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os ke baad bhe 2 reasons mile mujhe but on pe mujhe gussa he ayega, or share bhe nahi karon ga becoz Ap kahoge ke AB tum kehte ho os ki soch 5 years ke bache jesi chotti hai lekin ye sab dekh kar lagta hai ke 2 saal ke bache ki soch bhe os se bhari he hogi,

to last wale reason pe atey hain, is me bhe 3 batain thin, 1 to bachon wali or dosri dono share kar deta hoon,

pehli thi ke ( mere Mom Dad eysa kabhe bhe na hone dete )

or dosri baat ye thi ( meri cousin ki life me 2 years se pehle he problems start ho gayin thin to mujhe laga hamari bhe hongi to main ne eysa kiya )

Ap kaho ge ke AB reason to diya os ne, but zara socho.. on ko ye laga ke hamari problems hongi lekein on ko ye kese laga ke mere sath he hongi os ashiq ke sath nahi hongi?

nahi matlab baat to hai na? ke 1 ko keh rahi hai ke problems hongi eysa laga tha, or same time pe kisi or ko life me entry?

or siraf itna he nahi Bhai Ap socho dimaag se ke wo kehti hai ke main ab pehle jesi nahi wo mar chuki hai jis ko tum jante they, to agar eysa kuch tha to ye kese possible hai ke mujhe life se kick karne se bhe pehle os ne kisi or ko entry de di? Ap ko kya lagta hai is bare me kya kahoge Ap? os ki bus ye line jo hai na os ko 100% jhoota bana deti hai.. matlab bus mere liye he tha ke wow sad  thin? mere liye he tha ke hamari bhe problem hongi? os new person keyliye kese laga ke wo theek hai,? or wo bhe bina kuch time wait kiye, lol agar to next year ya next 6 months me wo on ki life me ata to kuch samjh ata but same time pe kese possible hai yaar?

Khud se Bhai ye puch kar dekho ke Ap claim karo ke Ap ko kisi se bohot pyaar hai dil se, phir Ap ko lage ke is ke sath problems hongi becoz Ap ki cousin ki life me bhe hoi,to Ap ki bhe hongi, loool to same time pe Ap jis se pyaar karte ho os ko nikal kar kisi ko or life me le aao to kuch baat samjh me ati hai? mere to nahi a rahi...

main ne pucha bhe ye sawal jo abhe likha, to onhon ne kaha ( mere paas tumhari har baat ka jawab hai) bus itna he kaha onhon ne but JAWAB diya nahi :P ignore kar diya tha, or main ne is baat ko serious liya bhe nahi tha becoz mujhe pata tha ke bechari is pe kya jawab degi? ke kese possible hai ke same time pe lage ke tumhare sath problems hongi lekin os ke sath nahi hongi? lol

phir main ne socha ke ab keh jo rahin hai ke ye reason hai to puch leta hoon phir,

main ne on se ye nahi kaha tha ke Ap jhoot bol rahi ho, ya gusse se kuch bhe nahi kaha tha,

main ne bus on ko ek SS diya or pucha ke bus ye bata do ke main kon si baat ko sach maan loon? abhe kaha ke Mom Dad eysa hone nahi dete, to ye wala SS jo sab se pehla reason hai is me likha hai ke Mom Dad ki problem he nahi? to plz btao kis ko sach samjhon me?

pata hai jawab kya mila? , ignore kar diya mujhe..

main ne phir se pucha ke plz jawab do na,

to onhon ne kaha ke ( mujhe samjh nahi a rahi is me kya kya likha hai ) tab mujhe thora gussa aya or main ne kaha ke madam ye mesg Ap ne he type kiya tha or Ap ko apna he mesg samjh me nahi a raha? jawab do kis reason ko sach samjhon main?

to jawab mila ( mujhe samjh nahi a rahi kya likha hai or samjhna bhe nahi hai, )

is ke baad phir se gayeb, lol mere mesgs ko ignore kar diya or gayeb..

