her very often.but i will not say she is my frnd.yes we have a relationship a bit shorter then frndship.which will gradually become frndship oneday.
but others...i dont really know them.none of them.they also dont know me.if they knew me.then they wud never say "iqbal.u did it wrong".
especially uzi.if she was my frnd.she wudv'e first think "can iqbal do that".can he hurt me".we actually dont know each other.we r all live in a dream world where all of us r angels with no bad things.
but im sick of this.i want to show my true self.
who is good.who is bad.who can think a thing that is no way his bzness but still wanna do good..he can also think things that is really selfish.
that is true me.if u still want to be my friend then ur most welcome.this time it will be real.there will be no illusion.
i still remmember a word in sg's siggy friendship or love doesn't mean loving someone perfect.the true love is loving the true person.and facing his good and bad side."
time to go.i will live this forum as i have exam.today i finish my third month here.what a co-incidence!
and today i born as a new man.who may have lost respect of many.but got respect of himself.u can get anything.yes
u can buy love,respect anything.but u cant buy self respect.i may have died here.but i will live in me.now i see only light arround me.
now i found real shanti.shanti and happiness is not same.although i may have lost happiness.but i got shanti.i may have ruined my "carrier" as dev team member.so what.
before going i will say.if u still want tobe frnd with this bad and selfish boy.ur always welcome.just pm me anytime.and if u need help.even though i always think about myself.but i cant stand anybody's problem.
just call me.MAIN HOON NAA.😆
bye people.be cool and truthful.
iqbal
now i know im really dragging this thing.
yes i am.we can just forget it.but the thing that hurted me more is no one understood my feeling no one.
tell me why i wud be rude with someone who is loved by me.if it was not then she wudn't be in my siggy.
let me tell u something.i want to become a viewbie of this forum.thats why i always try tobe more usefull for this forum.i always "disturb" reems with different ideas.i know she feels disturbed. everyone wud.if a boy starts to pm u every week with new ideas, u will too.
but i still wanna do this.because i want to become something.im a very homeloving type of guy.
my relatives always say im not that responsible.i always keep a book infront of me.people think im just a stupid who knows nothing about life.only thing he knows is reading books.i have no friends.
im really alone.when i came here.i thought finally i got some friends.and a scope to show peoplees that yes iqbal can handle responsibilities.i wanna show everyone that i have something to be proud of.thats why im here now.
yes im selfish.when i first came here.i thought being mysterious feels good.but no now i understood being free and truthful is what makes u feel great.
gradually i found even though we say we r friends.we all say "i love u a lot " its not really true.love and friendship is not that easy.it takes lots of time and support and care to be a true friend.
true friendship cannot be based on falsehood.if it is then thats not friendship.thats an illusion.
actually we all r in illusion.i know no one will agree .
all of u will say"hey.u r bad thats why u think bad.im not like u"
yes im bad.i think bad.but one request.plz stand infront of a mirror and see in ur eye's.do u really think ur not like me?
im a very ordinary person.im from one of the most poorest countries of the world.im so poor i dont even have the money to get my own internet connection.
but u guys r not different then me.no u r not.most of the people here think like me.thats why they post topics here.when all of us start a topic we hope this topic will be huge success.people will reply.people will say"hey.u did good."
i think that really feels good.that is the reason most of us come here.we all want to be known as good.
i still remeber the poll posted by me for the most funniest member.when i won the poll i was so surprized and so happy.that only i can feel.i was just amaized.
i got the confidense"look people loves u.u have atleast one talent." this type of very simple but still great feelings is the reason we come here.many may not agree but that is the real truth.
and our friendship? just tell me how can two people be friends if they have contacts like thx,u r great, etc...
for example i will bring in neelu.plz forgive me neelu.
u know she always say she just loves shireen,tina,huzie,uzi or anyother.but does she really have that feeling?
im sure she had very few contacts with them.but why she thinks she loves them.
love is not so cheap.its because she always saw others saying "u r really great.i really lov u"
it may have made an impresion on her mind that "if all r saying.then it must be true.i think i love them too."
it happened with me also.when i first came here i had same kind of impresion.but it dissapeared gradually.
u see names of lots of people's in my siggy.but do u know its only roshni who really has some kind of a relationship with me.i talk to her very often.but i will not say she is my frnd.yes we have a relationship a bit shorter then frndship.which will gradually become frndship oneday.
but others...i dont really know them.none of them.they also dont know me.if they knew me.then they wud never say "iqbal.u did it wrong".
especially uzi.if she was my frnd.she wudv'e first think "can iqbal do that".can he hurt me".we actually dont know each other.we r all live in a dream world where all of us r angels with no bad things.
but im sick of this.i want to show my true self.
who is good.who is bad.who can think a thing that is no way his bzness but still wanna do good..he can also think things that is really selfish.
that is true me.if u still want to be my friend then ur most welcome.this time it will be real.there will be no illusion.
i still remmember a word in sg's siggy friendship or love doesn't mean loving someone perfect.the true love is loving the true person.and facing his good and bad side."
time to go.i will live this forum as i have exam.today i finish my third month here.what a co-incidence!
and today i born as a new man.who may have lost respect of many.but got respect of himself.u can get anything.yes
u can buy love,respect anything.but u cant buy self respect.i may have died here.but i will live in me.now i see only light arround me.
now i found real shanti.shanti and happiness is not same.although i may have lost happiness.but i got shanti.i may have ruined my "carrier" as dev team member.so what.
before going i will say.if u still want tobe frnd with this bad and selfish boy.ur always welcome.just pm me anytime.and if u need help.even though i always think about myself.but i cant stand anybody's problem.
just call me.MAIN HOON NAA.😆
bye people.be cool and truthful.
iqbal
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