The Girl in the Bookshop- - MG || (Part 21 |Page 16) - Page 16

Chapter Twenty-One: A Good Day

Lunch was noisy, of course. They chose a polished restaurant large enough to absorb their group without looking as if an entire family meeting had been relocated there. Not everyone came, but enough did - several cousins, two spouses, Tara, Rhea, a teenager Geet had only recently stopped confusing with someone else. Devika initially said she would not come and was eventually persuaded to join them for lunch before returning home.

Geet sat between Tara and one of the older cousins' wives. By the time food arrived, she had been congratulated so many times that the word had begun to lose shape.

"Please stop."

"No."

"You've already said it."

"We can say it again."

"It doesn't improve with repetition."

"Neither does your refusal."

Samar arrived halfway through that exchange and leaned over the back of Geet's chair. "Congratulations."

She looked up. "Thanks."

He laughed. "I'm late?"

"Very."

"I heard the exact number."

Geet narrowed her eyes. "From whom?"

Samar sat across from her. "The entire house. There was no classified briefing."

She accepted that. Barely.

Neil arrived a few minutes later, greeting Samar on his way toward the table and getting pulled into two different conversations before he had even reached them.

Geet noticed him mostly because he seemed so immediately at ease with everyone. He was tall and lean, with an expressive face and the sort of smile that appeared easily and disappeared just as easily when someone said something ridiculous. There was nothing particularly intimidating about him. His clothes were casual, his hair slightly untidy, and he seemed incapable of crossing a room without somebody stopping him.

He was close to Maan's age, but that was almost where the resemblance ended.

Maan carried stillness around him. Even relaxed, there was something contained and deliberate about him - broad shoulders, dark eyes, that infuriatingly unreadable face, the sense that he was always thinking three moves ahead.

Neil seemed to live much closer to the surface. You knew when he was amused because he laughed. You knew when he disagreed because his eyebrows did something dramatic before his mouth caught up. He did not seem to ration reactions.

Samar glanced up as Neil finally reached the table. "You two haven't properly met. Neil."

Neil held out his hand. "Hi. Apparently I've arrived after the entire congratulations committee."

Geet took it. "Geet."

"Congratulations."

"Thank you."

"Ninety-one point two?"

Geet stared at him. "Does literally everyone know?"

Neil glanced around the table. "I've been inside the building for maybe five minutes. I'm honestly surprised strangers outside don't know yet."

That made her laugh.

Someone called him from the other end of the table, and he turned toward them.

Lunch unfolded around her in overlapping conversations. Someone wanted to know whether she planned postgraduate study. Someone else told her not to answer because that particular cousin would have her enrolled somewhere before dessert. A debate began about whether she should specialize. Geet protested that perhaps she could graduate for one day before being forced into a five-year career strategy.

Rhea pointed a fork at everyone. "She gets until tomorrow."

"Generous."

"I'm known for it."

Geet laughed. A lot, actually - enough that her cheeks began to hurt. There were moments when guilt followed, small, reflexive things. How could she sit here laughing when her marriage had cracked open less than a week ago? How could she like people who belonged to the same family as the man who had hurt her? Then somebody would say something ridiculous and the thought would loosen again. Perhaps pain did not require uninterrupted attendance. She was beginning to discover that.

At some point Tara began taking photographs. Geet objected. Nobody cared. One picture caught her mid-laugh, head turned, one hand lifted as if she could physically block the camera. She disliked photographs of herself on principle.

She liked that one. She did not admit it.

Maan saw the photograph during a meeting.

His phone lit beside his notebook. Family group. He should not have looked. He did.

Geet was laughing. For a second, the conference room receded. She looked young - not because she wasn't, but because he had forgotten, somewhere in the past week, how young she still was beneath everything they had managed to make enormous. Twenty-one. She should have been arguing about lunch and laughing over exam results, not trying to work out whether the man she married had ever given her enough truth to choose him properly.

Maan locked the phone. Someone across the table asked him a question. He answered immediately. Nobody knew he had missed the first half.

Shopping happened after lunch because apparently Geet had never actually been consulted about the plan. Neil ended up driving one carload to the market because it was on his way.

Tara took the front seat. Rhea and Geet sat behind her, shopping bags and handbags already beginning to multiply between their feet.

