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I would say it's too early to think right now what will happen next .. who will do what ...

what I find comfort in is that their equation has changed.

The way out is simple, accept each other... how they do it we dont know... it can be a test of our patience. But i have faith it will happen

Originally posted by: vimeo

Dunno what to express after reading your review. What is going on in Anis head? This is so unlike him. Becoming a devadas is so unlike him! He getting married for Jhanak's sake and then staying away from Jhanak will not happen! We know what his feelings are! Will Jhanak allow this to happen?! Absolutely not! So what's the way out?! 😔

Originally posted by: PPak

I feel at that time they did not have the seal of being married. I feel now both feel they are married on the inside. Thats what Ani says in the SR dream.We know j considers Ani her husband, so for her giving in to him is not a big deal. Even in hut scene, she stood mute when he took her duppatta off. Makers ahve crafted a narrative, all I'm saying is them being physical last night theoritically fits in story wise and characterization wise.

They're legally married!

Badly in love with each other!

Only Arshi is there to create misunderstanding!

Sexual tension has begun since last night!

But consummation was not possible as Jhanak would not go with the flow that time.

Jhanak and Ani have become RuNak by soul!

Bus unky jism ka milna baqi hai! 🔥

Originally posted by: vimeo

Dunno what to express after reading your review. What is going on in Anis head? This is so unlike him. Becoming a devadas is so unlike him! He getting married for Jhanak's sake and then staying away from Jhanak will not happen! We know what his feelings are! Will Jhanak allow this to happen?! Absolutely not! So what's the way out?! 😔

what does Ani mean when he says saath? she cannot give him saath for life and marry another man right?

in a way he is asking her to stay with him forever. how that will happen esp in BH. Now if he took her to another house - I can see this.

This somewhat makes the case for him bringing her back to try and convince her to change her mind so he can acknowledge her as wife....or the guy is just taking it one step at a time and has not figured what will happen post marriage.

Some showdown may happen, because they have Arshi dialogs that post marriage she will control him etc

Originally posted by: vira76

My thoughts on the episode: There was not much that transpired today so not much to write but one thing is for sure... the equation has changed between Jhanak and Anirudh after his confession.

First and foremost... Anirudh remembers his confession very well.

Ani: agar tum hoti to samaz jati... you care for me much more than Arshi cares for me

Ani: main tumhe gale laga kar so gaya, tumhe bura to nahi laga na... He was feeling a bit ashamed about how be forced a hug on Jhanak, thinking it might have made Jhanak uncomfortable. Mentioning it was a decent thing to do. The last thing he wants to do is chase her away and act like a creep. His sole motto right now is to make sure Jhanak returns with him to Kolkata. This is Ani we are talking about. He does not think further in the future. Its one step at a time always.

Jhanak: Aapako bukhar tha sirf iss liye aap muze gale laga kar soye the? .... Jhanak is wanting more clarification. I guess for her the why is more important naturally. She loves him and hugging him will not make her uncomfortable, but why he is hugging her is what is more important to her. She thinks Ani was talking crazy last night. It was a moment of emotional outburst but not his forever feelings. Is this love or just fear of not being able to see her who has become part of her life? Like when you feel sad when your best friend or some close relative is going away forever...

Jhanak: Kuch dino me sangeet hai.... typical Jhanank, not speaking her mind or asking questions but just putting up a wall

Anirudh says his heart is divided into two parts and he does not understand what he wants to do.

This is nothing new for me. After last night's outburst, it is clear to him, he cannot live without Jhanak but Jhanak wants him to marry Arshi. She reminds him of that commitment he has made to some other woman every step of the way. He does not know what wrong or right thing to do at this point.

If he decides to not marry Arshi, will Jhanak think less of him and will she leave him, his family is also there whom he loves dearly...

If he decides to marry Arshi, he will be miserable for the rest of his life & hopes of being with Jhanak will shatter...

