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Chapter 25

Ottimo at Westview – ITC Maurya, Diplomatic Enclave

Angad stood on the rooftop of the restaurant, the night wind curling softly around him. Rima joined him, her arms wrapped around herself—more from anticipation than the chill in the air.

"I know I'm not what you expected," she said quietly, "but I meant what I said earlier. I see something in us."

Angad turned toward her. His gaze was kind but distant.

"Rima, you're wonderful. You're smart. Kind. But you're also my sister Soni's age. And... I've never seen you that way."

Rima blinked, trying to hide the sting behind a smile.

"You could. Maybe with time?"

He sighed.

"That's just it. I don't want to give you false hope. You deserve someone who's all in."

"I'm not asking for promises, Angad," she said, her voice trembling slightly. "I'm just asking you not to shut the door before you've even tried to open it."

He looked at her—really looked at her. She wasn't begging. She wasn't naïve. She was just someone willing to take a risk on him, even when he wasn't ready to bet on himself.

"I need time," he said gently.

Rima nodded.

"I'll wait. Just... don't disappear on me."

The Next Morning

Meera sat on the hospital bed, staring at the pale blue walls. Her body ached, but it was the silence that hurt more.

Her father, Krishnakant Sehgal, had just left—his forehead lined with worry, his hands trembling slightly as he clutched the hospital reports. He'd been told she had taken a fall. A minor accident. The doctors had honoured her request for discretion.

Because Meera had begged them not to tell.

Not because she didn't want justice. Not because she wasn't furious. But because she couldn't bear to see her father break.

He had raised her after her mother died. He was her pride. Her quiet protector. And Meera knew—one word about what had been done to her would shatter him.

She had always been his brave girl. His "sitaron se roshan beti." And she wasn't ready to watch his light dim under the weight of something he couldn't fix.

So, she smiled. She lied. She hid.

And when no one was watching, she curled into herself and cried like she never had before.

Kabir's Guilt

Kabir never returned to the theatre after that night.

He sat in his room, blinds drawn, the air thick with stillness. His knuckles were still bruised from the fight, but it wasn't the injuries that hurt—it was the helplessness. The memory of being locked out, hearing Meera scream, clawing at the doors until his hands bled—played on a loop.

He stopped answering calls. His friends, Sunny and Ronny, tried reaching out, but Kabir had built a prison out of guilt—and inside it, he punished himself daily.

"She was right there," he whispered once into the silence. "And I couldn't save her."

The shame clawed at him.

He had failed. Not because he hadn't fought. But because he had lost.

He replayed that night over and over—the thud of fists, the slammed doors, Meera's voice, the sound of silence after her scream stopped.

That silence haunted him most.

He started drinking—not to forget, but to punish himself.

He kept staring at his phone, wondering if Meera would ever want to see him again.

But a part of him feared the answer. Another part feared she would come—and he wouldn't know what to say.

The Sakhujas' Concern

Downstairs at the Sakhuja home, the mood had changed.

Kabir, once the energetic, laughing life of the house, now moved like a ghost. He barely spoke at the dinner table, skipped meals, and spent hours locked in his room.

His sister Soni knocked gently one evening.

"Kabir bhaiya... are you okay? You haven't come down in days. Papa's worried. We all are."

Kabir opened the door a crack, his eyes shadowed, stubble creeping over his jaw.

"I'm fine, Soni. Just... work pressure. The script of the new ad's deadline's killing me."

"You haven't worked on a script in weeks," she replied softly.

He looked away.

"I will. Just need some space."

Later that night, Guneet and Nimrat Sakhuja sat in the living room, whispering in concern.

"I haven't seen him like this since college," Guneet murmured. "It's not just work."

"Do you think something happened?" Nimrat asked, her voice tight with worry.

"He'll talk when he's ready," Guneet sighed. "But we can't let him slip through the cracks."

Kabir heard every word through the thin walls.

But he didn't open the door.

Meera's Double Life

Back at Sehgal House, Meera returned to her routine—or at least, the appearance of one.

She resumed her work, met her Aapa for tea, even posted the occasional photograph on Instagram with a soft smile and a vague caption.

But she no longer slept with the lights off.

She jumped at sudden noises.

And she avoided Kabir's name like it was a wound she wasn't ready to clean.

At night, she wrote unsent letters.

Dear Angad,
I see you in my dreams. But now, even my dreams feel like they're watching me.

Dear Papa,
I'm sorry I've changed. I just don't know how to be your sunshine again.

Dear Kabir...
I don't know what to say to you. And maybe I never will.

She folded the letters and hid them in the pages of her diary.

Her way of breathing without speaking.

That evening, Meera sat on the edge of her bed, clutching her phone like it was a lifeline.

She stared at Kabir's contact. Her thumb hovered over the call button, heart pounding like a metronome set too fast.

After a long breath, she typed a message instead.

"I don't blame you. You fought for me. That night—I heard you. You were there. That mattered."

She sent it.

And waited.

Two ticks. Delivered. Then nothing.

The message remained unread.

The next morning, her message had vanished.

Deleted for everyone.

Her heart clenched. Kabir hadn't just ignored her. He had removed her from his world.