Before pulling away, Neil looked over his shoulder. "Everyone comfortable?"

Rhea nodded. Geet did too.

The air-conditioning was colder than she expected. She rubbed one hand absently over her arm.

Neil noticed at the next traffic light and turned the temperature up without saying anything.

Geet looked toward the front. He was listening to Tara describe some disagreement with a friend as though it required serious diplomatic intervention.

"So whose side are you on?" Tara demanded.

"Yours."

"You haven't even heard the other side."

"Exactly. Why complicate things?"

Tara laughed. Rhea said, "This is why nobody should ask Neil for moral guidance."

Neil smiled but did not defend himself.

A few minutes later traffic slowed almost completely.

"Sorry," he said, glancing into the mirror. "This road is awful around this time."

"It's fine," Geet said.

It was the first thing she had said directly to him since lunch.

"You get traffic like this in Shimla?"

"Not like this."

"Better?"

Geet thought about it. "Different kind of terrible."

He smiled. "Fair."

And that was all. He did not ask where she lived, how long she was staying, what had happened with Maan, or any of the other questions she had begun expecting people to carefully avoid.

By the time they reached the market, Geet had stopped being conscious of him as someone she had only just met.

Nobody made anything of it. But it was not a makeover. Nobody tried to reconstruct her. That would have sent her home. Instead the afternoon drifted - some people wanted clothes, someone wanted earrings, someone else insisted they should stop for coffee and then forgot about coffee entirely after discovering a shop.

Geet bought a pair of trousers because most of hers were still in Shimla, and a simple blouse she genuinely liked. Nothing dramatic.

At one point Rhea held up a dress.

"No."

"You didn't look."

"I looked enough."

"It would suit you."

"It would require an occasion."

"You live with this family. Occasions reproduce overnight."

The sentence landed a second after everyone else had moved on. You live with this family. Not while you're here. Not while you're staying. Geet stood still for a moment. Nobody noticed. She put the dress back.

Later, they passed a small bookstall wedged between larger shops. Geet stopped. Tara kept walking three steps before realizing she had lost her.

"Oh no."

Geet looked up. "What?"

"Books."

"Yes."

"We'll never get you out."

"You're free to leave."

"We can't. Daadi will count heads."

Geet smiled and turned back to the shelves. The stall specialized in nothing - exactly the kind of place she liked. Science paperbacks beside old novels, a travel memoir next to a badly organized row of poetry, cheap editions stacked under expensive ones for no apparent reason. She bought four books. Three more than she intended. Nobody objected.

On the drive home, Tara eventually fell asleep with her head against Geet's shoulder. Geet looked out of the window. For almost two hours, she realized, she had not thought about Maan. Not deliberately. Not because she was trying not to. She simply had not.

The realization did not feel triumphant. It felt quiet. Not forgiveness. Not resolution. Just an afternoon that had belonged to her.

That might be progress of its own.

By the time Maan left the office that evening, he had already decided, without quite admitting to himself that he'd decided anything, to stop at a particular stretch of road on the way home. He had been thinking about the corn since Samar told him the number.

He remembered the corn the way he remembered very few other things from those two weeks in Shimla - specifically, completely, without having to reach for it. An evening after the shop had closed, the two of them walking nowhere in particular because neither had wanted the evening to end yet, a vendor's cart glowing orange at the corner where the road bent downhill. She'd bought two ears and given him the better one without being asked, and he'd burned his fingers on it and pretended not to, and she'd laughed at him for pretending. Char, lime, a little too much chili the way she liked it. He hadn't thought about it in weeks. It arrived now, whole and immediate, the moment Samar had said the number out loud.

She had earned something today that had nothing to do with him, nothing to do with the land, nothing to do with any of it - three years of her own work, finished and rewarded on its own terms. It seemed, suddenly, like the only thing worth doing with the rest of his evening was finding a vendor who could get it right.

It took him longer than it should have. Three stops, two failures, and one small, undignified argument with a street vendor about whether the chili powder was fresh, before he found something close enough to what he remembered.

He carried it into a house that felt strange the moment he crossed the threshold - too quiet, the ground floor dark in patches, nobody's voice carrying from anywhere.

"Hello?"

A head appeared over the second-floor railing. A teenager, textbook still open in one hand.

"Where is everyone?"