Jhanak does not love him back. He can't make her love him back or force a marriage on her that is not her choice. And he knows how much she hates to live in Bose's house. Its a dilemma, tearing him in two pieces. What he does know is that he wants Jhanak to be in his life, and does not want to lose her.

Again one step at a time ...

Ani: Please kabhi mera sath mat chodana. Baki sab mai sambhal loonga... hamesha mere sath rehana..

puze pata hai Jhanak mai thoda sa matlabi ban raha hoon...

Jab tum mere pas rehati ho, to muze bohot accha mehasoos hota hai. Please kahi gayab mat ho jana.

Ani's top concern right now is Jhanak not being in his life. He is scared to death about losing her forever and never able to see her again. It will be like his lifeline being taken away from him. If marrying Arshi is what he has to do to ensure she feels comfortable sticking around he is ready to do that.

This is called pyaar me shahid hona... being a martyr in love! Is this stupid, right or wrong?... it does not matter. This is what his love is. It can go to this extent!

There is clearly a lot going on in Ani's mind right now. His sudden outburst, his wedding, his family's reaction, making sure Jhanak does not leave him.. there are too many things happening around him. He has not made a decision yet on what he will do, or how he will do it.

Jhanak: aap apana farz nibhayenge... Arshi didi ke sath meri aankho ke samane khush rahenge... lekin aapako unake sath dekh kar main to oodas nahi hongi na... kal raat ke baad bohot kuch badal chuka hai... maine kyu nahi khud ko aap ko...

This was a small monologue but it tells me for Jhanak the way she looks at their relationship has changed. She is questioning herself for hugging him back, for not stopping him... did that feel good? Is my resolve to stay away from Ani and Arshi's marriage breaking? Am I happy about their wedding? Something else is waking up in her... that she feels quite scared to face

Ani: tum chahati ho na, main arshi ke sath khush rahoo, apane har ek farz nibhaoonga.. these words reflected a lot of pain for me... the way krushal said it... it was heartbreaking

Ani: Thank god muze bukhar hua, tum mere pas rahi aur me chain ki need so paya...

Jhanak: (runs away...)

Anirudh's expressing his love here, and how he enjoyed their intimate moments was like showing a mirror to Jhanak. Anirudh is still under the impression that Jhanak feels weirded out about last night. But for Jhanak who loves him, this night also meant a lot as well.

The question is after what happened between them, what was said, what was done, what was shared... will they be able to follow the path they have determined for themselves?

....

Only if love was that simple... 😌

Let's trust their love and have faith in their journey...

Beautifully writen ...

The mind that shadows the heart.

They both were calm and composed .

Reality took over and their world ended .

The best thing is both remembers everything .

After such a beautiful night ,unluckily these two cant rejoice it .They are happy , calm above all sad . The phone that came at the right time , to drop them down from their parallel world .

Jhanak is holding back due to the family , Arshi and above all promise she made to her mom.

She cant open up and enjoy her falling in love With Anirudh.

Anirudh just let it happen , he didnt hesitate to express that the night will remain forever within him. He can break the marriage and face family and society . He hast the mental strength for it. ( When Arshi called him, he expressed it , I am fed up of this ) .From the time Jhanak left to Kashmir he is doing everything for her . He didnt allow anyone to tarnish her respect . Right from refusing to remove the ring , stating it would be insult to Jhanak 's gift , calling himself characterless , accusing Shristi of helping Tejas , he is doing everything for her specially in her absence . He knows if she was there she would revolt and so he does it for her sake . He makes sure she is defended in her absence .It is done purposely by him .

Its all about Jhanak and her dignity ...

I hope Jhanak reciprocate his love and give him the needed strength to accept them infront of the world , than being a sacrificial girl...