Kabir's Silence

Kabir stared at the blank screen of his phone, the soft buzz of Meera's message still echoing in his chest—even after he'd deleted it.

He had read it.

Every word had burned.

He wanted to reply. God, he wanted to run to her, fall at her feet, hold her and tell her he was sorry—not for what happened, but for not being enough.

But shame sat between them like a wall too thick to break through.

He couldn't unhear her scream. He couldn't unsee her lying on the floor, eyes vacant, when the door finally opened.

He had failed her once.

He couldn't risk failing her again.

Kabir and Angad's Room – One Late Evening

The room was dim except for the soft, amber glow of Angad's desk lamp. Papers rustled under his elbows as he typed away on his laptop, frowning at a draft on the screen. The whirring ceiling fan above did little to break the heavy, suffocating silence.

Kabir lay on the bed across the room, motionless, half-curled under a grey blanket. His hair was disheveled, stubble unkempt, and the bottle of rum on the floor, half-empty.

His phone buzzed again.

The ringtone—cut through the silence like a knife.

Angad winced.

It stopped. A moment of peace. Then—again.

Angad gritted his teeth.

"Kabir," he said sharply, not turning from his screen. "That's the fourth time it's ringing. Just pick it up."

No response.

He glanced behind. Kabir hadn't moved. His eyes stared blankly at the ceiling, one arm thrown over his forehead, blocking out the world.

Before Angad could respond, his own phone buzzed.

Rima calling.

Angad stared at it for a second, then let out a sigh.

"What is this, a call center now?" he grumbled. "You won't talk, and now I've got my own drama calling in."

Kabir's phone rang again.

Meera calling.

Angad snapped.

"Alright, enough."

He reached the side table, grabbed both phones, and answered them simultaneously.

"Hello?" he said into both.

There was a pause on both lines.

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To be continued.

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Chapter 26

Meera's Call

Meera's voice cracked through Kabir's phone.

"Kabir? Please... please don't cut the call. I—I don't know who else to talk to. You're the only one who knows what happened to me... Please, just—say something."

Angad's expression softened immediately. He glanced at Kabir, whose fists had clenched beneath the blanket.

And then, on his own phone:

"Angad! Finally," Rima chirped cheerfully. "You've been avoiding me all day. I was thinking maybe we could grab dinner or—"

"Rima," Angad interrupted, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Not right now."

There was silence on both ends.

"I'll call you back," he said curtly and hung up on her.

He turned fully toward Kabir's bed and raised the phone to his mouth again.

"Meera, it's Angad," he said gently. "Kabir's here. He's... he's not in the best state right now."

There was silence from her side. Then—

"Can I talk to him?" she whispered. "Please. I—I don't care if he doesn't say anything. I just need him to listen."

Angad hesitated.

He walked over to the bed and crouched down beside Kabir, placing the phone on the mattress.

"It's her," he said quietly.

Kabir turned his head away.

"I don't deserve to hear her voice."

Angad remained crouched beside the bed, phone in hand, Kabir still unmoving.

He was about to tell Meera that Kabir didn't want to talk, but before he could say a word, the weight of silence shattered—Meera's voice returned on the line.

Soft. Shaky. Heartbreakingly clear.

"Do you know what it's like to scream and no one hears you?"

Angad froze. The phone wasn't on speaker. Kabir couldn't hear a word.

But Angad could. Every syllable. Every breath.

"To be touched in a way that leaves bruises on your soul, not just your skin?"

A lump formed in Angad's throat. His knuckles whitened around the phone.

"I wanted to die that night, Kabir. But I didn't. And do you know why?"

She paused. A breath hitched. And then—

"Because I heard you. I heard you yelling. Fighting. Breaking. I held onto your voice like it was the only thing that could pull me out. And now you've disappeared."

Angad's eyes stung. He turned away from Kabir instinctively, as if protecting her grief, her confession.

"I don't want justice right now. I don't want revenge. I want you. I want to know I wasn't alone. That the boy who bled for me hasn't vanished."

She was crying. Truly crying. That kind of raw, trembling cry that didn't sound like it came from lungs—it came from deep in the ribs, the bones. It cracked through the receiver and settled into Angad's chest like stone.

Kabir, lying behind him, was still staring at the ceiling, unaware.

Meera's sobs quietened, and her voice came in gasps now.

"They told me I fell. That I hit my head. That it was a mistake. But I remember. I remember everything. The hands. The darkness. The smell of alcohol. The sound of my own scream choking in my throat."

Angad's hand trembled.

"I remember crawling to the door. I remember hearing your voice, Kabir. You screamed for me like you were tearing your lungs out."

Angad swallowed the bile in his throat. His free hand tightened into a fist.

"And now you won't even speak to me? You were the only thing that kept me alive, and now you're gone?"

Kabir stirred slightly, shifting his arm to block more of his face from the overhead light, still unaware of the storm unfolding inches away.

"Tell me what I did wrong," Meera whispered. "Please, Kabir. Was it my fault? Did I... deserve it?"

Angad Breaks Down

Angad couldn't take it anymore. He stood up, moving away from the bed. His eyes were wide, lips parted, as if struggling to breathe.