"Out. Since lunch." The boy said it with the particular resentment of someone who had been left behind. "Geet didi got some huge result. Everyone went."

"And you didn't go."

The boy held up the textbook like evidence in a trial he'd already lost. "Exams tomorrow."

Maan almost smiled, despite everything. "Which ones?"

"Boards." The boy said the word the way a person names an illness. "Physics tomorrow. I'm never getting into engineering."

"You will."

"You don't know that."

"No," Maan agreed. "But it's traditional to say it anyway."

The boy considered this an acceptable adult response and went back to his book without another word.

Maan didn't correct the word he'd used.

Didi. Elder sister.

Not bhabhi - elder brother's wife.

Which was, formally, exactly what Geet was to the boy.

He filed the distinction away rather than examining it too closely tonight.

He went into the kitchen alone, and stood at the counter with the two cobs going gradually cooler in his hands, wrapped together in a twist of paper, and had gotten no further than that when Neil walked in.

"What's that?"

"Corn."

Neil raised an eyebrow, waiting for more. When nothing came, he leaned against the counter. "You drove somewhere for corn."

"I drove somewhere specific for corn."

"That's not really an answer, but I respect the commitment." Neil glanced at him properly then, something in Maan's face apparently answering the question he hadn't finished asking. "It's for Geet?"

Maan didn't confirm it. He didn't need to.

"You just missed everyone," Neil said. "I dropped them at the market on my way back. They'll be a while - Tara alone could occupy an afternoon."

"I know." Maan turned the wrapped cobs once in his hands. "Can you give it to her? When she's back."

Neil looked at him for a moment.

"Me?"

"You're already going to see her before I will."

"That's not actually an answer either."

"It's the one I have."

Neil considered him - long enough that Maan felt it, though neither of them said anything about it - then reached out and took the parcel.

"Don't tell her I got it," Maan said.

Neil looked at him once.

"All right."

Maan stayed in the kitchen for another minute after Neil left.

Then he picked up his keys.

There was still work he could do at the office. More importantly, Geet would be home soon.

He left before she was.

Mehek called before Geet had found the courage to call her.

Geet was still in the car, shopping bags at her feet, Tara awake again and arguing with someone in the front seat. She looked at the screen, then answered.

"Hello."

"You got your result."

Geet blinked. "How do you know?"

"Because I checked whether they had posted results, then realized I don't have your registration number, which was deeply inconsiderate of you."

Geet laughed. "I was going to call."

"You always say that after I call."

"I got ninety-one point two."

Silence. Then Mehek screamed. Geet jerked the phone away from her ear. Everyone in the car looked at her.

"My sister," Geet explained.

Understanding appeared immediately.

Someone from the front said, "Put her on speaker."

"No." Geet returned the phone to her ear. "Are you trying to damage my hearing?"

"Ninety-one point two?"

"Yes."

"Geet!"

"I know."

"I'm telling Papa."

"Wait." The word came too quickly. Mehek went silent.

Geet looked through the window. Delhi moved around them in bright fragments - traffic, heat, people crossing between cars.

"There's something else."

Mehek's voice changed. "Okay."

"I need to tell you something about here."

A pause. "Tell me."

Geet looked around the crowded car. "I'm not alone."

"I assumed."

"I mean - I'll call you when I get home."

"Geet."

"I will."

"Promise?"

"Yes."

Another pause. Then Mehek said, "Ninety-one point two."

Geet smiled despite herself. "Goodbye."

By the time Geet came home, the light had begun to soften over the back garden.

Neil found her a little later on the back veranda, curled into a cane chair with one of her new books open and mostly unread in her lap.

"For you," Neil said, holding out the two cobs, wrapped together in a twist of paper.

Geet looked up, then at the parcel, and something in her face opened all at once - surprised, delighted, entirely undefended in a way she hadn't been around anyone in this house for days.

"How did you-" She unwrapped it, breathing in the char and lime. "This is exactly it. This is exactly what we used to get near the bookshop." She looked up at him. "How did you even know I missed this?"

Neil smiled. "I didn't. I just thought you might like it."

Geet looked at the charred kernels. "You got this exactly right."

"Then I got lucky."

There were two.

Geet looked at the second cob, then held it toward him.

"Here."

"That's yours."

"There are two."

Neil took it, and for a while they simply sat with the evening going soft around them, the compound quiet, somebody's television murmuring two rooms away.