He might have felt embarassed or even guilty to an extent , but not ashamed . He didnt do anything wrong in hugging her or asking for a hug . He confessed that he loves her .The thankyou Jhanak conveys it , and also he initiated the talk . ( He wouldn't thank her , of he was ashamed )

The calm tone , blank eyes of him and the monologue of Jhanak it all leads to their desire to be together , which looks impossible to them .

If it should happen it will/ would happen as they were chosen by the universe .

Bold: that was Jhanak's slip of emotions... did ani notice that? did he understand it? I am not sure. As far as i know his emotional intelligence, I don't think so... Words are more important to him... he is a kid when it comes to understanding love

Bold: yes i had that feeling , something has changed in her.. but to what extent we dont know yet

there was not a lot of conversation for us to come to any solid conclusion. its itv things will only transpire slowly and gradually ... but i have feeling it is heading somewhere good

Originally posted by: Sampada_14

Yeah, progress is there...

But what about she keeping her hands on his back when he said I love You? Wasn't that her consent?

It's true that Jhanak is not letting him inn...She has her own reasons too...

Maybe, this time seeing him with Arshi, after last night's confession & all the proximity she will actually start opening up as wife in her is waking up now....

As today that..."Hum dono ko compare matt kijiye" She wasn't angry like earlier she used to be whenever he put their names together, there was something else today...

Originally posted by: xnbstar

I think he got a clear indication of her love for him and is trying to instigate her now.

He's definitely up to something; otherwise, he would never take Jhanak with him to be tortured further.

But at the end, sari nafrat and takleefein Jhanak ke hissay me hi ari hai.

Akhar kab tk wo sehan karegy, she's to become strong and brave this time.

Yeah, something is cooking in his mind for sure...

Jhanak kuch na bhi karey to bhi she will be the one at receiving end always...

I just hope this time she will be strong in front of them rather than taking all their insults...

No idea whether he is aware abt her feelings but he is clear that she also values the marriage as he himself which was vocal

By jhanak itself. Ani is not the person who read too much into eyes and understand for him words are important . So even he feels that jhanak has feelings he want her to say loud and clear to get the clarity and then only he can take some steps to clear the mess. As of now first priority is getting her to den and then we will get some clarity what ani would do in future episodes to make things happen in his way. I am sure makers will not show ANI 100% clear till last point to keep the curiosity

I second Vira !

I also saw the little sick kid in Anirudh, that has been hidden behind the stoic facades of a matured, responsible, level-headed gentleman, that demanded all the love, care and attention from the only one who he truly considers to be his own !

His heart, broken, for many years now, craved to be engulfed and soothed only by the warmth that J's embrace and touch could provide ! It has a healing effect on him more than paracetamols !

I saw a kid throwing a tantrum, just coz he is sick, maybe he never really got a chance when he fell sick as a child.

This was just him clinging on to his life, longing for the night to never end!

Which is why he checked first thing next day, did I make you uncomfortable J, goes with his character for the past 200 epi s, where he has maintained a safe distance always , never once feeling the urge to cross the limits !

He didn't check with her during the bday night, as she was right in front and he could see in her eyes whether she wanted to resist or give in! Last night, he was sick and probably vaguely remembers, that she resisted!

Side Note - I personally would not judge him, if he ever felt a physical need for J, like he did during his bday epi, following which he could not bring himself to hug Arshi coz that made him uncomfortable and probably felt like cheating J !

Coz emotional and physical compatibility are two sides that sail a relationship, you cannot have the first with out the second, unless this is a platonic relationshipp they are headed for. With the kind of love he has for J, he is bound to have the physical need too.

In the bday epi, J felt a physical tug too, which is completely natural and expected as well !

Plus, if anything, a physical connect would help bridge the gap !

Lastly, it gives me hope of iTV coming of age and telling stories, the way they need to be told

Originally posted by: vira76

I have to disagree here about what happened last night being his physical need... it was not.

I wrote about it in my episode review at length about what emotions were at play there. The fear of losing Jhanak, thinking this was the last night of his life with her... It was his fear of losing her driving him than his physical needs...