to Bhai ye reasons mujhe mile. abhe main ne kaha na ke main to chalo na samjh hoon lekin Ap btao ke Ap ko is me se koi ek bhe eysa solid reason lagta hai jis ko dekh kar ye maan liya jaye ke on ki life me koi problem thi? ya on ko meri life ke sath kuch eysa karna chahiye tha jo kar chuki hain wo?

dekho i m not saying ke wo sad nahi thin ya kuch bhe nahi hova tha, maybe kuch ho lekin main bus ye keh raha hoon ke mujhe kuch bhe nahi btaya.. na to wo ye bata sakin ke mere sath eysa kiyon kiya or na he ye ke on ki life me eysa kya hova tha jo wo claim kar rahi hain ke wo ab new person hai pehle wali zinda nahi hai?

matlab ye sab reasons dekh kar Ap ko 10% bhe lagta hai ke eysa kuch hai?

ek or bhe bohot khas baat hai, ke onhon ne jab chaha jese chaha mujh se khela.. mujhe use kiya. i mean mujhe apni life se nikaalne ke baad bhe..

onhon ne 1 baar nahi 3 times mujhe green signal diye phir gayeb ho gayi..

phir last time 2018 me onhon ne baat start ki, or milne ki baat ki. wo keh rahin thin ke on ko milna hai mujh se

Bhai eysa nahi hai ke mujhe milne se koi problem hai, ary jis ko main apni zindagi se bhe zeyada khas samjhta hoon os se kese milne se inkaar kar sakta hoon?

problem ye hai ke onhon ne jo kiya meri life ke sath main darta hoon on se yaar.. to on ki milne wali baat ko dekh kar mujhe yakeen he nahi a raha tha ke ye milna chahti hain..!

ye neeche SS hai is ko dekho, ye onhon ne 2016 me eysa bola tha, or mera reply bhe Ap dekh sakte ho,  main ne on ki is baat ko serious liya he nahi tha becoz mujhe yakeen tha ke ye larki mera sath nahi de saki thora sa time to reh geya tha tab bhe sath nahi diya to ye milne ki baat kar rahi hai eysa kese ho sakta hai ye kabhe milna nahi chahti mujh se,!

ye SS aug 2016 ka hai.. tab mujhe hope tha ke shayed ye abhe bhe wapis a jayein...

2018 me hamari baat hoti hai. or main on ki baat pe yakeen he nahi karta , becoz mujhe 100% yakeen tha ke ye kabhe milna nahi chahegi i know,! but mujhe onhon ne kuch eysi batain kahin jo mujhe melt kar rahi thin,

jesa ke on ki ye *legendary* line hai ( main ab pehle jesi nahi rahi badal gayi hoon to mera yakeen karo )

abhe ye line bol bol kar onhon ne bohot baar use kiya hai mujhe lekin Khuda ki kasam itni baar bewakoof ban jane ke baad mujhe akal nahi ayi.. main pagal ban jata tha ke keh to rahi hai to badal gayi hogi na, lol

wo sab batain sept 2018 se dec 2018 tak chalti rahin, afsoos ke mere paas on ke SS to nahi hain kash hote, becoz wo last wala reason bhe tab he bola geya tha,lekin nahi hain onhon ne sab delete kar diya tha,

lekin phir bhe kuch hain mere paas,!

Ap ko Bhai meri kasam hai.. i repeat meri kasam hai ke Ap in SS ko 2 times read karo, or mujhe btao kya lagta hai Ap ko?

is me milne ki baat kar rahi hai wo to ek dam clear hai na. lekin kya is me koi or baat bhe hai jo wo kehne ki koshish kar rahi ho? i mean koi green signal ya kuch or, milne ki baat to clear hai na kya kuch or sabit hota hai ke os ka dil melt ho geya hai ya kuch bhe?

again i m to pagal. na samjh. lekin Ap to samjhdar ho na to tell me Ap ko kya lagta hai...