"These are so close to the Shimla ones," Geet said, after a while, looking at what was left in her hand rather than at him. "How did you get the exact ones? The char, the lime - even Delhi vendors usually get it wrong."

Neil didn't answer right away, and something in the pause made Geet glance up.

"I know a little about what happened," he said, carefully, gently, the words arriving as though he'd chosen each one for its softness. "You don't have to talk about it. I just want you to know you're not on your own in this house, if you ever feel like you are."

Something in Geet closed, fast and instinctive.

"I don't need anyone looking after me."

She heard the edge in her own voice and didn't apologize for it.

Neil didn't flinch, and he didn't push. He simply tilted his head slightly, unbothered, as though her sharpness had told him something useful rather than warned him off.

"I'm not offering to look after you," he said. "I just didn't think anyone should eat good corn by themselves."

It was, infuriatingly, exactly the right thing to say. Geet felt the tightness in her chest ease despite herself, and something that wasn't quite a laugh escaped her.

"That's a very smooth recovery."

Neil smiled. "Fair."

Geet shook her head, but she was smiling now, and for a little while longer neither of them mentioned Maan at all.

She called from her room that evening. The door was closed. Not locked.

Geet sat cross-legged on the bed with her phone in her hand for almost a full minute before she pressed call.

Mehek answered immediately. "You promised."

"I know."

"What happened?"

Everything Geet had thought she might say vanished. So she began badly.

"Maan knew about part of the land before we got married."

Silence. "What?"

"Not exactly-" Geet stopped, closed her eyes, started again. "There was something in my parents' arrangement. The trustees had authority while I was unmarried. After marriage, some of that authority changed."

"To you?"

"No."

Another silence. "To him?"

"Yes."

Mehek did not speak. Geet continued. The story came out exactly as badly as she had feared - out of order, doubling back, correcting herself. She explained the parcel, then realized she had not properly explained why the parcel mattered. Explained that she had agreed after the marriage without knowing marriage had already changed the legal structure around it. She tried to explain Maan without defending him. Failed. Tried again.

"He did ask me."

"After you were already married?"

"Yes."

"And he knew before proposing that marriage changed the trustees' control?"

Geet swallowed. "Yes."

Mehek's breathing changed. "Did he marry you for it?"

There it was.

Geet stared at the blanket. "He said he did."

"What?"

"Not to me."

She told her about the room. Naina. The people she barely knew. The business conversation. Maan saying the sentence as if their marriage could be reduced to one ugly fact because, in that moment, reducing it had been useful to him. She did not tell every detail. Could not. She told enough.

When she finished, Mehek had been silent long enough that Geet checked the screen.

"I'm here," Mehek said. Her voice had gone thick. "Geet, why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't know how."

"You could have told me badly."

Geet shut her eyes. "I know."

"You could have called and cried at me for an hour. You could have said none of it made sense. I would have taken anything over days of I'm fine."

"I know." The hurt in Mehek's voice was not accusation. That made it worse.

"Are you safe?"

"Yes."

"Actually safe."

"Yes."

"With him?"

Geet hesitated. "Maan isn't going to hurt me."

The answer came before she had time to examine it. She heard what she had done. Defended him. Even now. She hated how complicated that made everything.

"He's not-" Geet searched for the word. "He's not cruel, Mehek."

"He lied to you."

"I know."

"He married you without telling you something enormous."

"I know."

"I'm not saying he's going to hit you."

"I know."

Both of them fell silent. Geet rubbed her thumb against the edge of the phone.

"He tried to talk to me once."

"And?"

"I said no."

"What did he do?"

"Stopped."

"He's mostly staying away now," Geet said.

"Do you want that?"

Geet looked down. "I thought I did."

There. A truth she had not meant to say.

Mehek heard it. "What does that mean?"

"I don't know."

"Geet."

"I don't know." The words came sharper than she intended. Geet closed her eyes. "I'm sorry."

"Don't apologize."

"I just - I really don't know what I want."

"Then come home." The sentence was immediate. Simple. The thing Geet had expected. Her throat tightened.

"I know I can."

"Then come."

Geet looked around the room - at the books she had borrowed, at the shopping bags near the chair, at the walls that had stopped feeling temporary without asking her permission, at the door beyond which an entire house continued as though her presence required no explanation.

