she is confused because she has been told by Mongas that pati and inlaws ke bakwaas ko jhelo. and she knows Angad is "duty-bound" and image conscious. she knows he cares about the image of their relationship and she knew he was trying to move on- but her questions are- was it all farce and was she just replacement for Seerat and she was being moulded into another Seerat by him or was it for "love" and genuine respect, trust, companionship. i dont blame her for being confused because she has got a lot of mixed signals and somewhere she herself is conditioned to make the marriage work at all costs so she is struggling. but I agree she needs to decide quickly. cant remain confused forever.