@Bhai ye SS ka reply karne se pehle meri next post dekh lena pehle,

ab to 9 years+ ho gaye....

matlab kuch bhe yaar? agar ehsaas tha to theek kiyon nahi kiya,!

acha abhe ye SS ko ache se dekhna.. ( She can change again right ? ) is ka matlab kya ho sakta hai Bhai?

agar os ko apni galti ka ehsaas sach me ho geya na to jo wo bole gi main karon ga.!

is ko bhe dheyan se read karna Bhai.. is se kya lag raha hai ke kya bolne ki koshish kar rahi thin wo?

Ap sochoge main kis se baat kar raha tha? lag raha hai na ke ye koi or hai? dont know onhon ne eysa kiyon kiya tha, shayed wo soch rahi hon ke ye SS le bhe le to dekhne wala yehi kahega ke ye Bhootni jee nahi koi or hain, lol

to Bhai ye wo khud he thin, bus sept me eyse baat ki thi baad to to direct ho gayin thin, or yehi reason tha ke sab kuch delete bhe kiya onhon ne becoz wo nahi chahti thin ke on ka ye khel koi or dekh sake :)

ho sakta hai wo ye soch rahi hon ke koi or dekh na le, but agar sach me he on ka ehsaas tha to dar kesa :P

or agar wo ye soch rahi thin ke khelna he hai is se to baad me sabit na kar sake ke ye wo khud he thin to ap dekh sakte ho ke wo kis level tak ja sakti hain meri feelings se khelne keyliye....

lekin mere paas proof phir bhe hai, lol

main hamesha kehta hoon na ke jab hum paas they tab bhe bohot door they itna ke ek ke baas night hoti thi or dosre ke paas day time,

lekin abhe itna paas hain lekin phir bhe itna door hain ke bata nahi sakta...

to main na os time he nahi abhe bhe jab dard bohot zeyada ho na to on ke ghar ke paas raat ko chala jata hoon or kuch time stay kar ke wapis a jata hoon, abhe ka to dont know wo same ghar me hain ya nahi, becoz mujhe koi khabar nahi on ki, may 2019 se ab tak,

lekin tab to wo wahan he thin,

to jab wo milne ki baat kar rahi thin na to main ek din on ke he ghar ke samne khara tha :P or main ne on ko reply kiya, or main wapis aney he laga tha ke main ne dekha on ka bhe reply aya hai..

to life me ye 1st time tha ke hum dono ek dosre se baat kar rahe they, or wo janti nahi thin ke main on ke itna kareeb hoon ke agar zor se on ka naam loon to wo sun bhe sakti hain

to main ne on ki taraf se jo reply aya tha na os ka SS le liya tha ke yaad rahe hamesha,

but iteefaaq se os SS me on ka ek mesg hai jis me wo khud ka naam le kar keh rahi hain ke ab wo change ho gayi hain, lol

wo SS main upload karne wala tha lekin on ke naam ki waja se nahi kiya :)

to mere paas proof hai but still dont know ke wo eyse kiyon baat kar rahi thin jese koi 3rd person hain,

agar insaan sacha ho na, dil me koi galat baat na ho sacha to insaan darta nahi , face to face baat karta hai :P

Ap ne bohot baar read kiya hoga jo main kehta rehta hoon ke wo last time mujhe milne wali baat se ullu bana gayin, meri feelings se khel gayin?

explain kiya to hai Bhai,ab Ap samjh sakoge ke eysa kiyon bolta hoon,

dekho main ne kaha na ke main to inkaar kar he nahi sakta on ko milne se lekin on ki harkaton ki waja se main dar geya hoon on se , to main yakeen nahi kar raha tha ke milna chahti hain ye..

warna main ne to on se nahi kaha tha ke plz milo mujh se.. onhon ne he bola tha to thanks on ka ke kam se kam milne ki baat to ki thi, lol

to problem yehi hai na ke mujhe pehle yakeen kara diya ke tum se milna hai, or jab main ready hova to kya kiya? insult kar ke kaha ke yahan aney ki zaroorat nahi hai,?

jo onhon ne meri life ke sath kiya , wese he last time meri feelings se bhe kiya..