"I don't know if I want to yet."

The admission was barely above a whisper.

Mehek said nothing. Geet waited.

"For what it's worth," she added, "I don't understand that either."

Mehek breathed out. "Okay."

Geet blinked. "Okay?"

"I don't like it."

"That's fair."

"I don't understand it."

"Neither do I."

"But okay."

Something in Geet's shoulders loosened.

"Papa needs to know."

"I know."

"Do you want me to tell him?"

"No." That answer was immediate. Whatever else had been taken out of her hands, this would not be. "I'll call him."

"When?"

"Tonight."

"Do you want me on the call?"

Geet thought about it. "No." A pause. "But stay awake."

Mehek laughed softly. "I was going to anyway." Then, because she was still Mehek, she said, "Also, before your husband turned your life into a legal thriller, you got ninety-one point two."

Geet laughed. A real one. "Thank you."

"I'm proud of you."

Geet looked down, her voice softening. "Thank you."

Neither of them commented on the way it almost broke.

Vikram answered on the second ring.

"Geet."

The sound of his voice nearly undid her before she had said anything.

"Hi, Uncle."

"I hear someone has been hiding excellent results from me."

Geet smiled weakly. "Mehek told you?"

"She was apparently authorized to discuss academic achievement and forbidden from discussing everything else."

Geet closed her eyes. "She listens occasionally."

"I've heard rumors." A quiet beat. "Congratulations."

"Thank you."

"I knew you would do well."

"You did not know I would get ninety-one point two."

"No. If I had known that, I would have bought sweets yesterday and pretended I had complete faith."

Geet laughed. There it was. Home, in one stupid sentence. Her eyes filled before she could stop them.

Vikram heard the silence. His voice changed. "What happened?"

Geet wiped quickly beneath one eye. "Uncle-"

He waited. That made it harder.

She told him. Not exactly the way she had told Mehek - there was less panic the second time, more pauses. Vikram did not interrupt often. When he did, the questions were precise.

"When did Maan learn marriage would change the trustees' authority?"

"Before he proposed."

"Did you know?"

"No."

"Did he tell you about the parcel afterward?"

"Yes."

"Did you agree?"

"Yes."

"Knowing he already had that authority through the marriage?"

"No."

Silence. Geet gripped the phone more tightly. Then she told him the sentence.

I married her for the land.

Vikram was quiet for so long that her stomach tightened. "Uncle?"

"I'm here." He sounded furious. Not loudly. That was worse. "Are you at their house now?"

"Yes."

"Do you want me to come?"

Geet closed her eyes. "No." The answer was instinctive. Then guilt followed. "I mean - not now."

"I understood."

"Did you?"

"No." The honesty almost made her laugh. "But I don't need to understand before I listen."

Geet looked down at her hands. "They've been good to me."

"His family?"

"Yes."

"And Maan?"

The question caught somewhere painful. Geet had no answer that was both true and simple.

"He stays away mostly."

"Because you asked him to?"

"Not exactly."

Vikram waited.

"He tried to explain. I didn't want to hear it."

"And now?"

"I still don't." A pause. Geet looked toward the door. "Sometimes."

There it was again. Too honest.

Vikram did not seize on it. "Do you want to come home?"

Geet stared at the floor. Shimla appeared instantly - the shop, the familiar house, Mehek, rain against windows she knew, her parents' photograph, Sunita, a life she understood. Then Delhi appeared beside it - Daadi reading in bed, Devika setting a plate in front of her without asking, a breakfast table loud enough to destroy privacy, cousins celebrating a number as if they had been waiting years to celebrate her, Maan's empty chair.

"I don't know," she whispered.

Vikram was quiet. Geet waited for him to tell her what the correct answer was. He did not.

Finally he said, "Then don't come because you think you're supposed to." A pause. "And don't stay because you think you're supposed to either."

Her throat tightened.

"You have a home here." She stopped breathing for a second. "Whatever happens with him. Whatever you decide. That does not change."

Geet lowered her head. "I know."

"Do you?"

The question was gentle. That made it impossible.

She thought of all the years she had tried to take up as little space as possible. Not be expensive. Not be difficult. Not need too much. Not make Sunita regret how much responsibility had landed inside her home.

Geet could not answer. Vikram seemed to understand anyway.