He walked to the far end of the room, clutching the phone to his ear like it could burn him.

"No," he said suddenly, his voice thick with emotion.

There was silence on the line. Then Meera's confused voice:

"Angad?"

"I'm so sorry," he whispered. "I should've said something sooner. Kabir didn't hear any of this. He's... not well. And the phone wasn't on speaker. I—"

He couldn't finish the sentence. His voice cracked.

"Oh God," Meera gasped.

"I didn't mean to listen. But I couldn't stop. Meera... I didn't know. None of us knew it was—"

His voice broke.

"That."

Meera was silent. But Angad could still hear the tears in her breath.

"Please," he said gently, "don't blame yourself. None of this was your fault. You didn't deserve it. You were never alone, Meera."

Back on the bed, Kabir turned, eyes shut tight, face twisted in pain—but not because of what Meera had said. He still didn't know.

The ache in him was from memory, guilt, and grief he thought he fully understood.

But Angad now knew better.

He walked back slowly, looking at Kabir with a mixture of heartbreak and fury.

Because what Meera had suffered was far worse than any of them had imagined.

And Kabir... still had no idea.

The Emergency Ride

The weight of Meera's voice still echoed in Angad's chest as he ended the call. He stood frozen for a moment, staring at the wall, trying to breathe.

Then suddenly—movement.

Determined, Angad grabbed his shirt, shoved his feet into his shoes, and strode out of the room.

"Where are you going?" Pritam called out from the living room, half-dressed, holding his helmet in one hand.

"I need your bike," Angad said sharply, reaching for the keys on the hook.

Pritam frowned.

"Dude, what the hell? It's almost midnight!"

"It's an emergency," Angad replied, not stopping. "I'll explain later."

Before Pritam could protest, Angad was out the door, the bike roaring to life seconds later.

Outside Sehgal House

Meera stood outside the Sehgal House, arms wrapped tightly around herself, mascara streaking down her cheeks, shivering not from the cold but from the rawness of everything she'd said.

When she saw Angad pull up, she didn't move. Didn't blink. She just stood there like a broken statue.

Angad climbed off the bike and walked straight to her.

"Meera," he said softly, reaching out.

She finally broke. With a sob, she collapsed against his chest. Her fingers gripped the back of his shirt like she was holding onto the only solid thing left in her world.

"I can't breathe, Angad," she choked out. "I feel like I'm suffocating. Every time I close my eyes, I see their faces. I hear them. I hear myself. I feel everything. And it never stops."

"I know," Angad murmured, stroking her hair gently. "I'm here. I'm not going anywhere."

"I thought if I stayed quiet, it would go away," she continued. "But it's inside me. I feel dirty. I feel ashamed. I don't even recognize myself anymore."

"Don't say that," Angad said firmly, pulling away just enough to look her in the eye. "This isn't your shame. It's theirs. And you... you survived. That makes you braver than anyone I know."

"What do I even do now?" she asked through her tears.

"You fight," he said, his voice steady now. "But you don't do it alone."

The Police Station

The fluorescent lights of the police station buzzed faintly above them. Meera sat beside Angad, hands trembling as she signed her statement. Her voice had cracked a dozen times, but she didn't stop. Not once.

Angad stood beside her the whole time—silent, solid, present. Not as a boyfriend. Not as a friend. But as something stronger: an anchor.

Once everything was filed and her statement was recorded, Angad gently touched her shoulder.

"There's one more place I want to take you."

At the Hospital

The hospital corridor smelled of antiseptic and sleepless nights. Meera's eyes were wide as Angad led her inside.

"Angad... why are we here?"

"Because I knew you wouldn't come unless someone dragged you," he said softly. "You've ignored your health long enough."

At the nurse's desk, Angad confirmed that Meera's condition was stable.

"Now you know," Angad replied. "Everything's okay. You are going to be okay."

The Ride Home

The city had quieted by the time they were on the road again, the early hours of dawn turning the sky to pale silver. Meera sat behind Angad on the bike, arms wrapped tightly around his waist.

But this time, it wasn't out of fear.

It was need. It was grief. It was survival.

She buried her face against his back. Her tears soaked through his shirt. And her grip... didn't loosen.

Angad felt her pain seep into him like rain through cracks. But amidst it, something stirred inside him—a warmth he hadn't felt in past few months.

His feelings for Meera.

The ones he had buried. The ones he had masked behind distractions. Now... they returned, quietly but powerfully.

TheAssurance

When they reached her home, Angad parked the bike and turned to help her down. She didn't let go immediately.

"Meera," he said gently, brushing a loose strand of hair from her cheek, "you're not alone. Not anymore. I'll be there—every step, every fight, every breakdown. You have me. Always."

Her lower lip quivered, but she nodded.

"I don't know what's coming," she whispered.

"You don't have to," he said. "You just have to take the next step. And I'll be right behind you."

Meera stepped back slowly, hesitating at the gate, eyes still on him.

"I never thought it would be you," she said softly.

Angad smiled faintly.

"Neither did I."

But in that moment—there was no doubt. They were each other's beginning again.

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To be continued.

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