jo bhe tha baat to araam se karni chahiye na? itne gusse or nafrat se baat ki... mujhe ache se rulaya, or main ne on se kaha ke plz eysa na karo main ro raha hoon, main ne socha ke thori soft ho jayegi lekin onhon ne or zeyada gussa start kar diya..

phir gusse me onhon ne kaha ke main tumhain block karne wali hoon, ye sun kar main ne on se req ki ke na karna plz, becozz main ne on se mil kar jo batain karni thin na wo bohot khas thin.. lekin jab ye pata chala ke wo milna he nahi chahti to socha yahan he bol deta hoon, to main ne req ki ke na karna block. kal kar dena mujhe kuch kehna hai wo sun lo, onhon ne kaha no. abhe block karne wali hoon, or main chilata raha ke na karna lekin wo ruki nahi...

abhe Ap sochoge ke mujhe kya khas baat karni thi on se? lol

wo batain sach me bohot khas thin on ka to pata nahi lekin mere liye bohot khas thin.

hova ye tha ke dec 2018 me wo to gayeb ho gayin thin but mera dil melt ho chuka tha, or main ne socha ke mil lete hain wo shayed ab badal gayi ho, lol main bhe to milna chahta tha na, or kasam se mera yahan aney ka reason he yehi tha ke on se mil sakon. wo to baad me main yahan ka he ho ke reh geya wapis nahi jane ka man karta, warna main on keyliye he aya tha.  main ne kisi se kaha tha ke main sabit karon ga ke main wahan a sakta tha lekin mujhe ye nahi pata tha ke or bhe bohot kuch mere samne ayega jo kabhe sapne me bhe nahi soch sakta main, or yehi wo batain thin,

 meri health kafi kharab ho gayi thi or main yahan se bhe gayeb raha tha,

os ke baad main khud ko samjha raha tha ke its ok, kiyon ke yaar sach kahon to main bohot dar raha tha milne se. pata nahi kiyon.. mera confidence level 0 se oper ja he nahi raha tha. mujhe nahi pata itna dar kis baat ka tha yaar? sachi me aj bhe agar eysa na ho to mujhe dar lage ga..

phir mujhe kuch batain pata chal gayin, wo batain eysi thin jin se ye sabit hota tha ke humara milna koi bhe mushkil kaam nahi. hum to bane he ek dosre keyliye they.. wo sab dekh kar mujhe gussa bhe aya ke is larki ne meri baat sun li hoti to aj life achi hoti..

or yakeen bhe nahi raha tha ke eysa ho kese geya.. on baton me ek share kar deta hoon, Ap samjh lo koi hai, ab ye Family bhe ho sakti hai ya koi ek single person bhe ho sakta hai, wo mujhe bhe ache se janta hai or Bhootni jee ki Family ko bhe,!

ap samjh lo ke jese Ap ho na theek wese he, matlab ke Ap mujhe jante ho, theek eysa he Ap ka taluq kisi or ke sath ho, or agar main Ap se kahon ke RB mujhe os person se milna hai to kya Ap inkaar karoge? lool nahi karoge, ap milwao ge bhe or mera os person ke sath acha taluq bhe ho jayega becoz of You Bhai,!

to eysa he ek person ya puri Family os se mera taluq hai aj ki date tak hai.

abhe is baat pe to main ne bus 100% he claim kiya tha ke hum mil sakte they, ab ye itni chotti baat bhe nahi hai, dheyan se samjha jaye to, abhe or bhe batain hain,

You know main ne 1000% bhe kaha hai, or ye bhe ke hum bane he ek dosre keyliye they,

itna bhara claim koi dream se uth kar a kar to karta nahi Bhai :P sun leti meri baat to os ko aj sab pata hota, os ke baad kya karna hai yes or no ye on ki marzi thi , but main keh raha hoon hum bane he ek dosre keyliye they, agar nahi mil sake to reason wo hai :P na to meri waja se, or na he halaat ki waja se or na he kismat ki waja se,! sab theek tha bus wo nahi chahti thi,