"Come when you want to come, Geet. Not because you are embarrassed. Not because your marriage went wrong. Not because you think you have to prove anything to anyone." Her eyes filled properly now. "And if you decide to stay in Delhi for a while, stay."

Geet blinked. "You're not angry?"

"I am extremely angry." A wet laugh escaped her. "I am trying very hard to remain civilized because you appear to have become attached to at least some of these people."

"I'm not-" She stopped.

Vikram waited.

Geet sighed. "Some of them."

"I gathered."

Another small silence. Then Vikram said, "Ninety-one point two."

Geet laughed through the tears. "You and Mehek are impossible."

"I blame Mehek."

"You are older."

"Exactly. I have seniority."

His laugh reached her across the distance. For the first time since Delhi, Shimla did not feel like a decision she had to make. It was simply somewhere she could go.

The difference mattered.

Maan came home after everyone else had finished dinner. Again.

He told himself work had run late. That was true. It was simply not the whole truth.

The family room was still awake, voices carrying into the hall. Maan stopped outside it. Geet was inside - he could hear her laughing at something, not loudly, enough. For a moment he stood there. Then turned toward the stairs.

Samar came out just in time to see him. "You're not eating?"

"Later."

"You've said that three nights this week."

Maan looked at him. Samar's expression remained mild. Too mild.

"I'm busy."

"No one said you weren't."

From inside the room came another burst of conversation, Geet's voice among it. Samar glanced toward the sound, then back at Maan.

"She told her family today."

Maan went still. "What?"

"She called them."

Maan's first instinct escaped before he could stop it. "Is she leaving?"

Samar's expression changed, very slightly. There - the fear neither of them had named.

"I don't know."

Maan looked toward the doorway. He could not see Geet from where he stood. "Did she say anything?"

"Not to me."

Maan nodded once, his face closing again. "Okay."

Samar watched him turn. "Maan."

He stopped.

"She had a good day."

Maan did not turn around. "I know."

Then he went upstairs.

Later, Geet passed his room on the way to hers. The door was partly open. Maan sat at the desk, laptop open, head bent, working. Or pretending to.

Geet did not slow.

Maan looked up as her footsteps passed. She kept walking.

For one second she wanted him to know. Wanted to tell him she had spoken to Mehek. That Uncle knew. That the truth no longer existed only inside the Khurana house. Wanted to see what happened to his face when he understood that people who loved her now knew exactly what he had done. Wanted him to ask what Vikram had said.

Wanted-

No.

Geet entered her room. Closed the door. Did not lock it.

The shopping bags sat near the chair. Four books were stacked on the desk beside her laptop. On the screen, the saved result still showed the number.

Ninety-one point two.

Geet sat down. She could go back to Shimla. She could stay in Delhi. Neither possibility disappeared simply because the other existed. Nobody had to decide tonight. Not Daadi. Not Uncle. Not Mehek. Not Maan. Not even Geet.

For the first time, that did not feel like indecision.

It felt like time.

And for now, time was still hers.

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Chapter 20

Of cos Maan has not spoken to Geet as yet

She does need space and time

Liked that the Khuranas have bonded with Geet

She is already part of the family

As expected Geet noticed Maan

Despite everything she still cares

Maan and Geet do need to speak

Geet's dilemma and thoughts were reasonable

Glad that she spoke to daadi

Loved their conversation

Daadi raised valid points

Maan's thoughts were understandable

Proud of Geet

She excelled

The entire family was really happy for her

Devika did congratulate her

So Geet did not know how to address Devika

Well Samar told Maan about Geet's results

Maan is naturally keeping his distance

But he cares for her

Great that the family is celebrating Geet's success

Pleased seeing Geet and Devika getting closer

Chapter 21

Love that the Khuranas celebrated Geet's achievement

They have accepted her as family

Neil seems nice

He is different from Maan

Of cos Maan saw the celebration pics

Hate that Maan ruined everything

Maan's thoughts were reasonable

Well Maan bought corn cob for Geet

As expected he told Neil tell Geet that he bought it

However she knew

Finally Geet told Mehak and then Vikram everything

Geet was clearly confused what to do

She indeed needs answers

Loved that Mehak and Vikram supported her

Good that they left the decision to her

Hope that you Maan and Geet speak soon

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