When you think you are on the verge of losing one person you love in your life, that thought cripples you. For Ani Jhanak is his life, losing her is equal to losing his life. Everything else seems meaningless at that point, all you want to do is hold on to her, explain to her what she means to you with all your might, and make her stay. He was quite vulnerable that night

He did mention his hug this morning, yes, and I wrote about this in my today's episode review. but it was a decent thing to do. His motto is still making sure Jhanak stays in his life and he does not want to chase her way...

Tagging Priya

Originally posted by: rysohini

I second Vira !

I also saw the little sick kid in Anirudh, that has been hidden behind the stoic facades of a matured, responsible, level-headed gentleman, that demanded all the love, care and attention from the only one who he truly considers to be his own !

His heart, broken, for many years now, craved to be engulfed and soothed only by the warmth that J's embrace and touch could provide ! It has a healing effect on him more than paracetamols !

I saw a kid throwing a tantrum, just coz he is sick, maybe he never really got a chance when he fell sick as a child.

This was just him clinging on to his life, longing for the night to never end!

Which is why he checked first thing next day, did I make you uncomfortable J, goes with his character for the past 200 epi s, where he has maintained a safe distance always , never once feeling the urge to cross the limits !

He didn't check with her during the bday night, as she was right in front and he could see in her eyes whether she wanted to resist or give in! Last night, he was sick and probably vaguely remembers, that she resisted!

Side Note - I personally would not judge him, if he ever felt a physical need for J, like he did during his bday epi, following which he could not bring himself to hug Arshi coz that made him uncomfortable and probably felt like cheating J !

Coz emotional and physical compatibility are two sides that sail a relationship, you cannot have the first with out the second, unless this is a platonic relationshipp they are headed for. With the kind of love he has for J, he is bound to have the physical need too.

In the bday epi, J felt a physical tug too, which is completely natural and expected as well !

Plus, if anything, a physical connect would help bridge the gap !

Lastly, it gives me hope of iTV coming of age and telling stories, the way they need to be told

you are right, probably guilt is the right way to express it rather than ashamed... when i was writing it i was thinking about how should i put it and i did not think of "guilt" ... that should be correct :)

Originally posted by: MayaFruitbae

Beautifully writen ...

The mind that shadows the heart.

They both were calm and composed .

Reality took over and their world ended .

The best thing is both remembers everything .

After such a beautiful night ,unluckily these two cant rejoice it .They are happy , calm above all sad . The phone that came at the right time , to drop them down from their parallel world .

Jhanak is holding back due to the family , Arshi and above all promise she made to her mom.

She cant open up and enjoy her falling in love With Anirudh.

Anirudh just let it happen , he didnt hesitate to express that the night will remain forever within him. He can break the marriage and face family and society . He hast the mental strength for it. ( When Arshi called him, he expressed it , I am fed up of this ) .From the time Jhanak left to Kashmir he is doing everything for her . He didnt allow anyone to tarnish her respect . Right from refusing to remove the ring , stating it would be insult to Jhanak 's gift , calling himself characterless , accusing Shristi of helping Tejas , he is doing everything for her specially in her absence . He knows if she was there she would revolt and so he does it for her sake . He makes sure she is defended in her absence .It is done purposely by him .

Its all about Jhanak and her dignity ...

I hope Jhanak reciprocate his love and give him the needed strength to accept them infront of the world , than being a sacrificial girl...

He might have felt embarassed or even guilty to an extent , but not ashamed . He didnt do anything wrong in hugging her or asking for a hug . He confessed that he loves her .The thankyou Jhanak conveys it , and also he initiated the talk . ( He wouldn't thank her , of he was ashamed )

The calm tone , blank eyes of him and the monologue of Jhanak it all leads to their desire to be together , which looks impossible to them .

If it should happen it will/ would happen as they were chosen by the universe .