main is baat ko manta hoon ke Ap ki life me koi bhe insaan eyse he mu utha kar nahi ata, Ap ne os ke sath kuch timee bitana hota hai kisi bhe rishte me ho, jese Ap mere Bhai ho hamra ye sath likha to to hum mile na,! theek wese he Bhootni jee kahan or main kahan? hum milte hain, dost bante hain, pyaar hota hai, wo life se nikal kar phenk deti hai, main yahan ata hoon, mujhe pata chalta hai ke hamara milna to asaan tha, to kya lagta hai Ap ko ye bus just iteefaaq he tha? ye os se bhe bohot agey ki baat hai Bhai... zara soch kar dekho meri is baat ko..

ye sab dekh kar mujhe bohot sakoon mila tha ke chalo main to apni jaga theek tha na ke hum mil sakte they hamesha hamesha keyliye :P

lekin os naagin ne meri baat nahi suni or mujhe block kar diya tha..

wo sab hone ke baad mera dil bohot dukha tha yaar. kiyon ke os se agey ab main kuch kar nahi sakta tha..

or mera is baat pe bhe dil dukha tha ke milne wali baat pe bhe meri feelings se khela inhon ne? agar nahi milna tha to sept to dec wo drama kiyon kiya tha,.. ab kya wo kahain gi is ke peeche bhe koi reason tha? ya kahain gi ke on ki causin ke sath eysa hova tha, lool

ya kahain gi ke wo ab change ho chuki hain? ya ye bolain gi ke wo Bhootni mar chuki thi jis ne tum se milne ki baat ki thi 2018 me,!! matlab kya jawab hoga on ka ke kya reason tha eysa karne ka,?

mazakh ho raha hai yahan.. 3 months tak Ap kisi ko milne ka kaho or wo agar yakeen kar ke milne a jaye to Ap eysa karo os ke sath? is pe kya reason launch karain gi wo main dekhna chahta hoon. lol

to main wapis ghar chala geya tha os ke baad.

lekin phir se wapis aya dec 2019 me.

tab on ka mesg mila tha mujhe wo ye tha ( You're in US right now? ) ye mesg dec 2019 ke ke end me aya tha. or jab main ne read kiya to socha in ko kya jawab doon main,?

i mean last year 2018 me bhe eysa bola tha or meri feelings se khela, to ab kya plan hai in ka?

i mean again main dar chuka tha na ke ab na jane kya karne wali hain...

or ye dar on ki harkaton ki waja se hai na.. wo a kar sabit kar dain ke dec 2015 ke baad jab bhe baat hoi onhon ne mujhe hurt nahi kiya kabhe? agar wo sabit kar dain ke haan os time nahi kiya tha to jo saza hogi main accept karon ga. to dar to lage ga na, ke Ap acha mesg karoge to samne se reply ayega bhe ya nahi or aya bhe to kese ayega? to mera darna banta hai Bhai..

barhal main sochta raha ke kya reply karon or kya puchon in se? eyse he sochte sochte 15 days guzar gaye to main ne socha ab to bohot din ho gaye to kya reply karon, lol wese bhe wo janti hain ke i m in US right now to jab janti hain to puch kiyon rahi hain, lol

matlab ke itna use hova hoon on ke hath se ke ye samjh he nahi a rahi thi ke ab ki baar ye kya chahti hain? kya plan hai mujhe hurt karne ka...

os ke baad summer 2020 me main hamari yadon ko dekh raha tha to ek dam se ( typing ) likha aya, or main bohot zeyada dar geya, itna ke main ne mobile ko he band kar diya ke pata nahi kya bolne wali hain, lol

kuch minutes ke baad jab mobile on kiya to kuch bhe nahi tha, main ne again chat open ki to onhon ne typing phir se start ki or main phir se bhaag geya, os ke baad 3rd time eysa hova to main ne socha ye to dara rahi hain mujhe :P

to on ki is typing se 2 batain confrim ho gayin thin, i mean ke i m sure wo ye dekh rahi hongi ke main agar online hoon to kaha hoon, matlab ke os se pehle main ne ye baat share ki he nahi thi ke main on ki yadon ko dekh raha hota hoon all the time, to onko kese maloom tha? maybe on ke dil ne kaha ho, jo bhe tha on ka toy ya kuch or tha to on ke dil me he na. to shayed on ke dil ne bhe koi signal diya ho on ko ke ye online reh kar kisi or se baat nahi kar raha balke meri he old chat ko read kar raha hai, lol or onhon ne confrirm karne keyliye he wo typing ki ho ke dekhte hain ansar kya karta hai,

to ye baat on ko confrim ho gayi wo typing wala khel khelne se, or main ullu ban geya, phir socha same baat dono keyliye hai, agar on ko pata chala to wo bhe to online mujhe dekh rahi thin tab he to typing kar ke daraya mujhe, lol

os ke baad phir hum online online khelte they, i m not sure 100% ke wo online online he khelti thin ya kisi or se baat lekin shayed khelti hon..

os ke baad phir mujhe on ki missed call dikh jati thi kabhe kabhe, i dont know wo missed call he hoti thi ya sach me call he thi, becoz mera mobile to mute pe rehta tha to mujhe idea nahi. agar mobile mere hath me hota or on ki call ati to pata chalta ke puri call thi ya just chotti si missed call he thi..

lekin haan mujhe yaad hai 1st wali call tab to mobile mere paas he tha wo main on ki yadain dekh raha tha, or wo online a gayin or laga aj bhe typing kar ke dara dain gi mujhe kya? lekin os din onhon ne call kar ke dara diya tha, to main samjha shayed dara he rahi hain, but baki calls ka i dont know wese he thin ya sachi me call thi baat karne keyliye.

os ke baad dec 2020 me on ki last missed call thi os ke baad wo bhe nahi ayi kabhe,

phir online online he khelte rahe, or phir dec 2023 me main ne on ko last time online dekha... os ke baad abhe tak dikhayi nahi din online.. i think onhon ne block kar diya hai mujhe.. warna 4 months ho gaye 1 baar to online dikh jana chahiye tha na on ko.

wese ek baat wo sare kaam jo bhe hain i think on ka the end dec me he karti hain,

mujhe life se kick kiya DEC me,

mujhe green signal diya or gayeb ho gayi DEC me,

mujhe milne ka kaha or mili nahi DEC me,

last mesg DEC me,

last missed call DEC me,

last time online dikhi DEC me,

wese to on ka last mesg june 2023 me tha meri Sis ki Beti ki BD ki wish thi on ki taraf se,

mera mobile mere dost ke paas tha or wo game khel raha tha, to on ka mesg aya, to mere dost ne kaha ye BD wish kis mosam me kar rahi hai? main ne kaha matlab kon? to os ne btaya ke kis ka mesg hai, or on ka naam sunte he mere dil ki dharkan.  na jane kitni fast ho gayi, becoz dec 2019 ke baad ye on ka mesg tha to mera haal wesa to hona he tha,loool.

main itna pagal ho geya tha ke ye samjha he nahi ke kis ko wish kar rahi hain,

or jab mesg dekha to samjh aya ke onhon ne mere status ko reply kiya hai , to main ne socha jis ki wish hai wohi reply kare to acha hai, to main ne wo wish Apni Sis ki Beti ko de di,

You know main na bohot pehle sochta tha ke in ka koi bhe meesg aya na to gusse se deal kar ke bhaga dena hai, but mujh se kabhe bhe wesa hova he nahi, i mean ab ki baat nahi kar raha 2019 se bhe pehle ki baat kar raha hoon, to jab bhe on ka mesg ata tha main melt ho jata tha gussa rehta he nahi tha.

or abhe mujh me itni bhe himat nahi ke koi ek mesg bhe kar sakon, phir se wohi baat ke ache se deal kiya hota to ye dar mere andar na hota, Ap soch rahe hoge ye kesa dar hai? to dar yehi hai Bhai ke itna sad hoon, to dar lagta hai ke wo kesa reply karain gi kahin ye na ho mujhe or  rula dain..